Chapter 68

Ji Xiaoxi came to the hospital the next day and brought me her own black chicken soup. I was in a bad mood. It was like screwing the spring of the alarm clock too tightly. Through the reaction of force, I was exhausted.

"Sister Yun, how was your sleep last night?"

Ji Xiaoxi opened the heat preservation bucket, filled half a bowl of chicken soup with a small porcelain bowl, and tenderly sandwiched several pieces of chicken. "It's black chicken soup. I cooked it myself. How do you taste it? If you feel good, I'll give it back to you tomorrow."

"Put it there." I whispered.

Ji Xiaoxi burst out with a brilliant smile, "sister Yun, how much do you want to eat? It's the first time I've made Chicken Soup for someone. Just try it."

I looked at her one eye, side over the body, the quilt pulled up, said to her: "you put that, hungry I will eat."

"Sister Yun." Ji xiaoxila long ending, "you just try it, what can't pass, now the priority is to keep the body."

I didn't speak.

Ji Xiaoxi, who was standing around the end of the bed, stood in front of me and laughed. "Don't be sad, the children's affairs are already settled. You are so young with Ling Da president. After that, you has the final say."

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath in my heart.

"Sister Yun, don't be sad. I'm sorry to see you like this." Ji Xiaoxi put the small porcelain bowl on the table. After she pulled the chair and sat down, she put her hand around me. "Sister, I love you very much. Seeing you like this, I would rather you cry than suffocate yourself."

Ji Xiaoxi has a faint fragrance similar to Osmanthus fragrans. I take a deep breath and always feel the fragrance of Osmanthus fragrans in the air. She's off duty today. She's in their business. She can't even have a good dinner with her family when the time is tight.

"I'm a little sleepy." I closed my eyes and said to Ji Xiaoxi.

Ji Xiaoxi's face is buried on my shoulder. I'm wearing a patient's suit, which is at least two sizes bigger. It's very loose to wear. A wet hot liquid runs across my neck and down my clavicle.

"Sister Yun, I know that you are wronged and that you have suffered a lot. Compared with you, I feel that my life is really smooth. I went to the temple to burn incense and worship Buddha in the morning. I pray that I will give you half of my fortune in the future. Everyone says that I am a koi and a lucky star. Sister, you will be happy and you will be very happy in the future."

I raised my hand and patted Ji Xiaoxi on the shoulder, "thank you."

"Sister, I'll give you half of my good luck in the future, you..."

Her voice choked, "when you were a vegetable, I took care of you for a year, and everyone would give you up. Even your doctor said you couldn't wake up, but you opened your eyes. You are a miracle, and also my miracle. Believe me, everything will be better."

Is that right? Ji Xiaoxi looks up and his long and thin eyelashes quiver slightly with sobbing, pitiful and lovely.

"I'm not a miracle. I'm a disaster. Whoever gets involved in me is in bad luck, so you should stay away from me." I said to her.

"You are not. Don't talk nonsense!" Ji Xiaoxi's face changed from surprise to indignation. She hugged me and didn't let me move. It was like holding a breath. Her voice was very low. "You're not a disaster star. No one says that about yourself. I don't allow you to say that about yourself."

I drank Ji Xiaoxi's black chicken soup and said that the fruit on the table was not fresh. She went to the fruit shop near the hospital to buy some fruit.

"When I passed the florist's shop, I saw this bunch of lilies. I thought it was really good-looking, just like you." Ji Xiaoxi said happily.

She is always like this. She laughs when she is happy and wails when she is not happy. Her mood goes and comes, which made me envy her for a time.

I will be discharged the next day. Ji Yan disagrees. I insist on being discharged. The more they disagree, the more firm my attitude is.

Finally, Ji Yan personally sent me back to the villa.

"Call me if you need anything." Ji Yan said to me.

I sat in the hall on the first floor and looked around for a week. I watched Ji Yan silently.

Aunt Wen, a nanny who just came home two months ago, poured me a cup of boiled water and made Ji Yan a cup of Pu'er tea.

I picked up the glass on the tea table and took a sip.

"Jinyun, the hospital has a meeting in the afternoon. You have a good rest. If you have something, please contact me directly." Ji Yan's mobile phone rings. I guess it's not the hospital because he hung up.

I'm a little tired. I've been lying in bed for the past two days in the hospital. Ji Xiaoxi has been asking me if I want to make an appointment with a psychologist. I can see her worry in my eyes. I also know that she is one of the few people who really treat me well, but I just want to be quiet.

Ji Yan before leaving, squatting in front of me, holding my hand, my hand is very cold, he squatted in front of me, the line of sight is very focused, "Jinyun, you must not do stupid things, not worth it."

I pulled back my hand and didn't speak.

"Where is he now?" I asked Ji Yan.

"Ling Chenyun was sent to Europe before and opened an investment management company. There should have been an accident. In addition, the European project was a little tricky, so it was delayed." Ji Yan holds my hand again, "Jinyun, have a good rest at home. I'll let Xiao Xi come to accompany you in the evening."I didn't speak any more. I got up and went straight upstairs.

I locked myself in my room for three days.

In the morning of the fourth day, the housekeeper was outside the door. He told me that on New Year's Eve, he asked me if I wanted to go back to Ling's house.

The housekeeper is worried about me these days. He knocks on my room door almost every hour and asks me what I want to eat.

And I, every time, pretend to be deaf and dumb and ignore it.

I am not rational and sensible. The housekeeper has done nothing wrong. Ji Yan and Ji Xiaoxi are willing to be good to me. I don't know, but I just want to be quiet.

Let me take a good care of what happened during this period. Maybe I did something wrong. I'm too stubborn.

I was huddled in the bed and didn't know how long I had slept.

The quilt was opened by someone. I couldn't adapt to the strong light for a while. I worked hard for a long time to open my eyes.

I glanced at the person above my head. I locked the door from the inside. Ling Mo fan either climbed in the window or found someone to pry the door open.

"If you want something to eat, I'll let the chef do it." Ling said.

Today, he was wearing a plaid overcoat with a navy sweater inside and a pair of Levi's jeans underneath, which covered his two slender legs. No matter what tone he spoke, or how he looked or acted, he was very insipid.

During this period of time, I was in a dilemma again and again, wandering on the edge of despair. The first sentence of this man when he came back, he just asked me what I would like to eat.

Is it that I am too affectable, still trapped in sadness and think things too complicated?

I pull corners of the mouth, tone is out of breath calm, "let's divorce."

"Eat first." His light reply, look without a trace of waves.

My reason did not overcome my anger. I grabbed the pillow on my bed and threw it on the man's face, but I was still not reconciled to the pain. I grabbed the sheet and bit my lips to prevent myself from crying.

Ling Mo fan raised his legs and went to the wardrobe. He helped me get a coat and trousers. He came over and dressed for me. "What would you like to eat? Can I have it for you?"

I got up and went to the door.

Ling Mo fan followed me.

I went downstairs and went straight to the gate.

"Don't make any noise and be obedient." Ling Mo fan came forward to hold my wrist, "eat something first, I haven't seen you for a few days, what kind of thin."

"Go to the Civil Affairs Bureau for a divorce." My heart is dead.

Ling Mo fan dragged me back to the villa, "don't make trouble."

I shook off his hand, "I didn't make it, divorce, you go to live with Yu Jinglan, everyone is happy, we may not be suitable."

Ling Mo fan directly ignored my words, grabbed my wrist and said to the housekeeper, "let the chef make a bowl of xihongsi egg noodles."

"Well, all right." The housekeeper went to the kitchen.

Ling Mo fan dragged me to the dining room. The plates on the dining table were arranged in an orderly way. He leaned against my ear and pressed my shoulder. I couldn't hear what I said in my right ear.

"Don't you understand?" I turned my head and looked into his eyes. "I said to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau for divorce!"

"On New Year's Eve, no one's bothering you." His tone suddenly became a little cold.

I stood up, regardless of his obstruction, fell several plates, soup splashed on the tablecloth, my clothes, and some soup splashed on Ling Mo fan's trousers.

"Ling Mo fan, I'm tired. I'm very tired. Would you please let me go?" My voice tried to restrain, but still could not help roaring out, "my two children died, I have not even seen what the children look like, they do not even know what the world is like, so quietly left, I have no way."

I wipe away tears, looking at Ling Mo fan, "the child is not my own, why don't you feel bad, why do I happen such things every time, you are not at my side, Ling Mo fan, you keep saying don't let me be wronged, now? I'm not happy, so please let me go

That's it. It's over.

I'm tired.

Ling Mo fan stands in the same place, is still that pair of pretentious high posture.

I dragged tired body, step by step toward the door.

"Ye Jinyun," Ling Mofan hugged my shoulder from behind, surrounded by his warm body. He leaned against my shoulder socket and sprayed his warm breath on my shoulder, "eat something first, and we'll talk about other things later."

I close my eyes, always feel that all this is really ridiculous and ridiculous.

"There's no need to talk about it later. I'll just do one thing." I turned and looked at the man. "Divorce."

I didn't have Ling Mo fan's strength. He took me directly to the table when the cook came.

"Mr. Ling and Mrs. Ling, take your time." With that, the cook bows and walks out of the restaurant.I glanced at the hot egg noodles and continued to focus on Ling Mo fan, "I don't eat."

"Be obedient." He picked up chopsticks, put noodles in his mouth and blew them. It was like taking care of a child. Then he handed them to me and said, "fill your stomach first."

"I said I won't eat it!" I tilted my head, but he put the chopsticks together again. I was a little angry, so I raised my hand. I wanted to grab the chopsticks in his hand, but I hit Ling Mo fan's chest with one hand. I just heard Ling Mo fan snort.

"What's the matter with you?" I raised my eyes and asked him a little flustered.