Chapter 389

As it turns out, I never want to be able to compete with Ling Mo fan, and I never want to be able to win under him.

I'll never beat him.

But I just don't have a long memory. Next time I have a chance, I'll still have skin.

I sat on the bed with several soft pillows on my back. Ling Mo fan sat by the bed and fed me one by one.

Tired, don't struggle, love how.

Although still backache, but as if It's better than before.

Can you get used to it?

Ling Mo fan carefully looked at my face: "are you ok? I was really careful last night. I didn't use so much force. "

"Yeah, I'm fine." I said perfunctorily, "I don't care with you. I can't compare with you."

Although Ling Mo fan listened to me, he seemed to be worried. After feeding, he came to give me a massage.

"Do you think that we are like the ancient ones now..." I've said everything, but after thinking about the possible consequences, I decided to shut up.

"Like what?" Ling Mo fan asked with a strong thirst for knowledge.

"Well Like The kind of Empress Dowager and the little eunuch beside her I blinked at him.

Yes, I'm the typical kind of person who has a good scar and forgets the pain.

but once a day, it's still fun to challenge Ling Mo Fan to run.

"Oh! It hurts As soon as I finished speaking, there was no time to be complacent. Ling Mo fan's strength of massaging my legs suddenly increased. I subconsciously shrunk my feet and glared at him, "what are you doing?"

Ling Mo fan's eyes were bent, his hands were massaging gently, and his voice was clearly gentle, but it was also faintly threatening: "little eunuch? Well

I was very unpromising swallowing: "um..."

"Where do I look like?" Ling Mo fan slowly close, eyes deep seems to be gathering storm, "I am not, you are not the most clear?"? Or do you want to try last night's... "

"Oh, I'm just kidding!" I quickly went to cover his mouth, "OK, OK, don't say, don't say."

"Good boy." He reached for my hair and continued to massage me.

"Oh, by the way, I have something serious to tell you. I forgot to be interrupted by you last night." I patted him, "the wedding of Ji Xiaoxi and Li Fengxing. Li Fengxing has been with you for so many years. You can't show it? "

"Don't worry." He said, "I don't care about the empty ones. I'll give you all the benefits you deserve. "

"I believe you can do it well, or others will not want to accompany you for a long time."

I nodded and looked at him with drooping eyebrows. "I've heard people say that I'm cold-blooded, ruthless and decisive. I can't offend him, but it seems that These are not true. The first time I saw you, I thought you were a good man. "

"People only look at the side they want to see." Ling Mo Fan said, "what's more, I didn't treat everyone so well. You found it cheap."

"Well, also..." I replied, "even if I have seen you in thousands of ways, I still think you are a good person, especially good."

He suddenly sighed, raised his eyes and said with a smile, "you are so Why do you tease me at any time and place? "

"What? I'll tell you the truth. It's all here. " I'm confused.

"But I can't do anything about you now." He took back his hand and covered me with a quilt. "You have a rest. I'll go to read a book."

This man! What do you think all day!

After that day, Ling Xiying often appears in our house.

I'm getting more and more familiar with it. Sometimes I look at it and think in a trance, as if it was originally like this. It was originally a family. I didn't have the previous splits and crying.

Although she and Ling Mo fan are still like water and fire incompatible, still sitting together is about to quarrel, but the feeling is completely different from before.

How to say

Without the bloody atmosphere, it's like a family routine of bickering over trivial matters, without any benefits.

Ling Xiying seems to have put it down.

But I don't understand how she put it down. Is it really because of the children?

I can't understand it, but I can't ask her directly.

I sat on the sofa with my chin propped up, watching Ling Xiying sitting cross legged on the carpet with no airs, and drawing with Xiaochen.

Ling Xiying is worthy of a famous family background. She knows everything and is proficient in it. Her children especially adore her.

I was staring at her.

After a while, she saw that she didn't know what to say to Xiaochen in a low voice. Xiaochen nodded and drew on the canvas. She got up and walked towards the sofa.

I immediately dropped my eyes from her.

Originally thought that she just came to get something, but did not expect that she sat down beside me, voice light: "how have you been staring at me? You've become a fan of me, too? ""I'm just watching Xiaochen..." I said.

"Please lie and make excuses like a little bit. I can feel your searching eyes even though I'm carrying them on my back." Ling Xiying rolled her eyes, "tell me, do you have any questions for me? Today, Miss Ben is in a good mood and has decided to answer your doubts. "

"No..." I don't look at her. Even if she guesses right, I'm embarrassed to ask.

After all, the relationship between her and our family is not easy to soften. We can't make it any more rigid.

"Tut, wheezing." Ling Xiying smacked his mouth, picked up the washed apple in the fruit tray and chewed it with a click, "do you think I'm abnormal recently? I don't think I'm going to settle with you, so I think it's very strange? "

“…… Well I hesitated for a moment. Now that she had already said it, I guess she could guess what I was thinking in my heart. If I still denied it at this time, it would be too hypocritical, so I nodded.

"That's it? You put that tangle around? If you don't know, just ask. Children all know the truth. You're a grownup... " She took another bite of the apple and shook her head with a smile. "If I say I put it down, do you believe it?"

"Put it down?" I looked at her with wide eyes. "I, I believe it. Why don't I believe it?"

"Do you believe it?" She had a boring look, "Oh, sure enough, you are not funny at all. You don't pretend you don't believe me. It makes me feel a little successful."

"What sense of accomplishment?" I asked.

"It's this woman who has been against us for so many years. It's impossible to put it down so easily."! Why don't you doubt it at all? " She sighed, tiptoe to tiptoe, "thanks, I thought the villain image set up these years was very successful."

"Because Ling Mo fan and I both know that you are not a villain or a villain." I look at her discouraged appearance, feel some lovely, "we all know that you just don't figure it out for a while, when you figure it out, everything will be OK."

"I still have the key." She smiles, "it's so..."

I watched her quietly.

"In fact, I didn't hate Ling Mo fan when I was young." Ling Xiying said that her eyes seem to look at the distant past through the wall, "but I don't know why. It seems that there is a voice in my heart saying to me, I want to hate him, otherwise I will be very sad."

"No one told me to hate him. It's just that I can't get over the hurdle myself. "

"I also know that he is very good, but In fact, I also want to treat him well and normally, but I don't know why. When I meet him, I feel like a firefight is on fire. I don't want to lose to him at all, no matter what it is, even if it's just a fight. "

"Then I thought about it, and I figured it out. Maybe I'm just not reconciled. I don't want him to be better than himself. It seems that he has never been influenced by this family and has been running forward, but I have to bear these heavy shackles. "

"He's so smart that he feels like the other side of me, the other side I don't have. All life is in his own hands

I picked the eyebrow, a little surprised that she would choose to open her heart to me: "but, you live very natural and unrestrained, he actually forbeared a lot of things."

"If you want to lose your temper, you can go where you want to go. If you have someone you like, you can pursue them. Are you talking about this kind of natural and unrestrained style?" She smile, there are too many things in that smile, I can't understand, "this kind of natural and unrestrained Oh, it's different from his

I don't understand what she said.

"Come on, I don't expect you to understand your simple and stupid appearance." She raised her eyelids to look at me, "you'd better be a person who doesn't understand anything and is only protected by him behind and in his arms."

"Well, I've been through a lot of things, too! What's more, I'm older than you! " I was immediately unconvinced.

"Can this be arranged by age?" She disdained smile, "is really simple. Ah, I'm really curious. You've been through so many things, and you're almost 30 years old. How can you be so simple? "

"I..." I don't know what to say.

In fact, I don't think I'm simple, but why does Ling Mo fan always say that I'm stupid? Ling Xiying also says that I don't understand anything now.

"In fact, it's good for you to do so." She threw the apple core into the dustbin and looked at me. "People are different. If you are the same as us, I don't think my brother will like you either."

"Well Eh? Your name was Ling Mo fan just now? What did you call? " Suddenly, I caught her hand in surprise.

"Why are you so excited? It's really..." She wanted to escape with disgust, but in the end she let me hold her hand and smile with compromise, "I tell you such a heavy topic, you are still heartless Forget it

She reluctantly exhaled, the corner of her mouth pulled a shallow arc.

"You are..." Ling Mo fan came downstairs to pick up the water with a water cup. As a result, he looked at us holding hands and looking at each other. He was a little confused."Your wife suddenly went crazy, grabbing my hand and laughing." Ling Xiying looked at him coldly, "you take care of your wife."