I feel cold all over my body. I can't speak for a while.
Zhao Qiran this woman, I have never looked at her before, also do not remember long ago, when and where to meet her.
It's this woman who put my whole plan to zero.
I could have been with Joe.
It's all this woman. It's all her fault that she jumped over at the critical moment and threw me into Jiuyou underground palace. She can't turn back her head when entering the void.
With all my strength, I thumped on the boulder at the entrance.
However, the power is like a bull in the mud, gone.
Don't you
In this life, is it really impossible to get rid of this dark void?
My heart is cold and filled with hate.
Zhao Qiran came over with a smile and pulled my sleeve. "Young master, let's go to the front to have a look."
"Although there is a vast expanse of emptiness here, the stars are just like a sea of stars. It's also very nice to see."
Where are the stars? Where are the stars?
I turned my head and looked.
There is only a vast dark color in the void, and there is no end or light.
Everything is hidden in this dark, empty, just like the weeds spreading in my heart.
This woman is blind.
Zhao Qiran said to me with a smile, "son, can't you see the sea of stars and blue waves? But I saw it all. You see, I can imagine what I want. I can even feel the smell of the waves. "
Crazy, crazy, you are really crazy.
All of a sudden, I ran and shouted at the boundless darkness.
Let me out!
The way of heaven, yes, the way of heaven must exist!
No one can help it, but heaven will let me out.
"The way of heaven!"
"The way of heaven?" Zhao Qiran couldn't help laughing, "don't think about the second childe, heaven will not be here. This is the boundless realm of void. There is nothing but the boundless void. "
All of a sudden, I jumped up like crazy and reached out to hold Zhao Qiran's neck.
Kill her, kill this crazy woman who just giggles at me.
Then try to get out of this place.
I must go out. How can I find my little Joe if I don't go out.
"Two CHILDES." Zhao Qiran doesn't seem to be afraid of death. Although she is hard to breathe, she still opens her eyes and looks at me with a smile.
"You have to think about it. If you really kill me, you are the only one left in the void."
"Then you will be more lonely and more sad?"
I stared at her as if I had known the woman for the first time.
I unconsciously released my hand and watched her half bent down and coughing heavily.
"Zhao Qiran, I don't need your company."
"You will find out later what you need and need. People, people need to be accompanied. No, isn't it too lonely? " Zhao Qiran smiled and raised his hand to gently hold my hand.
"Second childe, don't worry. Dye will always be with you. No matter how many years you have to spend in the void, dye will always be with second childe."
"I don't want you, I don't want you." I murmured to myself, and looked around.
"Don't you accompany..."
I walked all the way out of my wits, but there was a dark void around me.
Even if I go, where can I go?
Zhao Qiran has been following me silently. It seems that wherever I go, she will follow me.
Gradually, the days passed.
At first, I could also ask Zhao Qiran what day it is today.
But after tens of days and hundreds of days, I don't know what night it is.
Every time I look back, Zhao Qiran will smile softly at me.
I think Zhao Qiran is very happy here, because every time she sees me, she will smile at me slowly, which can't be said with a smile.
One day, I couldn't help but ask her, "aren't you upset?"
"Why do I feel bad?" Zhao Qiran looked at me strangely. "I can guard the people I like, and walk slowly with the people I like under the stars. What's so hard for me? I feel very happy every day. "
I couldn't help shivering. "In this void, we, we have nothing."
"You can't open the inner boundary. You can't even change one of your clothes."
"No food, no water..."
"But what does that matter?" Zhao Qiran smiled at me softly. "We don't feel hungry and tired in the void."
"Don't you think that's the biggest problem?"
"I don't feel hungry and tired. I walk around this ghost place day and night. Don't you think it's terrible?"Zhao Qiran shook his head. "It's not scary at all. I am most happy to be with the second childe. "
I stared at her stupidly for a while, and my lips trembled slightly. "I, I won't like you."
"It doesn't matter." Zhao Qiran said softly to me, "it doesn't matter. We have a lot of time to get along with. I can wait, whether it's hundreds or thousands of years. I can wait until you change your mind. "
Thinking of hundreds of thousands of years to be with Zhao Qiran and looking at each other, I couldn't help shaking all over my body. I suddenly felt that all my strength seemed to be drained.
All of a sudden, I found that it seemed a little terrifying to love without pestering.
How can one pester another for a hundred years?
Doesn't she feel tired
Every day I try my best to tear up this void and break in.
I've tried everything, and even once wanted to blow myself out of this void.
But it's too hard, it's too hard.
It's hard to explode in the void.
When Zhao Qiran found out my intention, he followed me all the way and stared at me everywhere to prevent me from exploding.
I tried it for hundreds of days.
Later?
Later I was tired. I was not even happy to go.
I am like a puddle of mud in the empty world. Sometimes when I am interested, I will say to Zhao Qiran, "in the last life, I married Xiao Qiao."
"You know what? When I rescued Joe from the dungeon, she was very grateful to me
"At that time, although she was a little weak and transparent, she still felt very nervous and sad when she found that I was injured. She took a pen in her mouth and wrote Scriptures for me all night to pray for me. "
"When I see her, she always lies there quietly, waiting for me to come and touch her head."
"She's so beautiful."
"I think I liked her very much then."
But later, I didn't know whether it was because of pride or loneliness. I personally buried all this
I don't know how many times I have said this to Zhao Qiran.
Every time, Zhao Qiran would lie on my leg and whisper to me, "it's OK, you have me now. I will always be with you, forever. "
Forever? I couldn't help shivering, even the tip of my heart was cold.
But I don't want you. No matter how far time goes, I can't want you.
If, I mean if, if time can really turn back, I am willing to pay the price of life, even for an hour, with my Joe.
Obsession, maybe it's my destiny in this life
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