It was a woman who should have been over forty, with long hair tied up at will.
The wrinkles on her face are a bit of vicissitudes, but just from the appearance, this face must be very beautiful when she was young.
After she was led in by the waiter, she looked at the people and things around curiously. Judging from her clothes, she should have never been in such a place.
After I saw her clearly, I felt a sense of deja vu in my heart. When the woman looked at me, she obviously felt her figure stiff.
"You..." She suddenly trembled and pointed at me.
She came over and looked at me carefully. I was at a loss.
"Nannan, is that you Is it really you? " She whispered, as if in doubt, as if to herself.
I looked at her suspiciously. I had never seen that woman before. How could she have known me for a long time, and what was the feeling of deja vu in her mind?
I look at Ling Mo fan at a loss.
Ling Mofan received my helpless eyes and finally spoke.
"Well, let's all sit down first."
When the woman heard him speak, she slowly moved her hand away and sat down on the stool, but her eyes were still staring at me.
At this time, all the food came up one by one.
"Is it a bit familiar?" Ling Mo fan sat next to me and asked.
I nodded.
"Don't you think she's a bit like you?"
After such a reminder, I found that the woman's familiar face really looked like her.
"What do you mean?" I feel Ling Mo fan has something to say in his words. In fact, I have some guesses in my heart, but I dare not think in that direction.
Ling Mo fan laughed and looked at the woman, "you should have seen it for a long time."
"You mean, is she really?" The woman suddenly jumped to her feet.
Ling Mo fan did not speak, seems to be acquiesced. Get Ling Mo fan's confirmation, she suddenly red eye.
I looked at both of them as if they were playing dumb. I was at a loss.
"Nannan, do you know that my mother has been thinking about you every day for more than ten years? I didn't expect to see you again. Do you know how much I miss you?" She came and hugged me.
I'm stunned. I haven't slowed down for a long time. When the name "Nannan" came out of her mouth, the familiar feeling became more and more strong. It seemed that she had heard the name in her dream.
Why does this woman call herself my mother?
That person is a person I have never dared to think of in so many years, just like Yu Qingguo.
"You Can you let it go first? " I'm stiff and a little bit uncomfortable with the intimacy with strangers.
"Oh, well, well, I'm so excited. I'm sorry." She smell speech, sob of action, quickly let me go, wipe tears embarrassed said.
I moved the stool back and looked at Ling Mo fan, "can you tell me what's going on?"
Since all this is arranged by Ling Mo fan, only he knows what's going on.
Ling Mo fan sat on one side, always like a spectator, watching what happened.
He beckoned for a man in a suit. The man had a document in his hand.
"Mr. Ling, this is the certificate you want." He handed the document to Ling Mo fan.
Ling Mo fan "Er" a, signal he can go out.
After he left, Ling Mofan put the papers on the table in front of me.
"It's a paternity test. It's you and her." Ling Mo fan looked at me and the woman again.
It's the paternity test again. The last time it was Yu Qingguo's so-called paternity test between me and Ling Mofan's mother, so many things came out, so I have some shadow over this kind of paternity test.
I opened it and took a close look. When I saw the bottom, my eyes suddenly froze. I've been stuck in the sentence "the DNA coincidence rate is 99.6%".
99.6%? Is this the DNA match rate between me and that woman? The truth is, yes. It's clearly written in the appraisal.
Since Ling Mo Fan said that this paternity test belongs to me and that woman, doesn't it mean that she is my biological mother?
That only in my memory has a vague impression of the people, today really sit in front of me.
I looked at her in some incredible way.
Just now I learned from Ling Mo fan that she should be Shen, and I do remember that my biological mother's surname seems to be Shen, but I can't remember exactly what it is.
That's it. My mood now is as complicated as when I knew that Yu Qingguo was my own father, and I feel very sad.
She looked at me in the eyes, the identification book moved to their own in front, for a long time, big tears from the corner of her eyes."Nannan, mom has finally found you." That woman, no, it was my biological mother. After seeing the paternity test, her tears flowed more violently.
I didn't show much sad feelings. I was astringent in my heart, but I didn't shed tears. I may have dried up in those difficult days in the past.
She rushed over and hugged me again. I cleaned up my mood and broke away quietly.
She seemed to feel my resistance and stay where I am.
After a while, she dried the tears from her face.
"Mom knows that you are blaming me. I learned about you for so many years through Mo fan. You've suffered for so many years. My mother didn't mean to leave you. She had to. "
Her eyes were red, as if she were sincere.
I just feel as like as two peas, and I have to do it, and this is exactly the same as Yu Qingguo's original remarks. What kind of forced can not change the fact that they abandoned me.
I look at her face of repentance and feel ironic. If so regret, how willing to leave me, these are just their irresponsible excuse.
"My name is not Nannan. My name is Ye Jinyun now." I said coldly. Without waiting for her to speak, I directly said to Ling Mo fan, "I want to have a rest." Then he put his head in his arms and stopped looking at the man who claimed to be my mother.
Because I suddenly feel very tired, I had a rest on the plane.
Ling Mo fan came over and held me.
"Are you going to leave?" She came suddenly and said reluctantly.
"Well, she's tired." Ling Mo fan replied for me.
"Nan Jin Yun, can I still see you? " She asked me expectantly.
I was silent and didn't know what to give her.
"I'll come back to you. As for her, she needs to respect her ideas, OK?" Ling Mo fan spoke again, neither promised nor refused, leaving me a little leeway.
"Well, Jinyun, mom respects you." She hesitated for a moment and finally seemed to have made a big decision.
Ling Mofan called the person who had just sent the documents, asked him to send them back, and then took me away.
I turned to see her for the last time. She turned her back to me and looked a little lost.
Out of the restaurant, Ling Mo fan suddenly said in my ear, "her name is Shen yelan, do you have an impression?"
This name seems to evoke my long-standing memory bit by bit. It turned out to be Shen yelan. I didn't want to think about her for so many years. Now I even forget her name.
……
Ling Mo fan took me back to his house in M country, a small western style house, which is similar to our villa in China. It's very simple. There's almost nothing except furniture. It seems to have been sorted out temporarily.
As soon as I came back, I was sitting on the sofa, feeble.
"Are you still tired?" Ling Mo fan bent down and put his hand on the sofa, imprisoning me in the middle of his sofa.
I shake my head, tired is just tired.
He stopped and sat next to me with his arm across the back of my neck so that my head rested on his shoulder.
"I didn't want to tell you about it, but now we need someone to clarify our relationship."
It turned out that this was the reason why he was so mysterious that he refused to tell me, because he was afraid that I would not accept it.
"What you mean by business trip is that you have been working in M country all the time?" I asked, turning to him.
He nodded honestly.
"It's hard work." I put my head in his arms.
Looking at the way he came back, it should have been for this matter, otherwise it would have been impossible to find someone in such a short time.
"There is no way to avoid people thinking about things." Ling Mo fan shrugged helplessly.
I laughed. I really thought too much at that time.
"So, even if you don't want to see her again, you have to go through the present difficulties for yourself, OK?" Ling Mo fan is playing with my hair.
I sighed, "all right." I said, just like he said, for myself, for me and Ling Mofan.
So lying in his arms, feeling his gentle breathing, I went to sleep like that.
"Nannan, Nannan..." I heard someone calling me.
In the sunny afternoon, the woman was sitting in a rocking chair with a little girl in her hand.
As the chair rocked, the little girl lay in her arms, sleepy.
The woman looked at her gently and kept calling her name.
I woke up from my sleep.
This is one of my few memories of my biological mother. This scene was only dreamt when I was a child. However, last night I had this dream again and again. As long as I close my eyes, it is this scene.
Looking at the position next to him, Ling Mo fan is no longer there. After feeling his residual temperature, he should have been up for a long time.I rubbed my head and had a sore throat, which was the result of coughing for several days. My cold has not been good, took the medicine also did not have the effect, because besides the cough also has no other symptoms, I also did not care about it.
After washing, I heard someone talking downstairs.
One of the voices is Ling Mo fan's, the other is a woman's voice, a little familiar.
I looked at the time, only nine o'clock, Ling Mo fan so early appointment to come home?
I hid at the end of the stairs and took a look.
It's Shen yelan. She's sitting opposite Ling Mofan. They're talking about something.
"Mo fan, as you know, Yu Qingguo's wife has always regarded me as an eyesore. I'm afraid it's a bit difficult for me to go back..." See Shen Ye Lan some embarrassed say.