Chapter 254

When I think of Ling Mo fan's expression when he sees children, I feel hopeful again.

At least for Ling Mo fan, I should try my best.

"Well, well, I don't know what your parents in law think. They want you to have a second child even in this situation." The doctor took out a list and wrote some words on it that I didn't understand.

She misunderstood that I had children.

However, I only have.

I came out of the hospital with a pile of medicine. It was a little dark outside.

It's as gloomy as my mood.

God seems to have played a joke on me. He sent the three children to me in a hurry and took them back in a hurry. In the end, it directly deprived me of my right to be a mother.

……

It was very late when I got home, and Ling Mofan had been back for a long time.

He promised to come back early in the morning, but failed to fulfill his promise.

Put that pile of medicine in the car. I can't just take it in. I can only hide it when Ling Mofan is away.

The footstep some flimsy walk to the door, my hand still hesitates, passed for a long time to press the password of the door.

Seeing me enter the door, he sat on the sofa and hooked me.

Instead of leaning against him as usual, I went upstairs.

"I want to take a shower."

By the way, let my head clear. In my present state, Ling Mo fan will be suspicious.

I thought about it all the way, and I didn't know how to face him, let alone whether to mention it to him.

Go to the room, I open the cabinet to get the clothes to change, at a glance, I see the clothes for Ling Yihan.

I took it off and rubbed it in my hand for a while. Then I shoved it into the corner of the cupboard.

I'm afraid I can't find the owner who can wear it any more.

"What do you think?"

Standing in front of the cupboard, I felt sad for a long time, and suddenly I was held around my waist.

I suddenly push Ling Mo fan away, two people are surprised.

Ling Mo fan was surprised by my unusual reaction. I was surprised by my conditioned reflex.

This is due to the guilt of Ling Mo fan.

"I'm sorry, I'm scared." I lowered my head and didn't dare to look at Ling Mo fan's dark face.

"Nothing." He came close to him again, "take a bath and have a meal soon. Remember what you promised yesterday."

"I know. You go first. I'll come down later."

Being held by Ling Mo fan, I am as stiff as a piece of wood.

The better he treats me, the more my heart owes him.

"Well."

The waist of the hand released, I watched his back to go out.

I want to go up and lean on the solid and broad back as before, but today I don't have the courage.

……

After the shower, I looked in the mirror and rubbed my face to keep my expression from becoming too stiff.

In a word, let's go through this period first. Maybe there will be another chance.

I comfort myself like this.

I stayed upstairs for a long time before I went downstairs.

My mother and Ling Mofan have been waiting at the dinner table. I didn't come and they didn't move their chopsticks.

"It took a long time to wash. In fact, you don't have to wait for me." I forced to squeeze a smile, in Ling Mo fan on the opposite side of the position, or choose to sit next to him.

Sitting next to him, you don't have to face him.

"It's OK. Come and eat. The food will be cold later." Said my mother.

Three people sitting together eating, I seem to be lost soul, even my mother called a few did not hear.

"What's the matter with Jinyun? Is it uncomfortable, or do you want to throw up? " My mother put down her chopsticks and touched my forehead. She said, "the temperature seems to be quite normal."

She knows that I always have nausea these days, but she didn't tell Ling Mofan.

Come back, the bowl is full of vegetables.

They were all sandwiched by Ling Mo fan. He always said that I ate too little, so he tried his best to bring me vegetables.

Ling Mofan's eyes flickered when he heard her say that I always wanted to vomit, "don't go to work tomorrow if you feel uncomfortable. I'll take you to the hospital to have a look."

"No!"

I slightly excited refused to let Ling Mo fan and my mother are Leng for a while.

Realizing that I had overreacted, I eased myself.

"It's just a small problem. It'll be fine in a few days. There's no need to go to the hospital."

"If you don't want to go, don't go." Ling Mo fan did not ask anything, but I know that my abnormal behavior just now must have aroused his suspicion.

"I'm a little tired." I just want to find an excuse to leave.

"What's the matter? I've only taken a few bites. If it's really uncomfortable, I'd better go to the hospital." My mother said anxiously."Let her go." Ling Mo fan didn't say anything and let me go upstairs.

Back in the room, I heard my mother talking downstairs about going to buy me some medicine or something.

Lying in bed, I wrapped myself in a quilt and curled up.

I want to take advantage of Ling Mo fan has not come up this period of time to let himself sleep, so it will not show what horseshoe.

But the heart is too messy, toss and turn for a long time, I did not half sleep.

At this time, Ling Mo fan had finished washing up.

I quickly closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep.

He quietly closed the door, should be close to the bed looked at me, I put my head covered with a quilt, he probably thought I fell asleep, so turned off the light.

Next to the position of a bit down, Ling Mo fan body with a fresh smell just after bathing, lying next to me.

There was a hand on my waist, and my body shook uncontrollably. I don't know if he felt it.

After a long time, Ling Mo fan did not speak. I thought he was asleep, so I opened my eyes in the dark.

"Don't worry about it. I'll give you a night to think about it. Do you want to tell me?" Ling Mo fan seems to have the induction general, opened the mouth to speak.

If he really knew something was hidden in my heart, he was just giving me time.

I didn't answer and continued to pretend to sleep.

He said in the morning that he had something to give me, but now, he has not mentioned it.

If I don't have it, I'll have less guilt.

It was a sleepless night. I didn't feel sleepy until the morning, but I was about to go to work.

I knew when Ling Mo fan got up, but he was always in the quilt.

He also accompanied me in the play. He didn't call me when I didn't get up. He just gave me a kiss before he left.

"Remember to eat on time."

This is the last thing he said to me this morning.

When I heard Ling Mo fan's car driving away, I got up from the bed.

Now it's far away from me and Ling Mo fan's working time. Is this a deliberate step for me?

He had expected me to avoid him this morning.

Suddenly a little uncomfortable, I know his heart is not comfortable, but still think about everything for me.

The more I feel guilty, the less I want to face him. I don't deserve Ling Mo fan's kindness to me.

……

Today, when I went to work with a big black eye, Yu shiting and Xiaoxing were startled. In addition, I was listless all day. They didn't dare to speak loudly. They didn't say hello to me until after work.

"Mr. Ye, let's go." Xiaoxing and Yu shiting poked out a head from the crack of the door and said.

"Well, you can go back early." I gave a normal smile.

What else did Yu shiting want to say? He was dragged away by Xiaoxing.

After work, the company's people have left one after another, I sat in the office, some confused.

After thinking for a day, I don't know whether I should tell Ling Mofan about it.

In fact, it should be told. Ling Mo fan has the right to know this. It's just that I don't dare.

I'm afraid he'll be disappointed, just like I am now.

It's hard to feel that I've been looking forward to it for a long time, but I've been deprived of all my thoughts, because I'm experiencing it now.

It's getting dark and I don't want to go back.

Wait a little longer. Give me a little more time to think about whether to tell him about it.

Even if I know that no matter how long it goes, I have to tell Ling Mofan, but I just want to wait.

If you wait a little longer, Ling Mo fan will be a little late and feel the pain.

I called my mom and said I had to work overtime and go back later.

I don't know exactly how late it is. Maybe after Ling Mo fan fell asleep.

The city is bustling and noisy at night. I walk on the street aimlessly, and there are parents with children everywhere.

This matter in my mind has fantasized the innumerable time picture, I thought Ling Mo fan is also.

It's just hard to do it now.

Or, if it wasn't for me, Ling Mo fan would have done it long ago.

In the street like a walking corpse in general for a long time, I think Ling Mo fan at this time also should sleep.

Driving home, the whole villa lights are on.

My mother has gone back to her room to rest. There is no one else in the living room except stars and dots.

Step by step up the stairs, my steps are a little heavy.

The door of the room was closed. Ling Mo fan sat beside the bed, his face as heavy as water.

He's still waiting for me.

"I've given you one night and one more day. Have you thought about it? Do you want to tell meThere's no threat in the words. He's really following me. I don't want to say that he won't force me to tell him.

“…… I'll take a shower first. "

I still choose to escape.

I hate this kind of ostrich like escape character, but I know I can't change it.

Especially in the face of Ling Mo fan.

"That's the decision not to say it." He got up and came up to me.

"It's all decided. Why worry about it. It's your freedom to open your mouth or not, and you don't have to feel guilty for hiding it. "

Wen Yun's peaceful voice was not irritated by this.

My eyes were red and I quickly lowered my head.

"I see. No more."

"Well, take a bath." He raised my face and wiped my thumb under my eyes intentionally or unintentionally.

I didn't shed tears just now, but my eyes were a little red.

But after being touched by Ling Mo fan, I can't help it.

Emergency rushed to the bathroom to look in the mirror, tears just fell down at this time, fortunately did not let Ling Mo fan see.

Pick up the water, soak in the bathtub, warm water washing every part of the body, but how can not wash out the heart of the piece of haze.