Chapter 352

Clearly want to comfort Xiaochen, the result is he in turn to comfort me.

I look into his eyes and feel more and more sad.

Although we are taking care of him, it is totally different from the care of his biological parents.

We can give him a lot of love, but is that really what he wants?

If Xiao Chen is also the child of Ling Mo fan and me, how wonderful it would be

No, no, even if he is our child, then we are the most wrong people.

My mind drifted farther and farther, until the elevator reached the floor, Xiaochen pulled me out, I just reflected.

"Auntie, what's the matter with you? It seems that I have been... " Xiaochen may want to say that I am always distracted, but his vocabulary is not enough, so his words can only stop abruptly.

"It's OK, Xiao Chen. Let's go to see Dad." I changed the topic with a smile, "after watching dad, will aunt take you to buy building blocks? Recently, Xiao Shuang seems to like to work together with you. "

"No, I don't want her to work with me She spelled too slowly... " Xiaochen seems to think of something, ears gradually turned red, but his face is a look of disgust.

, even as like as two peas, Ling Mofan, how can I not think of them as the real father and son?

But looking at Xiaochen like this, I have a teasing mind, on the one hand, I also want to ease Xiaochen's mood: "Oh, right? Then I'll talk to Xiao Shuang and let her not disturb you, OK? In the future, I will buy her an extra pair of building blocks for her to spell. Will you spell yours? "

The hand was clenched.

Xiaochen's steps also stopped.

I laughed in my heart, but on the surface I pretended I didn't understand: "hmm? What's the matter, Xiaochen? Why don't you go on? "

"Auntie." Xiaochen seems to have never shown such emotion, and his face turns red.

"Well, Xiaochen, you said I bit my lips and almost couldn't help laughing.

Xiaochen's chest fluctuated obviously for a long time, and then he opened his mouth in a small voice: "that, you don't need to waste money to buy more building blocks."

"It's all right, Xiaochen. One pair of building blocks doesn't cost much. My aunt works hard, and two pairs of building blocks are still affordable." My voice was shaking.

I'm not laughing.

"No, Auntie..." Xiaochen's chest is violently undulating for a while, just like a compromise of self abandonment, "Xiaoshuang, if she spell it by herself, she can't spell it. I, I teach her. She's with me... "

"Well, listen to Xiao Chen." I touched his head, looked at his red face and decided not to tease him any more. I took a small tomato into Ling ChenYun's ward.

I knew that everyone would like a little angel like Xiao Shuang.

Ling Chenyun is lying on the hospital bed, pale. The infusion tube is connected with a bottle of medicine, and the other end is hidden in the quilt.

If I hadn't seen it with my own eyes, I wouldn't even recognize it as Ling Chenyun.

How did it change so much?

Almost out of shape.

I subconsciously want to cover Xiaochen's eyes.

"Never mind, auntie." Xiaochen grabbed my hand, some tough to stop me from covering his eyes, small tomato has faded red, calmly looking at the father on the bed, "Dad, you want to see me, I'm coming."

Calm appearance is also very like Ling Mo fan.

Tut.

I was a little distracted when I watched.

"Xiaochen, come here and let dad have a look." When Ling Chenyun heard Xiao Chen calling my aunt, it seemed that a dull voice came from his chest, a bit like laughing.

I looked at him strangely and warily: "Mr. Ling, I advise you not to do anything extraordinary to Xiaochen."

"Don't worry. What else can I do now?" Ling ChenYun's voice is low and dumb, like the voice of gravel across the frosted paper, "what's more, Ling Mofan will rest assured that you two come alone?"

Hearing Ling Mo fan's name, I put down my heart a little and led Xiaochen to him.

He looked at Xiaochen from head to foot and looked at me again. Suddenly he was so happy that he coughed violently. His face was even more pale and almost gray.

Xiaochen pulled me back.

"Mr. Ling, have you ever thought that if you chose to cooperate with Mo fan, maybe now..." After a pause, I began to understand him.

"Working with him? Ha ha ha I guess I'll be eaten out of bones! " Ling Chenyun sneered and said that he seemed to be involved in something. He snorted bitterly and gasped quickly.

"That's you. If it was you, you would do it, but Mo fan would not. " I shook my head. "From the beginning, he didn't want to compete with you. Never. You forced him to go that way

"In your opinion, it's still our fault?" Ling Chenyun said, "you are the person on his side. You speak naturally to him.""But you really want to think about it. What did you do from the beginning to now, and what did Mo fan do?" I calmly looked at his eyes, "Xiaochen is here, I'm not convenient to say more, you ask yourself, Mo fan never sorry you, right?"

"Even if we don't mention all kinds of grudges between you and Mo fan, what about Xiaochen? Do you have any respect for anyone? Xiaochen is your child, but how do you become a father? I don't want to expose Xiaochen's scar, and I don't want to say anything sarcastic when you look like this. I just hope you can think it over. "

Ling ChenYun's eyes were in a trance for a moment. When he looked at Xiaochen, his chest vibrated again: "Xiaochen Cough... "

"No matter what, I think Mo fan will try his best to cure you." I dropped my eyes and didn't look at him. "You think about it. When did you start to change between you and Mo fan? Did Mo fan change it first? Or You changed first? "

"In the beginning, you were also a good brother who would take care of Mo fan, weren't you?"

Ordinary families still have countless ups and downs, not to mention such rich families as Ling.

I can understand Ling ChenYun's sense of crisis, but I can't forgive him for what he did.

"What's wrong is not you or Mo fan, but the enmity of the previous generation. You should not use the resentment of the previous generation and your pity as an excuse to revenge Mo fan who knows nothing. "

I took a deep breath: "we shouldn't continue this kind of resentment, even the next generation, even your children, shouldn't we?"

"Why did you take Mo fan back? That's because he knows that his own mistakes should not be paid by the next generation. He wants to make up for Mo fan, but what about you? You not only avenged Mo fan, but also involved your children. Are you satisfied with that? "

"In the end, what's the end?"

Maybe it's because my mood fluctuated too much, and the children in my stomach felt it and touched me uneasily.

I frowned, just want to reach out to appease, one side of Xiaochen is acutely aware of what, immediately reached out to touch my stomach.

I looked at his serious appearance, heart a draw a draw, nasal acid almost some can't help but tears.

"Come on, Xiaochen, say goodbye to Dad." I stroked his head, suppressing my emotions.

"Goodbye, Dad." Xiaochen obediently waved his hand to Ling Chenyun. There was no emotion on his face. "You, take good care of yourself. I had a good time at my aunt's and uncle's, and I didn't plan to go back. I found my own home."

I looked at him a little surprised, the next moment he clenched his teeth, do not want to let his tears burst out: "let's go."

"Wait a minute." Ling Chenyun suddenly stopped us.

I looked back at him in bewilderment.

He looked at Xiaochen and me, and finally said:

"I have nothing to say. I have done those things and I can't go back to the past. I can only say that I'm like this now, and I can't do anything to you in the future. You can relax."

This man is really

I looked at him speechless, nodded to pull Xiaochen out.

"Please take care of Xiaochen."

As he was about to walk out of the room, he was suddenly heard panting and coughing.

I didn't look back.

"Yes."

Press the door button of the elevator.

Xiaochen has been very sensible to follow me, holding my hand.

But my heart has been in disobedient to draw pain, tears continue to surge up, I was hard to pressure down.

I just feel that I shouldn't cry in front of Xiaochen.

Xiaochen is so sensible, I should not collapse in front of him.

"Auntie." Xiaochen opened a mouth, "don't endure."

I didn't speak. I just looked at him.

I'm afraid I can't help it.

"Uncle said it." Xiaochen way, "aunt want to cry cry, my shoulder lend aunt."

I look at his similar face with Ling Mofan, as if I could see Ling Mofan as a child through him.

Similar faces, similar experiences.

They shouldn't have suffered that.

I was just about to shake my head and say it's OK.

Ding -

the elevator arrives.

The elevator door opened slowly and Ling Mo fan's face appeared in front of me.

From Xiao Chen's soft face to Ling Mo fan's sharp, angular face, it's like going through many years, from his childhood to now.

Xiaochen is in the elevator. He is outside the elevator.

Two different people, the same face, the same experience.

"Auntie." Xiao Chen in the elevator sees Ling Mo fan, seems very surprised, he drags my hand and shouts.

"Wife." Ling Mo fan outside the elevator looked at me with a soft smile, like the most gentle rose that has gone through all the hardships, polished off all the edges and corners, and transformed from the thorns.I can no longer disguise, can no longer hold on, trying to suppress the mask is almost instant collapse, I watched him suddenly become a little panic face, put out his hand into his arms.

Tears are like a flood that suddenly finds a breakthrough.

I can't hear his and Xiaochen's inquiries and consolations.

Heart rolling over and over with an idea.

That is to treat him and Xiaochen better and better.