"Jinyun, you and Mo fan are going to spend their honeymoon in a few days. I also think it's time for me to go back to m country." After a long time, she dried her tears and suddenly said so.
"Why? Yu Qingguo is a lunatic. You don't have to care about his words. " I look at her red and swollen eyes, and I feel sad.
"No, I don't care what he said. I just think it's not good to trouble you all the time. Mom is very happy to find you." She said, her eyes moist again.
But I could not see that she was obviously stimulated by Yu Qingguo's words. Otherwise, with her feelings for me, she would not want to leave. Unconsciously, I hate Qingguo a little bit.
"But mom, your expression tells me that you are blaming yourself. I've already said that. I don't blame you. " I wipe away tears for her, eyes also some astringent.
"Mom knows, I'm very glad to have a daughter like you." She laughed with tears, but it made me feel worse.
"But you only make me feel like you want to abandon me again." I bowed my head, maybe my heart was too sensitive, even if I knew she just felt sorry, so I wanted to leave, but there was still a feeling that I was abandoned.
"No, no, mom didn't want to abandon you." She explained in a panic.
"Then why are you leaving? You abandoned me once, do you want to abandon me a second time? " I stood up and questioned.
"No, Jinyun, you believe in mom. I just feel that after abandoning you for so many years, I run here shamelessly, which makes me feel sick. Can you understand mom? " Her voice became smaller and smaller, and returned to the previous state of submissiveness.
But that's what makes me uncomfortable.
She is always cautious, which is not the proper state between mother and daughter, but more like a stranger.
"I see. Go ahead. I don't blame you. I'll let Ling Mo fan take you back tomorrow. " With a silent sigh in my heart, I let go of her hand.
It's just a sudden relief. Even if she stayed with me all the time, she would continue to be unfamiliar with me with her guilt. I've experienced this feeling of guilt, and it's really bad. And that's not what I want.
"It's OK. Don't bother Mo fan. I'll go back myself." When she saw that I agreed, her face was both happy and sad.
"Well, I'll go up and have a rest first." Instead of looking at her, I went upstairs alone.
"Jin..." She cried, but she didn't speak after all.
I didn't ask her.
My mother cooked dinner for me and left silently. I looked at a big table dish on the table and didn't eat a bite. I have no appetite, but I'm angry.
In the evening, I sat on the sofa, feeling a little absent-minded, even Ling Mo fan did not pay attention when he came back.
"Ye Jinyun!" Ling Mo fan yelled in my ear.
My hand trembled, almost fell to the ground in my arms. Dian Dian was obviously startled. Wei qubaba looked at me.
I took a look at Ling Mo fan and didn't speak.
"What's the matter?" He saw that I was lost, so he put me in his lap, held me, and kicked me away by the way.
I looked at him stupidly and opened my mouth, but I didn't know where to start.
"Chu Yan or ye Mengya?" Ling Mo fan suddenly asked a, he probably thought Chu Yan and ye Meng Ya came to me trouble.
"No, it's my mother She's leaving. " I leaned my head against his shoulder.
"Where to, country m? She didn't mean to take care of your baby. " Ling Mo fan touched my stomach, as if he was pregnant, he especially liked to do this action.
"Today, Yu Qingguo came and said something to stimulate her." I have a headache when I think of Yu Qingguo.
"Yu Qingguo? He didn't do anything to you, did he? " Ling Mo fan's hand suddenly tightened.
"No, you have bodyguards. What can I do for you? " I motioned to him to rest assured.
"Well, if you really have something to do, they don't have to do it." Ling Mo fan coldly said, pause, he said: "he came to ask for your favor?"
Ling Mo fan guessed it.
"Well..."
"Then why didn't you talk to me?" Ling Mo fan hook lips, simple expression, let me fall.
Sure enough, it's not so good-looking. Otherwise, Ling Mo fan always has an expression of refusing people thousands of miles away. There should be more than these people chasing him.
The more I think about it, the more I feel like I've picked up a bargain.
"What are you thinking?" Ling Mo fan pinched my face.
"Ah?" Just now I was so absorbed that I didn't pay attention to what he said.
"It seems like you've been in a daze since you got pregnant." Ling Mofan said helplessly. "It's said that one year's pregnancy is a fool. Are you starting now?"
"No way." I blushed. "What did you say?" I'll get to the point."I said, I didn't see you plead with me." Ling Mofan patiently repeated what he had just said. It should be put in peacetime. He has absolutely no patience.
"Why I plead for him is his fault." I naturally said, Yu Qingguo such people have nothing to say, I don't even want to see him.
In a way, I think Yu Qingguo is more disgusting than ye Mengya and Chu Yan. Sure enough, the decision to go abroad to raise a baby is correct, otherwise I will be sick by this group of people sooner or later when I stay at home.
"So heartless?" There is a trace of banter in Ling Mo fan's voice.
"You didn't teach me that?" I asked him with pride.
Ling Mo fan looked at me for a long time and knocked me on the head. "Then you are too stupid to learn now."
I rolled my eyes. "That's your problem."
"Is it?" Ling Mo fan squinted dangerously and came over.
Warm lips close, pry open the lips and teeth, conquer the city.
For this kind of thing, I have always been very sensitive to it, so I usually take the initiative of Ling Mo fan. I may occasionally respond to him, but they are rather dull. Now, I'm at his mercy.
For a long time, I leaned over his shoulder, panting in a low voice.
"Tell me, why did I teach you so long, and your kissing skills are still so bad?" Ling Mo fan pasted in my ear, said vaguely, voice has a kind of husky charm.
"Well That's... " He made me speechless.
"That's not because you're stupid!" Ling Mo fan stood up, rubbed my head, "I will let Yu Qingguo no longer dare to appear in front of you."
He dropped the word and went to the bath.
I know. He's really pissed off.
The next day, I packed, because I was going to leave for my honeymoon, so I wanted to get things ready in advance.
But when I think about it, I feel happy and sad.
I'm glad that I finally have a chance to go out with Ling Mofan. Sad is, hard to feel a bit of maternal love will leave me.
Just as I was thinking about something, the doorbell suddenly rang.
I frowned, Ling Mo fan will not come back so early, who will come at this time?
Open the door, my mother stood at the door, a little dusty.
"Mom? How do you Don't you have an early morning ticket? " I asked in surprise. Yesterday, Ling Mo fan told me that he had already helped her book the morning ticket.
I glanced at the clock on the wall. It's already twelve o'clock. Is the plane delayed?
"Mom still wants to take care of you, and I want to see my grandson born." She smiles and looks at me with a strange light in her eyes.
"But I... " I hesitated, but I didn't say anything for a while.
"Well, mom has thought it out clearly. It used to be mom who was immersed in it and didn't come out, but I'll try my best." She said firmly.
"Haven't you packed yet? I'll help you. When you're pregnant, go and have a rest." She looked at my luggage. It was a mess.
I stare at her and help me busy.
Just one night, why did she suddenly change her mind?
I took advantage of her busy gap, quietly slipped upstairs to make a phone call to Ling Mo fan, this matter I and he know, if not my mother really figured out, it must be Ling Mo fan did something.
"Hello, Ling Mo fan, my mother..." I put my hand to my mouth and whispered to the phone.
"Wait, let me guess Your mother's back? " But the words haven't finished, Ling Mo fan suddenly interrupted me.
"It's you! What did you say? " I asked curiously. How did Ling Mo fan persuade my mother to stay.
"I called her this morning and threatened her that if she left again this time, she would never see you again." Ling Mo Fan said quietly.
No wonder my mother is so dusty that she came from the airport early in the morning.
I was stunned and blurted out. "How can you do that?"
"Which one? I threaten my mother-in-law, but it's no one else... " Ling Mo Fan said disapprovingly.
"Then you can't scare her with such words..." I still don't think it's right. What if my mother has a bad impression on Ling Mo fan.
"Not satisfied? Then I'll call her and say With that, Ling Mofan will hang up.
"Oh, no, No." I tried to stop him. "In fact, it's OK for her to leave. You don't have to be a bad person."
Although Ling Mo fan has done this kind of threatening things, there is no need to leave a bad impression on him in my mother's heart in this way for me.
"I can't help it. Who can't give up?" Ling Mo fan seemed to say a word casually. Can be so casual to say a sentence, but my heart a sweet."Besides, do you think she left it because of me? Most of the reason is that she followed the decision in her heart Ling Mofan said to me seriously.
Do you follow her mind?
Should be, my mother probably also loathe me, will choose to overcome that kind of guilty feeling to stay.
I hung up and looked at her busy back below. This honeymoon trip seemed to be perfect again.