Although I have indicated to my mother many times, but a mother's mood of protecting the calf is not so easy to control, so this meal was particularly embarrassing.
It's already ten o'clock after dinner. It's not dinner anymore. It should be midnight.
Ling Mo fan still stayed on the sofa and knocked on the computer. I decided to sleep with my mother tonight, so I didn't go upstairs.
Lying in my mother's bed, my mother is asleep.
I toss and turn, just can't sleep.
The light in the living room outside seems to have been turned off. I think Ling Mofan should have gone back to the room.
In order not to disturb my mother, I want to go outside for a while and go in when I feel sleepy.
Gently open the door, I look out, the living room is dark, the upstairs room is closed.
Ling Mofan went upstairs as expected.
I went out of the room and poured myself a glass of water in the kitchen.
Out of the time, Ling Mo fan do not know when has been quietly at the door.
"How long do you have to hide from me? It's been a few days."
I had water in my mouth and was startled and choked by him.
"Cough, cough."
Ling Mo fan is irritable and helpless. He still helps me clap my back.
He didn't stare at me with his dark eyes until I was a little better.
"I I want to sleep. " I pretend to be stupid and move to my mom's room.
Ling Mo fan stretched out his hand on the wall, blocking my way, "back to the room."
"I'll sleep with my mother today. Her bed is very spacious." I bent down and tried to get out from under Ling Mofan's arm.
Ling Mo fan seemed to have endured for a long time, only to hear him take a deep breath, and then my waist was clasped by a pair of powerful hands.
I almost screamed as my body soared into the air.
Ling Mo fan put me on his shoulder and carried me upstairs.
The door was slammed shut, and then he threw me on the bed.
"How much longer?" His hand was under my chin.
"I didn't make trouble with you." I'm good at pushing him, and he's holding me on the top of my head with his backhand.
"It's normal, just like usual, but today, do you want to push me to others?"
Ling Mo fan's strength on the hand is not light. It hurts me.
I know he's on the verge of rage.
"She likes you." I looked at the lips close at hand and raised a curve of irony.
"So you sacrifice yourself to push your husband to someone else? Ye Jinyun, I didn't know you were so generous. "
Generous? I'm not generous at all.
When I see Shu Ying so close to Ling Mo fan, I want to push her away.
But I can't.
"Yes, I'm trying to push you to someone else."
Turning my face, I dare not look at the face that has begun to be cautious.
"Yes You can... "
Ling Mo fan gloomy place head, the strength on the hand increases gradually.
I was scared by Ling Mo fan.
The cold kiss covered my whole body, and a drop of tears fell from the corner of my eye. Ling Mo fan's cruel eyes gradually became clear.
"Crying? I cried. " He stroked my eyes.
I cried a lot before, and my eyes were swollen, but Ling Mo fan never saw me, so he never found out.
I have been looking at him, and the fear just now has not completely gone down.
Ling Mo fan's face flashed a little flustered. He covered my eyes with his hand and said: "don't cry."
I didn't speak, I didn't listen to him, and my tears flowed more fiercely.
Ling Mofan also felt that he was clumsy and helpless to wipe the trace on my face, "just now I didn't control my mood."
The voice was in my ear, and I could hear a little shiver.
Ling Mo fan is really flustered, in the time that I married him for so long, a few times.
I pushed him away, covered my body with my clothes and shrank into the corner. "Just leave me alone."
Heart is really confused, confused, helpless.
I love Ling Mo fan very much, especially the way he blames himself now.
I don't blame him for what happened just now. I really provoked him.
After pondering for a while, Ling Mo fan got up.
"I'll be back tomorrow."
When he got to the door, he stopped to say this and really went out.
After a while, outside came the sound of his car moving.
……
Ling Mo Fanguo didn't come back all night. I stayed up all night in the corner.
When my mother saw my state and Ling Mo fan was not at home, she generally knew what had happened.
Although she loves us, it's not easy for her to interfere in our affairs. All she can do is pat me on the shoulder and give me some silent encouragement.I don't have to work today. I always think about last night when I stay at home. I want to go out and relax, but I don't know where to go.
Another innocent smile appeared in my mind, and I knew where I should go.
"Mom, I'll go out."
Get your clothes, I yelled at my mother.
She was busy living in the kitchen, hearing that I was going out and leaning out, "where are you going?"
"I'll just go out and come back later."
In a hurry to see the time, it's only morning, Xiao Shuang should not go back from kindergarten.
"Well, be careful. I'll call you after dinner."
"I see."
Out of the door, driving all the way to the kindergarten, Xiao Shuang and Gu Sihan just stand at the door ready to get on.
"Are you here to deliver Xiaoshuang?" Gu Sihan's face is still a warm smile.
"Yes, are you going now?"
"Well, frost, come here." Gu Sihan shouts to Xiao Shuang.
Small frost obediently ran over, crisp called: "aunt."
I should be a, squat down with her and her head up: "I'm sorry, I didn't bring you sugar today."
Because I'm afraid that time is too late, I almost came here, so I didn't think so much.
"It doesn't matter. My aunt gave me a lot of snacks yesterday. I can't finish them." Xiao Shuang raised her eyebrows and said, with a bright face.
It seems that she is going back to her yard. She is very happy.
"That's good. I'll send it to you later." I touched her face, soft.
Although Xiaoshuang is thin and weak, she still has some baby fat on her face.
She finally changed her dirty clothes today, but she should have worn them for a long time, and the cuffs have been washed white.
"It's not good to eat too many snacks." Gu Sihan, who has been standing by and looking at us, said.
"That's right. I'll give her some clothes one day. Are you in a hurry today, or I'll take Xiao Shuang to have fun."
The day after tomorrow is the new year. It's time to buy new clothes for Xiao Shuang.
"Unfortunately, I have something else to do this afternoon. I have to take her to the yard at once."
"How about Can I take her alone? " I asked tentatively.
Seeing Gu Sihan's embarrassed face, I gave up the idea.
I just saw two sides of Xiaoshuang. How could he let me take Xiaoshuang away alone.
"Forget it, I'd better play with her later." I said with some regret.
"Miss ye, I think you like children. Haven't you got married yet?"
Gu Sihan suddenly asked me, "I'm married, child Not yet. "
"Well, you haven't been married for long. I don't think you are old enough to have your own..."
"I'm not young. I've been married for years." I interrupt Gu Sihan.
"Years? Miss ye, you look younger. Don't you have time to have one? "
Gu Sihan a man in the end is not so careful, did not pay attention to my abnormal, continue to say.
"It's not a matter of time. It's my body. It's a little difficult to have a baby." I stood up and turned slightly.
Gu Sihan was stunned and finally reacted.
"Sorry." He said.
"It doesn't matter." I said with a faint smile.
"Not interested in adopting one?" He looks at Xiao Shuang.
"Adoption?"
I know what he's looking at, but it's a good idea.
I like Xiao Shuang, but the adopted child I always feel that something is wrong.
"If you really want a child and can't help it, it's good to adopt one. I'm happy to find a good family for Xiao Shuang." Gu Sihan pats Xiao Shuang's head. She is muddled and may not understand what we are talking about.
"It's OK to adopt one, but it's not your own..." I gently shook my head, but when I said this, I began to dislike myself again.
Because I think of my dad.
I was also picked up by him, but he was better to me than to ye Mengya, his own daughter.
I'm not qualified to say that as an adopted child.
A knot in my heart seems to have been opened.
"So, you really mind the blood relationship, don't you?" Gu Sihan's face flashed a lost look, "I thought you were different from others..."
"No I suddenly looked up, "I don't mind this relationship, I was also picked up by my father, so whether the child is biological or not may not be too important."
The reason why I use the word "possible" is that I have just figured it out.
Adoption has never occurred to me before, and I didn't realize it until today when Gu Sihan talked about it.In fact, I just want to have a child of my own. What I need is someone who can call my mother and let me grow up with him.
So what's the point of being born or adopted.
Just like Yu Qingguo, I am his own child, he still abandoned me. So I want to get closer to my dad.
Thinking about this, I suddenly feel that adopting a child is not impossible.
"Well, why can't you adopt? You don't mind, but your husband does? Then I look down on him. I hate people who only know blood but not love. "
Gu Sihan even put away his habitual gentleness, and his expression revealed a little indifference.