I passed him and went on, but the feet didn't seem to belong to me, and I couldn't walk.
Finally, Ji Yan helped me in.
Ye Mengya kneels beside the bed and buries her face on the bed. From her shaking body, I can see her grief.
Chu Yan stood aside, sobbing, and wiping her tears with a tissue from time to time.
In bed, my dad was lying there, with no blood on his face and no life.
But it was not terrible. Except for his white and gray face, he just fell asleep on weekdays.
Of course, I wish I just fell asleep.
So in the morning, it was just a reflection. I still had some naive hope that it was a harbinger of his recovery.
"Dad Dad When I called out the first word, I found that I was in a state of losing my voice. I didn't have a voice until I called out another word.
But even if it's called out, my dad won't respond to me anymore.
The last time I saw him awake, it was the day I asked him to borrow a book. He was carrying the book and smiling, as if there was no big problem.
After each phone call, his voice will become a little weaker, cough more and more, but I think it's not a big deal.
It turned out that at that time his health had been very poor.
I often hate ye Mengya, hate her no conscience, but in fact the most heartless is me.
Ye Mengya may be that the only trace of kindness has been awakened, or she thinks that I am both in the same sad position now, and she has done nothing to me.
But Chu Yan still came to push me, "you get out of here. I haven't seen you before. Now I don't need you to come here."
I didn't have the strength, and before I saw my father, I was pushed out by Chu Yan.
"Let me go in and see my dad again." I climbed to the door, trying to put my head in and see more, but Chu Yan blocked me.
"Go away! You don't have to look at it with a false heart! " She is angry, strength is also relatively big, forced me out.
I looked at the tightly closed door and then at the doctors.
"Is it really hopeless?"
These are all the doctors who treated my dad during this period. I still can't believe my dad left like this.
"I beg your pardon." The doctor who mainly treated my father said.
Because of the cold dizzy, and heard the news, I stand in the risk of a head down, fortunately there is a season to support.
At this time, a nurse had already gone in and pushed the man out, so I could see my father again. But now my father's whole body has been covered with white cloth.
Ye Mengya and Chu Yan came out crying and pushed me away by the way.
I watched the car go away, but I didn't have the strength to catch up.
I didn't expect that the last sentence he said was to let me take care of myself.
Until my dad's car finally disappeared in sight, I finally couldn't resist the dizziness in my head and fell into the dark.
……
The first thing to wake up is to confirm that I am still in reality, otherwise I still feel that what just happened is just a dream.
But everything around me is telling me it's not a dream. My dad's gone.
I lay on the hospital bed, Ji Xiaoxi and Ji Yan were beside me. Seeing me awake, I was more worried.
"Sister Jinyun Don't be sad. There's nothing you can do about it. " Before I spoke, Ji Xiaoxi jumped on me first and cried.
“…… Where's my dad? " I pushed her away and asked.
Ji Xiaoxi's face changed. First he grabbed my hand. "Ye Mengya, they've taken Uncle Ye to cremation, and they can't see him."
"What? How can they so quickly... " As soon as I shake my hand, I'm going to get out of bed.
"It's late, sister Jinyun. You've been sleeping for a long time." Ji Xiaoxi held me tightly to prevent me from being too emotional.
"Most of the time? How can I sleep? Put me down In a hurry, I rolled out of bed.
I fell asleep at such an important time.
"Sister Jinyun, don't get excited. You are weak now. Don't..."
Before Ji Xiaoxi finished, I fell off the bed, and then quickly got up, but I couldn't stand steady, so I had to help the edge of the bed to go out.
"Jinyun elder sister, don't do that. It's too late now." Ji Xiaoxi helped me, but he couldn't stop me. The whole scene was a bit chaotic.
"Xiao Xi." Ji Yan, who didn't speak all the time, called her.
Ji Xiaoxi turns his head and wants to ask Ji Yan to help her stop me. When he looks at a certain place, his action suddenly stops.
I only looked down and went out, and I didn't care about their abnormal behavior.
High shadow shrouded, I feel there is a long figure stopped in front of me.Looking up, Ling Mo fan's whole face is as cold as ice.
I don't know why he came here suddenly. Maybe Ji Yan told him.
There was no time to think so much, I pushed him away.
"Sit back." As soon as he spoke, I was almost bluffed by him.
Leng for a while, "no, I'm going to see my dad."
Ling Mo fan stood there, no matter how I pushed.
"Sit back." He didn't repeat it very well.
I stood up a bit, looked up at him, "I'm going to see my dad!"
"Have a good rest. I'll take you later." He still didn't mean to give in.
"No way, I have to go now." When my brain was a little bit sober, I took a step to the side. Since I couldn't push him away, I would go around by myself.
But I left, Ling Mo fan left, I right, Ling Mo fan right, iron heart do not let me out.
"Get out of the way!"
"I won't let you go now." Ling Mo fan refused to get out of the way.
During the conversation, I took advantage of the gap to get out from him.
Just when I thought I was about to escape, Ling Mo fan took my back collar and pulled me back.
"You let go!" I kept breaking his hand, Ling Mo fan clamp dead, took advantage of me to the bed.
Ji Xiaoxi and Ji Yan look at each other, retreat out with tacit understanding, and close the door.
"You let me out!" I was pressed on the bed by Ling Mo fan and couldn't move.
"You're better. I'll take you there." He put his hands on my shoulders and restrained me very easily.
"I have to go now, please." I looked up and something slipped from the corner of my eye.
I saw Ling Mo fan's face loose for a while, and knew that he was moved, so I grabbed his hand, "I really want to go to see my father, please don't stop me."
After a long time, Ling Mo fansong opened his hand, turned around and did not speak.
I sat on the bed, bowed my head, tears finally stopped.
"I really want to see my dad again. I didn't even see his last look..."
Ling Mo fan "tut" a, may be made impatient by my cry.
"How long will it take to cry?" My back to me, from the sound of the face should not be very good-looking.
"I want to see..."
"Don't you come down yet, waiting for me to take you down?" Ling Mo fan slightly turned his head and glanced at me.
"You agreed to let me out?" I was surprised.
Clearly just now he was still a dead would not give in appearance, how now suddenly agreed.
"I'll see you off." Ling Mo Fan said a word, and then went to the door.
I was stunned for a while, and immediately came back to my senses. I didn't even wipe my tears and nose clean, so I followed him.
Ji Yan and Ji Xiaoxi are still guarding outside the door. When they see us coming out together, they are stunned. Then Ji Xiaoxi calls me.
"Sister Jinyun..." Ji Xiaoxi also wanted to pull me, and then Ji Yan stopped me.
Ji Yan shook her head, indicating that she would stop me.
I threw an apologetic look at her and apologized for my gaffe just now.
I know that Ji Xiaoxi and they are for my good, but now the situation is really urgent and I can't afford to delay any longer.
……
Ling Mo fan's car is parked in the parking lot.
Ling Mofan also knew my urgency, so he drove all the way and didn't know if he was speeding.
It wasn't long before I got downstairs.
Ji Xiaoxi said that my father had been cremated long ago, so he should have been home by now. The funeral will be tomorrow and the day after tomorrow.
I went home uneasily. Before I came in, I heard the noise in the corridor.
Chu Yan their action is very fast, so a short time has called the seven aunts and eight aunts, but should not have all called.
The door is open, because there are a lot of people inside, so it should be for ventilation.
As soon as I went in, there were several sharp eyes sweeping around me.
Ling Mo fan stepped next to me and blocked most of those eyes. I looked at him gratefully.
I wanted him to wait for me in the car or go directly, but he still stayed. I don't know if I will be torn apart by Chu Yan and ye Mengya.
"What else are you doing here? You can't find me here on purpose, can you? " Chu Yan is still busy at home, see me, directly put down the work in hand, will come to drive me.
Ling Mo fan first step in front of me, tall stature to her Zhenzhu.
"How, relying on your husband to recover his memory, two people came to me to show off their power?"Ling Mo fan stands in front of me, I don't see Chu Yan's appearance, but I guess she is also fierce now.
I poked my head out, just as I expected.
But I didn't care so much. I just looked around. Except for a room full of relatives, I didn't even have a photo of my father. It should be in the funeral home.
"Don't look, I won't let you go to the funeral. You're not from the Ye family!"
Chu Yan knew what I was thinking as soon as she looked at me, so she made a speech directly, depriving me of the right to send my father for the last journey.
"No, you can't. I'm going to see my dad off."