Chapter 168

"I think so. After all, amnesia is very harmful to the brain. But Jin Yun elder sister, you don't have to worry, Ling Zong is in good condition now. " Ji Xiaoxi put it mildly so as not to worry me.

I began to hesitate whether to see Ling Mo fan again. If he thought of something, I was afraid it would stimulate him.

"Don't think about it so much. He just can't remember anything and has no sense of security." Ji Yan, who has been driving silently in front, said.

"Yes, yes, it's no big deal. Don't think too much about Jinyun." Ji Xiaoxi agrees.

"I know. Don't worry." I laughed to signal that they didn't have to worry.

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When I got to the hospital, Ji Yan pretended to me the familiar nurse, "wear it. I've already told the people in the hospital. Just stay behind Xiao Xi today. I'll take you to see Mo fan when I have a chance."

"Yes, thank you." I took the bag and Ji Yan went to work first.

Although he asked me to stay behind Ji Xiaoxi, I couldn't follow him all the time, so I stayed in the lounge alone most of the time.

I'm afraid Ji Xiaoxi will let her do her own business first because I delay my work.

She was afraid that I would be bored by myself, so she took me to the ward together. I couldn't help them, so I could only chat with those patients.

During this period, I also saw a pair of old people who were already white haired.

It was the old woman who was hospitalized with a broken foot and no children around. They were the only two in the hospital.

Her husband is taking care of her. Occasionally, a young woman comes to see her. On weekdays, her husband pushes her out for a walk.

"This is the old woman who came to our hospital a few days ago. She accidentally fell down the stairs, but fortunately, she hurt her leg, so she was sent to our hospital. They also have a daughter, but they are very busy with work, so they are the only two left to take care of each other."

Ji Xiaoxi saw that I had been staring curiously, so he explained to me.

"Just the two of them? That's pathetic I can't help feeling sad for them. They are all old, and even in hospital, they only have each other nestling.

But Ji Xiaoxi's next words let me completely overturn the previous idea.

"Poor? No, it's because they don't let their daughter come because she's busy at work. They say they don't let her disturb their world. "

"The world of two?" I asked with some surprise.

"Yes, in the world of two people, even though they are old, the way they get along with each other is more romantic than those of us young people. Even the little things like feeding are brought by the master himself." Ji Xiaoxi said enviously.

It's totally different from what I thought. I thought they would be pessimistic because they were the only two left. It seems that I was wrong.

"Well, sister Jinyun, go to the next room." With that, Ji Xiaoxi turned to leave.

"Xiao Xi, why don't you go yourself first." I said suddenly.

"What for?"

"Something happened." I looked at the old couple who were talking and said.

"You want to talk to them." Ji Xiaoxi saw what I thought.

"Well." I nodded, just don't know why, want to know something about them.

"Well, I'll come to you when I'm done."

After Ji Xiaoxi left, I stood at the door and watched the old couple for a while.

There are only three beds in the ward. In addition to an empty bed, there is a little girl living on the bed. I don't know why she came in and went out early in the morning.

They both sat on the bed watching TV, talking and laughing. The old lady was still wearing bandages on her feet, but they both looked happy, which gave me a sense of tranquility.

Two people chatting, after a long time, finally found has been standing at the door looking at me.

"What's the matter, little girl?" Seeing me staring at them all the time, the old lady asked.

"Ah? Nothing, nothing. " I waved my hand, but I stepped towards them. "Auntie, I just want to ask you, how long have you been married?"

I went to their bed and asked.

"We?" They looked at each other and then laughed, "we're all 70 years old, and we've been married for 45 years."

She's very kind-hearted. From her face, she should be able to charm a large number of men when she was young.

Although the two old people's hair has been gray, but fortunately they look very energetic. Her husband, in particular, is very tall, with a straight back and momentum when walking.

"45 years? That's a long time. " I sighed. "I hear you have a daughter, don't you?"

When I asked, their faces were still very kind, and they didn't show any disappointment because their children were not around."Yes."

"Without her, you Don't you feel lost? " I asked cautiously.

I suddenly thought of my three lost children.

"We, ah, just have each other. Let the children do whatever they want. Marriage is not for the children." The old lady said with a smile.

This suddenly touched me. I wish I had someone else

"And I tell you, my child is not our own. She was adopted by us when she was three years old."

She had no taboo about it and said it directly.

"Ah? It's What's the matter? " As soon as I asked, I felt that I had too many questions.

"Because I had an accident when I was young, I couldn't have children anymore."

Even when she said it, the old lady's face kept her calm attitude.

"You I'm sorry. I shouldn't have asked so much. " I'm sorry.

Although the other side did not say anything, but the heart will still care about it.

"There's nothing to be sorry for. I said it on my own initiative." The old lady looked up at her husband, who had been silent.

"No, no, I'm rude."

"Little girl, you don't have to feel so guilty. Our children all know about it. It's not something we can't say." The old man who has not spoken has spoken.

His voice with a trace of calm in the vicissitudes of life, gives a very stable feeling, I probably understand why the old lady always looks so happy.

Because her husband is a warm-hearted person, from his eyes to see her can be seen.

That kind of doting from the depths of the eyes, is not pretend to come out.

This reminds me of Ling Mo fan. I once dreamed about the old age life of Ling Mo fan and I, but in my fantasy, we always have our children.

But now it seems that everything is still unknown.

"Are you married, little girl?" Seeing that I was suddenly a little upset, the old lady asked on her own initiative.

"I'm married, but now There was an accident. " I lowered my head and didn't want to show them too much sadness.

Because in their beautiful atmosphere, my sadness is really bad scenery.

"Unexpected? There will always be something happened together, just like us, we have always mixed up for decades, and we almost got divorced several times. "

As soon as I hear about the divorce, my heart aches, but Ling Mo fan and I have really divorced.

"Wait, you don't really have..." She saw my face turned white suddenly, and finally realized what I meant by accident.

I gave a wry smile. "It's all my fault."

"In fact, don't be too sad. I guess your partner should be a very good person. I can see from your eyes that you love him very much."

The old lady pulled me over with a lot of kindness.

"Yes, I love him very much, and so does he."

"That's right. Don't be discouraged. As long as you don't give up, you will come together in the end."

The old lady's voice is always with a little girl's tone, but I know that it's not pretended, she is the kind of person who has been spoiled.

Once upon a time, I was like her, but now that person no longer remembers me.

"Will they all come together in the end?"

I asked in a low voice, actually asking myself.

I'm not sure whether I can be with Ling Mofan.

"It's up to you. If you're not sure, it's useless for others to say so."

The old lady held my hand tightly.

Clearly is a stranger who does not even know her name, but I found some confidence from her words.

"I see. Thank you."

I looked up and saw the smile on her face.

"I'll go first, auntie. I wish you a speedy recovery." Standing up, I said to them.

"You seem to have figured it out." She watched me leave, then leaned on her husband's shoulder and said to me, "I wish you happiness as soon as possible."

"I will." I waved back.

All of a sudden, it seems that we have figured out that there are so many things we can't do when we are together. I always think it's unknown to be together with Ling Mo fan, which leads to our children's failure to stay, but I ignore his feelings.

He has been wholeheartedly in love with me, but I was bent on the idea of all overturned.

Our original intention is to accept each other because of love. When is it because of children.

I shouldn't leave all my feelings with Ling Mofan because of my guilt for my children.Maybe it's time to save Ling and me.

"Xiao Xi? Where are you? " When I ran to the nurse station again, I called Ji Xiaoxi.

"I'm still following the director to make rounds. Sister Jinyun, what can I do for you?"

Ji Xiaoxi heard my voice in a hurry and thought something had happened to me.