After a few days of peace, I finally got the news I wanted to hear in Ji Xiaoxi's mouth.
Ling Mo fan wakes up.
Just when I was so excited by the news that I could only hold my mobile phone in a daze, the door was knocked a few times.
My mother ran to open the door. It was Ji Yan, and he looked at me with surprise on his face.
"So you know?"
He saw the look on my face and probably understood what had happened.
"I'm going back." One look at him and another at my mother.
As long as Ling Mo fan wakes up, no matter whether he stays in China or not, I will go back.
"Is it really decided?" My mother stood aside and asked.
"Well." I nodded without expression.
"Well, I'll take care of Diandian here. You should be careful when you go back..."
"Wait a minute."
Ji Yan interrupted us.
I look up and look at him unhappily. Does he want to stop me? But I won't compromise so easily this time.
Ji Yan received my unfriendly eyes and gave a bitter smile.
"I don't mean what you think. It seems Xiao Xi hasn't told you the actual situation."
"What do you mean..."
I light frown, when a mobile phone message attracted my attention.
After Ji Xiaoxi told me that Ling Mofan woke up, she continued to send another one.
Sister Jinyun, President Ling has lost her memory.
Then she called.
"Hello, sister Jinyun." It's Ji Xiaoxi's anxious and helpless voice.
"He said My hand clenched imperceptibly.
"Didn't you get my message? Mr. Ling, he lost his memory! No one remembers! "
There was a short blank in my mind. I hope I heard it wrong.
"You Say it again
"Isn't your signal good? I just said that President Ling lost his memory! As soon as he woke up, he didn't remember anyone, even his father, his brother, and You. " When Ji Xiaoxi said the last word, he hesitated for a moment. Maybe he was afraid that I would lose control of my emotions.
But I didn't, just a little confused.
How can it, Ling Mo fan how can amnesia, he really forget everything happened between us.
All that I was afraid of before happened.
Suddenly, my fingers fell off and my mobile phone fell to the ground.
"Pa Ta" sound, I wake up from a trance.
I didn't pick it up, just staring at the bright mobile phone screen, Ji Xiaoxi seems to be still calling my name there.
Ji Yan came in and picked up the mobile phone I dropped on the ground.
"Hello, Xiao Xi, it's me."
……
After a short silence, Ji Yan said to the other side, "I know all about it. We will go back as soon as possible."
Then he gave me a look.
After hanging up the phone, Ji Yan put his mobile phone in my hand, raised his hand to dry my face, but only patted me on the shoulder.
"What happened?" My mom came over and asked.
She only knows Ling Mo fan wakes up, but she doesn't know why I burst into tears. I don't want to explain to her too much.
"Nothing. Ling Mofan wakes up. Mom, I have to go back now."
I said, and got up to pack.
"Now, why don't you go after dinner?" My mother said in the back, but still helped me clean up.
"No, while it's still early."
I'm so anxious now that I don't care so much.
"Well, auntie, just let her go, and I have to pack up." Ji Yan, come and hold her.
"Will you go back, too?"
"Well I'll go back and have a look when Mo fan wakes up. "
I've been living here for two months, but I haven't seen him have any work to do. Now I'm going back, so is he.
I don't want to be sentimental and think that he is here to accompany me, so I didn't say anything.
"Well, I'll trouble you to take care of Jinyun more along the way. You should supervise her to eat well. Her stomach disease is getting better, but don't relapse again." After talking to him, my mother came back to me.
"Jinyun, you too. I usually tell you that you should remember that everything is based on your own body, as well as the stars and dots. I will take good care of them for you, so you don't have to worry about them."
Speaking of this, I stopped my hand and looked back at the cat and dog dozing by.
"Mom, can you take care of it by yourself? Why don't you send them back and I'll take care of them. "
I'm afraid my mother can't take care of them after I leave. After all, Diandian is quite noisy now. It's hard for both of us to watch them."There's nothing I can't take care of. With them following me, I'm not so bored." My mother is busy living there, she said.
"By the way, auntie, the lease term of my house hasn't come yet. If you like, you can move to my house. Anyway, I'm gone, and it's empty." Before Ji Yan left, he said again.
"That's OK. I'm used to living here. You can ask the landlord to refund the rent to you." My mother refused his kindness.
"It's OK, auntie. I've only lived here for two months. The landlord won't return the money so easily. Since the house is idle, it's better to let you live. It happens that you live here with two pets, which is a little smaller." Ji Yan finished and left the door behind before my mother refused.
We both watched as the door closed gently.
"Mom, just listen to him. If it's a big deal, I'll give him the rent. It's really too small for you."
I went back and advised my mother that although the house she lives in now has a good environment, it's really small, not to mention with stars and dots.
"But I'm used to it." My mother looked at her carefully decorated house.
"If you can't, you'd better live here. If it's not convenient, you can decide whether to move there or not." I look at her face not to give up, also not good to force her.
"Well, I'm most worried about you now. You must take good care of yourself when you go back. Do you hear me?"
"I see, Ma, you too."
I gently hugged her. She has been worrying about me these days. She is also very tired.
After a simple packing, I set out.
Out of the door, the cold wind blowing, I can't help but shrink inside the sweater.
Is it so cold now? So it should be in China, right?
I don't know if Ling Mo fan is well dressed.
Oh, by the way, he should still be in the hospital now.
That's good. It's better to stay in the hospital than to blow outside.
"You must pay attention to your health after you return home, you know? Don't treat yourself badly. Put on more clothes and don't freeze. " My mother saw that my neck was empty, so she put her scarf around my neck.
Circle by circle, tightly covered, with her temperature.
Ji Yan is looking at us. Behind my mother, Diandian seems to realize that I'm going to leave. She sits on one side.
We didn't bring out the stars, but before I left with my luggage, it watched me out.
I went to touch my head and it wagged its tail happily.
"You should be obedient at home, you know? Don't be naughty. If you let me know, I'll teach you a lesson when I come back. " I told it, but then I felt silly. How could it understand what I said.
"Woof, woof." Dot called twice, I think it is understood.
"Jinyun, when will you be back?" My mother came and asked.
"I I don't know. " I can't answer her question because I'm not sure myself.
Although I only said to see Ling Mo fan, but I certainly will not be reconciled to just look at him, not to mention he still lost his memory.
"Well, it's up to you. You have to think it over for yourself. But remember, no matter what happens, you can always come back to mom. "
I squatted on the ground and turned back to see my mother's aging face.
The wrinkles on her face are more and more, but the kindness on her face has not changed at all.
I stood up and gave her a hug.
It turns out that her figure hidden under the bulky cotton padded clothes is so thin, but she still worries about my body every day.
It seems that since we met, she has never lived a good life for herself, and I have to trouble her from time to time.
"Thank you, mom."
I put my head on her shoulder and said.
"There's nothing to thank you for. You're my daughter. I should do everything."
Her words just make my nose more sour.
What should I do? I'm her daughter, but I didn't do anything for her.
……
On the plane back home, Ji Yan sat next to me as he did when he came.
"Are you afraid?" He asked me.
"I'm afraid." I didn't look at him and answered the answer truthfully.
How can I not be afraid, Ling Mo fan does not remember me is the most serious result I think of.
I use the corner of my eye to see Ji Yan turn his head to look at me, and soon turn back.
"I think You have to believe him. " After a while, Ji Yan said.
It's like he thought about it for a long time before he said it, because when he said it, I felt that he hesitated a little.
"I believe him very much, always, but it's no use saying that now." I had no choice but to look out of the window.I believe him from the beginning to the end, but now this matter, I don't believe he can do, I have experienced the feeling of amnesia.
Maybe it's my retribution. I forgot Ling Mo fan for a while. Now he's going to forget me, too.
"How can this word be useless? If you don't believe him, don't you have no result at all?" Ji Yan's faint voice came to my ears.
"I don't want the result now, as long as he is good."
Speaking of it, I found that my voice had no vitality at all.
I really only hope Ling Mo fan will be well now. About the question of whether you remember me I hope and I don't.
Maybe amnesia is a good thing for him, so he can be the high Ling Mo fan, carefree.