Chapter 146

At the dinner table, Lin Suyun has been giving Xia Xing dishes, and every time a clip is a lot of that kind, let Xia Xing feel a little flattered for a time.

"You don't have to give me so much. I don't have to finish it." Some push resistance, Xia Xing said to Lin Suyun.

Listen to Xia Xing so a say, Lin Suyun to Xia Xing clip dish hand is also for it dun dun, chat up a smile, Lin Suyun said to Xia Xing, "also, I forget, you this appetite is not very good."

The chopsticks stopped. For a moment, Xia Xing didn't know how to answer Lin Suyun. She said to Lin Suyun, "I..."

"Xia Qingshan Did you find you before you died? " Lin Suyun said.

Xia Xing's original words were choked in his throat. Sure enough, Lin Suyun would still ask himself this question, which he should have thought of.

"Yes, he asked me to help him." Holding the chopsticks tightly, Xia Xing said.

Lin Suyun's eyes suddenly widened. She looked at Xia Xing in disbelief and cried, "then why don't you help him! Why don't you help him! He's your father

Sad mood immediately rushed to Lin Suyun's heart, she is very sad to look at Xia Xing.

Xia Xing closed his eyes and breathed as if he was brewing something. Xia Xing slowly said to Lin Suyun, "I know you love him, but I have never admitted that he is my father, so I am willing to help him or not. I have the right not to help him, and there is no reason to help him. "

With that, Xia Xingzheng is looking at Lin Suyun. In Xia Xing's eyes, she can't see the slightest sympathy and emotion. In Lin Suyun's eyes, what she sees now is just endless silence and indifference.

"But..."

"There's nothing wrong with coco. I have no reason to help him. That's one thing I can be sure of, so people are dead and can't be saved." Xia Xing said, there was no fluctuation in her heart.

For a moment, Lin Suyun felt shocked. She forgot that Xia Xing had already become like this. Long time ago, Xia Xing was already gone.

Shaking his head, Lin Suyun did not say anything more. Xia Ze looked at him and bit his chopsticks. He knew that it was not suitable for him to say anything on this occasion.

"I'm ready. I'll go out for a while. I may be back later." Put down the chopsticks, Xia Xing got up, took his bag, opened the door and walked out of the room.

Before Lin Suyun could react, Xia Xing had already opened the door and left. He took a look at the food in Xia Xing's bowl. He didn't eat a few mouthfuls at all. With a sigh, Lin Suyun instantly felt remorse. If he didn't mention those, the food would be delicious.

Leaning on the door, Xia Xing covers her chest and breathes a deep breath. Xia Xing suppresses the weakness in her heart. She is afraid, she is afraid that if she is soft hearted in front of Lin Suyun, she will become the same as before, so it's easy to repeat the mistakes. She's really afraid.

Recuperate good state of mind, summer star tight tight tight on the clothes, immediately toward the hospital in the past.

Just to the hospital, when my colleagues saw Xia Xing, they were rarely surprised, "ah! You finally come back to you! We thought you would never come again! "

People said, Xia Xing can only smile, can't say something else, go to the director's room, Xia Xing is thinking about how to say.

"Director." Xia Xing came in and bowed politely to the director and said.

The director who was looking at the patient's file was stunned. After hearing the familiar voice, he raised his head. When he saw that the person was Xia Xing, the director was very kind and laughed.

"It's Xia Xing. Come on, sit down." The director said and nodded to Xia Xing.

Xia Xing a Leng some didn't make clear the director this is what meaning.

"Director, I apologize for my previous caprice." Xia Xing did not sit down, or stood to apologize to the director.

Hearing Xia Xing's apology to himself, the director immediately got up and said to Xia Xing, "what do you say? How can I blame you? Do you think this position is reserved for you all the time? How can your daughter-in-law of Xi family see a patient every day? Do you think so? "

As soon as she heard the director's words, Xia Xing understood immediately. She said, how could the director's temper suddenly become so good? The director has always been extremely harsh and strict. If you think about it, it turned out that Xi mubai had said something to him. Otherwise, if she came here now, the position would be removed for her.

Head a little pain, Xia Xing think originally simple things once again become complicated.

"Ha ha, director, you are joking." Smile is very ugly, Xia Xing said to the director.

The director held Xia Xing's hand and said with great care, "go back and take good care of yourself. What hospital will you come to? This position has always been reserved for you. If you want to come, you can come. We welcome you at any time."

Unable to look directly into the director's eyes, Xia Xing feels that it's really embarrassing and shameful now. What did mu Baihong say to the director?"Thank you, director."

After thanking Xia Xing, he went back home and looked at the watch in his hand. It's almost nine o'clock in the evening, and he didn't catch up with the dinner at home. Xia Xing felt a little upset for a moment. When he came back, all the people in the family were asleep, but he left a light for himself in the living room.

"Ding!" As soon as the phone rings, Xia Xing opens it. It turns out that it's a short message, or Xi Mu's white hair.

"I've made a reservation for you tomorrow morning. It's nine in the morning. Remember to have breakfast."

Turning a white eye, Xia Xing is too lazy to return to Xi mubai. He is not at home all day. Xi mubai is just like calling himself, for fear that he will disappear.

Lying on the bed, Xia Xing felt a little uncomfortable. Although he said that things have been going well recently, every time he saw Lin Suyun looking at his eyes, Xia Xing felt that he had a terrible sin. This feeling is really complicated.

"I really have no reason to save him." Mouth inside murmur to say, summer star closed own eyes, she is thinking, oneself at that time really should save summer green mountain can't?

If that's true, the truth in this world is really ridiculous. Now I have no negative pressure, but I can't do everything myself. I'm very weak. Xia Xing sighed deeply