Chapter 189

"Here, I'm addicted to smoking. He can understand it."

"Don't like the smell of smoke?" Ling Mo fan saw me frowning and asked.

"A little bit." I come back truthfully, and I hope he can put out the cigarette.

"Oh."

Ling Mo Fan said a word, continue to suck.

“…… Then you ask me what I'm doing

"Just ask."

After smoking a cigarette, Ling Mo fan continued to take out another one and was preparing to light the fire. I snatched the cigarette from his hand.

"Don't smoke. Enough today."

I noticed it when I was in his ward. The smoke and the butt in the ashtray proved that Ling Mofan had smoked a lot today.

Ling Mo fan no smoke, can only put his hand on the edge of the balcony.

"Are you in a bad mood today What did someone tell you? "

I'm afraid of what Ling Chenyun will say to him, especially to cheat him.

"No, I just think of something."

"What do you think of?" I suddenly got excited.

When the wind blows, the hair on the face is dry and cold.

Ling Mo fan turned his head and looked at my eyes, as if to find something from there.

"What's the matter?" I opened my eyes wide, nervous and looking forward, I hope he can remember me.

Ling Mo fan just kept staring at me, getting closer and grabbing my hand.

"Did I do something I'm sorry for you?" Is silent, Ling Mo fan suddenly said.

"Why do you say that?" I'm at a loss. Why does he think that.

"I don't know. Anyway, when I think of that person, I feel guilty." Ling Mo fan shook his head, and his face was in pain.

"No, don't think so. You really haven't done anything." I can't see Ling Mo fan like this, especially for some things I haven't done.

"Should Yes, I can hear children crying in my dreams. I don't know why I have such dreams, but it's hard. " He lowered his head, his hair covered his eyes,

"little child?" I suddenly stay, so he refers to the very guilty thing, is not able to protect our children?

That's why I was so lost when I heard that child's cry at the amusement park that day.

"No, don't think about it, let alone feel guilty."

I look at this tilted head rarely appear so fragile man, some distressed.

He didn't show it before. I know that he is worried about it. Now I find that he cares more than I think.

Outside the door of the ward came footsteps, it should be the two bodyguards smoking back.

Ling Mo fan also heard and turned to look at the position of the door.

"How did you get in?" It was then that the question came to him.

"I snuck in while they were smoking."

"How do you get out? Climbing the balcony again? " Ling Mo fan a little worried, looked at the place where two balconies meet.

Although I've climbed many times, he's always on tenterhooks.

"It's OK. I'll take a mask and go out in the name of ward round later."

I took out a mask from my pocket and hung it on my ear. Fortunately, I always wore it for convenience.

"Don't they know you? How can you run away? "

"Don't you know? Those two people outside are from Ling Chenyun. They don't know me. "

I just barely saw the appearance of those two people. They were all fresh faces. Those who knew me were all Ling Qingshan. So as long as I didn't show my feet, they wouldn't doubt it.

After all, they had just been absent without permission. Even if there were nurses in, they didn't see them.

"Ling Chenyun? He even arranged for people to come here himself. " Listen to me finish saying, Ling Mo fan's eyes gloomy for a while.

Ling Mofan doesn't seem to know that Ling Chenyun has put a hand in his side, so he was kept in the dark before I said these words.

It turns out that Ling Chenyun secretly arranged it from Ling Mofan. If I hadn't heard the conversation between the two bodyguards, Ling Mofan would have never known about it.

Ling ChenYun's purpose is obvious. He just wants to watch Ling Mofan and observe his every move.

And Ling Qingshan must know about it, otherwise he would send someone to watch it himself.

"So What else did Ling Chenyun say when he came here today? " I asked curiously.

If so, it's OK, as long as he doesn't talk in front of Ling Mo fan. Anyway, now that we know it, we should pay more attention to our behavior in the future.

"It's just about the company. I don't remember anything. What can he ask?"

Ling Mofan should be able to feel something more or less, so I think even if he remembers something, he will not tell Ling Chenyun."That's good. Ling Chenyun, it's better not to say anything to him." I hate hate to say.

I still hate him now. This kind of person is like a poisonous snake in a crack in the stone. I don't know when he will jump out and bite.

"I know, but now I've lost my memory. I can't remember anything about the company. I don't know who's credible or who's the one hiding behind me. I feel a little confused." Ling Mo fan closed his eyes and said that he couldn't do what he wanted.

This kind of feeling should be very uncomfortable. How smart a person was before, but now I can't even remember who is who.

"It's OK. It's just a matter of time to remember." I patted him on the shoulder, pretending to be relaxed.

I don't know what I'm saying. Who can say it correctly.

"It's a pity that I'm half under house arrest now. I don't have a chance to find out." Facing the ward with the light still on, he leaned against the fence on the balcony, always straight and straight, bent a little, looking a little decadent.

"It's okay, it's okay." I also leaned with him, as if I could find no other words to comfort him except this pale words.

"Can you help me?" Just as I was dejected, Ling Mo fan asked.

"But I can't help you. I can't help you with your illness, and I can't help you with your company." I sighed and groaned as I spoke.

It turns out that I'm so useless. I can't help Ling Mo fan when he is most helpless.

"No, you can."

I use the remaining light to see Ling Mo fan turned his head, but did not dare to look at him.

I can't think of anything to help him. How can he be so confident.

"I can't. don't be so sure. You'll be disappointed."

I shook my head and said to him, like talking to myself, because I have to remind myself all the time, don't agree with me, otherwise it will only be Ling Mo fan who is disappointed.

"I said, you can." Ling Mo fan repeated once again, "I think it's easy to think of the past when I see you, because only you can give me the feeling of deja vu."

Ling Mo Fan said that he was so sure of the reason, I finally dare to turn to look at him.

It turns out that it's so simple. I thought I was going to do something. According to him, just look at me every day.

Or is he willing to look at me every day.

"So, will you help me?" Ling Mo fan stood up straight and came to me.

The light in front of me was blocked by him, and I only had him in my eyes.

"OK, I'll help you." I am extremely not confident to say, the voice is very small, any gust of wind can cover my voice.

"It's up to you." Ling Mo fan recalled a good-looking smile, "remember to come every day."

The light on the balcony reflected in his eyes, shining, which reflected a different taste in his eyes, which were always dark like a pool of lake water.

Like a long time no movement on the surface of the lake suddenly a ripple.

"Then I Come here at this time of the day. " I was dazzled by the light in his eyes.

Almost since he lost his memory, he has not seen this light, and the reason why it reappears today is because of me.

"Waiting for you." Ling Mo fan's eyes turned to look at me lazily, and the corner of his mouth didn't bend down since it just went up.

"Mr. Ling, are you there?" Then there was a knock on the door.

May be heard inside the sound or see Ling Mo fan so late still don't sleep, that bodyguard don't worry want to come in to have a look.

"Then I'll leave first today."

He made me blush, and the bodyguard interrupted me, so I wanted to go out first.

"Good." Ling Mo fan answered a little simply, and the sweet flash in his heart just disappeared.

I put on my mask, moved to the door, and looked at Ling Mo fan again. He had turned his back to see the night outside.

Some lost opened the door, the bodyguard outside the door to see is a nurse opened the door, slightly surprised.

"When did you get in?" Asked one of the bodyguards.

"While you smoke." I went back without changing my face.

"Are you a ward round?" Seeing that I exposed them, they asked unnaturally.

"Otherwise?" I cast a cold look in the past, "and the hospital is not allowed to smoke."

I deliberately spoke a little louder, not only for them, but also for Ling Mo fan in the room.

Finish saying, I looked into the room, Ling Mo fan has returned to the room, is looking at me with a kind of smile.

Turning around, I left without squint under the gaze of two bodyguards.

Maybe I was distracted, or forgot or something. They let me go without checking my work permit.But even if they found out, there was nothing to be afraid of. They didn't know me anyway. I just perfunctorily passed.

What's more, they are also gagging. If it comes to Ling ChenYun's ears, they specify that there is no good fruit to eat.

……

Back in the lounge, I began to figure out how to help Ling Mofan more.

Of course, you can't just stare at me every day. That's what he said. It's strange if it's really useful.

But it's not only the amnesia of Ling Mo fan, but also the trouble of Ling Chenyun. It's a sure thing that he has a bad heart.