At the moment of my wishful thinking, Ling Mo fan sighed helplessly, "my woman is only you, you don't know."
I looked deep into his eyes and there was some obvious doting.
"Who knows." I mutter, but my heart is like drinking honey, sweet inside diffuse.
Ling Mo fan took the dog rope in my hand and held mine in the other hand. It was warm and steady.
"You don't know, it does."
He put my hand in the position of his heart, where it is beating steadily, I feel my heart beating with his law, the sunset pulls our shadow too long.
Diandian was staring at us all the time. He wanted to put his huge dog's head between Ling Mofan and me, but Ling Mofan drove him away again and again.
Different from Diandian, it's the star. It's different from Diandian, who just wants to get involved. It's held by me. It seems that there's no love between Ling and me.
Dian Dian can't squeeze in, anxiously around me and Ling Mo fan.
The dog rope on the hand has the effect of lengthening. After winding it, Ling Mofan and I are directly tied together.
Ling Mo fan and I stick very close, if there are not stars in the middle separated, I'm afraid to zero distance contact.
Compared with my embarrassment, Ling Mo fan seems to be at ease. "He has a lot of insight now. It seems that he has been taught to be obedient."
Ling Mofan looks at the dots wandering on the ground all the time. If he doesn't believe that the IQ of dots can't do it, I will doubt whether they are intentional.
"All right, let it go. Someone will see it later." I hastened to, anxiously looking at whether there was anyone looking towards us.
Ling Mo fan saw me embarrassed tight, but also didn't say anything, very obedient let go of the rope on the hand.
Under the constant walking, the rope lapped a few times, and then untied the two of us.
I took a big step and looked at the people around me with a guilty heart.
"Can you learn from those young girls who are so shy even when they are old wives?"
Ling Mo fan came closer. I put my hand on his chest to keep a safe distance.
"Now that we are old husbands and wives, we should not be the same as other young people. We have to keep our focus." I said seriously.
Ling Mo fan took away my hand and approached again, "aren't you envious?"
"Admiration is admiration, but..." But my face is very thin.
"But I have the heart to be a thief, but I don't have the courage to be a thief." Ling Mofan looks at me with his eyes that see through everything.
"Hum." I looked at the sky and said, "go home." I said, it's a little dark.
Although not able to accompany a little bit well, but it should also consume a little energy.
Should Maybe, I look at the mad dog running happily on the ground.
Ling Mo fan went to pick up his dog rope and dragged it over.
Time seems to pass quickly. It doesn't take long for it to get dark. Night gradually falls and the street lights on the bridge are on.
Ling Mofan and I have been together for a long time, so long that I can't remember how many days and nights I spent with him.
Two unrelated people came together by chance, stumbling, until now, I am pregnant again, we will soon become a happy family of three, and then grow old together, living the kind of life I yearn for.
We will stay together until we are old, forever.
Will it? I suddenly asked myself some questions.
As I said, we should not have any intersection.
Ling Mo fan, is high above Ling Mo fan, and I, just a little transparent struggling in the edge of life.
Suddenly feel the state is not real, Ling Mo fan walk in the night light, I look at him, like will suddenly disappear in general.
Will all this be a dream? After waking up, he and I didn't know each other at all. That would be really sad if Ling Mo fan didn't remember me at all.
I know I shouldn't have this idea in my heart. I want to take it away from my mind, but once something comes out of my head, it will grow more and more like weeds until it spreads to my whole brain.
In addition to the lights on this long road, it's dark all around. It seems that there are only two of us in the whole world. Looking at the shadow on the ground, I feel a little uneasy.
I began to think of that dream again. In the dark world, I could only watch my two children fade away. That feeling of helplessness and despair is really terrible.
"Ling Mo fan." I suddenly stopped, Ling Mo fan took a few steps and looked back at me.
"Shall we go on like this?" I asked him.
I don't know why I have this question in my heart, but it's the first time I've been with Ling Mo fan for so long.Ling Mo fan stood against the light, unable to see the expression clearly. The light made my eyes tingle.
He stood in the same place, silent, and did not ask why I asked.
I realized that I might have asked too abruptly, "forget it, it's nothing."
I said, and then I passed him and went home. Even I wondered why I suddenly asked this question.
When I passed Ling Mofan, he suddenly grabbed my hand.
"I thought I had given you enough security, so you would never ask that question." Ling Mo fan's eyes darkened, and then he lowered his eyelids to prevent me from seeing the look inside.
"No, I just suddenly..."
I want to say that I was possessed just now, but this explanation is too far fetched.
The dream that day impressed me so deeply that I suspected that my marriage with Ling Mo fan was a mistake, so I couldn't even keep my two children.
"It seems that I didn't do it to make you doubt it." Ling Mofan's body is still tall and straight, but when I say this, I feel a little lonely on him, which is different from his usual radiant feeling.
"No, you did a good job. I was too sudden." I grabbed his hand, a bit cool, and he always with warm palm completely opposite.
I regret that I would suddenly ask such a question, I should not have any doubt, no reason, no future. Ling Mo fan really did a good job,
"do you have such no confidence in our marriage?" The light struck half of his face, a little silent.
Ling Mo fan seems really angry, which is different from his usual lazy tone.
"No, no, really not." I tried to defend myself with denial over and over again. "What I don't believe in is not our marriage, it's me, it's my own reason, it's that I think too much, you and I are not at the same level, I think it's very untrue that we can be together..."
I'm talking nonsense, I don't know what I'm talking about.
Ling Mo fan didn't speak. He lowered his head and didn't know what he was thinking.
"Don't be like this. It's all my fault. I love to think about some of these things. You should know me. I just ask. I don't mean anything else. I'm not sure I can hold you in my hand. After all, there are so many beautiful women around you. I don't think I have this..."
The words of guilt are drowned by the blazing kisses, and Ling Mo fan boldly rushes in and sucks.
I stare at Ling Mo fan's face, so close that I can count his eyelashes clearly. I patronize him and forget to close my eyes for a moment. However, because of this, I can see Ling Mo fan's state in such a close distance. His eyes are slightly closed and his thick eyelashes are trembling. I don't know that a man's eyelashes can be so curly and beautiful I'm a little jealous.
Not only that, Ling Mo fan's skin is also very good, white and bright. I can't see the pores on his face at such a close distance. I really want to know how he maintains it. It seems that he hasn't applied any skin care products.
I have to say that my mind is extremely easy to deviate. Even in this case, I still want to go to other places and forget to respond to Ling Mo fan.
Ling Mo fan saw that I didn't respond. His eyelashes trembled a little. He immediately opened his deep eyes. Then he found that my eyes were still looking at him.
I saw a smile flash in the deep of those eyes. Then he raised his hand and covered my eyes. My eyes were completely dark. Ling Mo fan suddenly didn't move, as if he was waiting for my response.
I opened my mouth to test for a while, and then got Ling Mo fan to ask for more. As expected, I was waiting for me to take the initiative.
I didn't passively wait for Ling Mo fan as usual, but actively catered to him, using my immature technology.
If it wasn't for the sudden cry of the star in my arms, I don't think we would have stopped so soon.
I looked at the star, it is constantly struggling, originally it was about to fall asleep in my arms, just difficult to extricate themselves, it should be pressure to it.
I feel sorry to touch its head, it changed a posture, so that it can lie comfortably, but it is the iron heart to leave, I can't put it on the ground, for fear that it will run away.
Ling Mo fan received my help and took it from my arms. Miraculously, once Ling Mo fan held it, it stopped making trouble.
Sure enough, it's a cat who is forgetful of his love. I despise it in my heart.
Ling Mo fan put his eyes on me again, and then I remembered that there were still some things that had not been solved just now.
"You never seem to say that you are not confident in yourself." He was staring at me with a meaningful look.
"How can you say such a thing?" I'm embarrassed to bow my head. I don't want to admit that my partner is too perfect and I don't have confidence in myself.
"Why don't you say it?" Ling Mo fan seems to be difficult to understand.It's hard for me to understand his idea. Ling Mo fan doesn't look like a person who will tell the truth.
"Aren't we husband and wife? Shouldn't husband and wife be honest with each other? " Ling Mofan's next sentence completely dispelled my doubts.
Ling Mo fan is smart in his career, but simple in his feelings.
He may even think that husband and wife will completely express their inferiority to their partner.