"Get out. I don't want to get angry." I could hear the extreme displeasure in his voice.
Yu Jinglan is tearful and dare not talk to him again.
"Well, I'll see you another day." She walked pathetically towards the door.
Just as he was about to go out, Ling Mo fan made up another desperate sentence: "you don't have to come to see me any more."
Yu Jinglan's steps suddenly stopped, silent for a while, turned to look at me still standing inside.
"Come out with me. I have something to tell you."
I see Yu Jinglan's expression is gloomy and terrible, probably understand what she wants to say.
"Good..."
"You talk a lot today. She has to check me. I don't have time."
"Good" word has not yet said, Ling Mo fan refused for me.
"Mo fan, why do you have to talk to me like this for a nurse?" Yu Jinglan some don't understand of ask a way.
Maybe she saw something wrong. If Ling Mo fan didn't know me, she couldn't speak for me.
"It's just about you. It's nothing to do with her."
Of course, Ling Mo fan will not be so arrogant as to tell her what we have already met, otherwise Ling Qingshan will know.
Yu Jinglan's mouth moved, in the end did not say anything, just like a frosted eggplant, went out.
Ling Mo fan didn't look at her and closed the door.
"It's OK not to refuse. She won't do anything to me."
In fact, it doesn't matter if I go out to talk with Yu Jinglan. Anyway, she doesn't know our current situation. I'm not afraid of her at all.
"Did I say it was for you? What are you doing here? " Ling Mo fan turns around and goes to the bedside.
I took the book I was holding and said, "here you are."
Ling Mo fan bowed his head and saw the cartoon in my hand. His face was a little complicated.
"The book I promised you." I watched him casually open a book and look at it.
"This is the book you found me again?"
The expression on Ling Mo fan's face didn't know how to describe it. Some of them were silent and some of them were doubtful.
"Yes, it's good to kill time and read comics. Don't you like it?" I can't help laughing. Even if he says he doesn't like it, I'm not surprised, because it doesn't match his image.
"Not bad. I'll see it." He put the book back and said.
In fact, he won't say anything if he doesn't read it. Anyway, buying this book is just teasing him.
"Does Yu Jinglan come to you often?" After giving the book to him, I think of Yu Jinglan again.
Today, I think I've come early enough. I didn't expect her to come before I came for a while.
"It's not like that. It's very annoying to come every day." When Ling Mo fan mentioned her, he rubbed his eyebrows, as if he had a headache for her.
"Oh, I haven't seen her before."
I usually walk around very diligently in the hospital, how can I not see her.
"You have a good relationship with her?"
Ling Mo fan didn't know what our situation was, so he asked.
"Do you think, like the situation just now, it looks very good?"
"It looks like The light of the sword and the shadow of the sword. " Ling Mo fan is very difficult to find such a word to describe.
Is that exaggeration? I thought we were very restrained just now. Ling Mo fan's eyes are too sharp.
"So Is your father still forcing you to marry her? " I'm still curious about it. I haven't heard him mention it for a while.
Today, when Yu Jinglan comes, I remember again. He said that he didn't want to publish this matter that day. Why did he suddenly lose the news? It seems that it should be due to Ling Mofan's lack of action.
But I guess Ling Qingshan won't let him go so easily.
"What if he forces me? I don't agree. He still can't do it." Ling Mo fan doesn't seem very worried.
I look at his appearance, inexplicably also at ease.
Since he is not worried, why should I think so much.
"That's good." I feel happy for a while, Ling Mo fan will not marry Yu Jinglan, I feel relieved.
"You seem very happy?"
Maybe the happy expression on my face is too obvious, Ling Mo fan just asked.
"Yes, I'm very happy." I didn't know what I was thinking, so I admitted it truthfully, but I didn't regret it.
"I just feel responsible for the past."
Just when I was secretly happy, Ling Mo fan suddenly said a word.
"Responsible?"
"Well In charge, you said, you and I have been married before, are we separated? If not, I shouldn't have married someone else. "
Ling Mo fan finished, my body suddenly froze.Apart, I almost forgot that Ling Mofan and I have divorced. It seems that this period of time is too complacent, I forgot all about it.
"It looks like separation." Ling Mo fan saw the expression on my face, probably also understood the answer.
"It's my problem."
I bowed my head and suddenly fell in a low mood.
I put forward the divorce, or when Ling Mo fan didn't know it.
The atmosphere suddenly cooled down.
"It's been a long time. I'll go first." I said with a forced smile.
I just want to escape.
"Good." Ling Mo fan didn't have any special reaction.
Languid to the door, I went back.
"I didn't ask for your opinion and signed the divorce agreement." I bowed my head and didn't dare to see Ling Mo fan.
I dare not tell him, but I don't want to hide it.
"Well, I see." Ling Mo fan's unexpected calm.
I looked up at him in amazement, "you No indication? "
I thought he would be very angry when he knew.
"What do you mean? I forgot. What do I need to say? " Ling Mo fan doesn't understand very well.
"No, well, I'm out."
I was even more disappointed when I saw his reaction.
He didn't respond, which proved that he didn't care about it at all.
"But I think it's not just about you. Feelings are about two people. Although I don't remember, I still understand that."
I am upset, Ling Mo Fan said a word to make me more confused.
"No, that's my problem."
If I hadn't made my own decision, it wouldn't have been like this.
"You are very stubborn. Did you do the same before?" Ling Mo fan's mouth suddenly raised a little, finally did not give people so cold feeling.
"It's not a matter of stubbornness. It's a fact. It's my decision."
I was eager to explain to him, but I didn't dare to tell him everything to stimulate him.
"But I haven't seen you take all the blame on yourself. What happened between us?"
Ling Mo fan lowered his head and got closer. I could feel his breath.
"I, I can't say, it's very important anyway." I was disturbed by his action and began to falter.
Ling Mo fan stood up straight, with deep eyes.
"I went out first."
With that, I turned to go.
If he asks again, I'm afraid I'll be cheated by him.
Hand was suddenly pulled, the body was pulled back, Ling Mo fan's breath was close at hand.
"What for?" I gave him a push, and he held me tightly in his arms.
"What are you doing? Haven't we done that before?" He leaned against my ear and said.
It's probably the closest thing we've ever done since he lost his memory.
"Before Of course But it's different now. " I'm not used to it.
Although he did this, I was a little excited, but I just felt strange.
"What's different now? We're the same as before."
The same? What's the same? There's a big difference between now and before, OK?
"What's the same? We're divorced, and you don't remember me. Can't you do it apart? " I pushed him away with some force. He didn't remember me. Why did he do this action? Was he playing with people on purpose?
"I remember you. I have always said that I remember you, including the feelings for you before." When Ling Mo Fan said this, he was not vague at all, and gave me some solemn feeling.
So he still has feelings for me now, not just remembering such a person in his life?
"Why are you so surprised? That's why I didn't take any action just now."
Ling Mo fan opened the curtain, the sunshine outside came in, warm.
It turns out that the sun is out today, and the sunshine in winter always makes people feel better.
"Oh, I see."
In fact, my heart has begun to cheer, but I still pretend to be calm on the surface.
"Well, you're not in a hurry to get out. Let's go." Ling Mo fan opened the curtain and opened the balcony door by the way. The sunlight hit his hair and made his hair golden.
"I'm in a hurry to leave..."
Although I just wanted to come, I can't bear to go now.
"I can't bear to leave. Come back tomorrow." He rubbed my hair.
Two people at the same time stunned, I was surprised at his natural action, he is chagrined up."I'm really going. If I don't go, there's no time."
I ran away when Ling Mo fan was still in a daze.
It seems that I really stayed for a long time today, and the bodyguards didn't rush me.
……
Finally out of the ward, when I was ready to go up the elevator, I was stopped by Yu Jinglan who was standing at the entrance of the stairs.
Don't think about it. I know she's here waiting for me.
It should have been a while since she left. I didn't expect that she was so patient and could wait here so long.
"Waiting for me?" I was looking at her face, cold as ice.
"Ling Mo fan already knows who you are?" She asked impatiently.
"What do you think?" I deliberately gave her a vague answer.
"Impossible, you dare not, even if you said, Ling Mo fan will not believe you." Her voice was a little, murmuring, as if to comfort herself.
"Not necessarily."