Chapter 305

Xiang Jing's sixth year of life

"I met duo'er in the hospital in the morning, and she asked me if I wanted to die. To tell you the truth, I've lived enough. There's no difference between going one day earlier and going one day later. What I can't rest assured is my only daughter. I've made her suffer since I was a child, and I'm most sorry that I didn't give her a good growth environment."

Shen Xin's eyes fell on Dongdong's face of eating cake. "There's a secret I've kept in my heart for more than 20 years. I wanted to bring it into the soil, but I'm not reconciled to it. I want to tell you."

The man pursed his lips and glared at the person whose face was really not very good. "Is it related to Mrs. Luo?"

Shen Xin nodded and turned to look at him. "When I knew Xiang Zhenqin, I knew he had a family. But at the beginning, he said that he would divorce and marry me again. It was for such a promise that I would stay with him without hesitation. Even if I was denounced by the world, I never wavered in my idea of leaving him."

Afternoon sun lazily sprinkled into the glass window, falling on the ground, they sat by the window position, the sun hit her calf, but still can not warm her.

"Until he told me that my family didn't agree with his divorce, they might continue to hurt me. At that time, I was already pregnant with a baby." Xiang Zhenqin's favorite woman in his life is Shen Xin. Even if he can't marry her, he still promises that he will treat her well all his life, but he can't give her a place.

"So you abandoned your own daughter." Luo Jingchen can imagine Xiang Zhenqin's dilemma. Shen Xin belongs to a third party no matter what. It takes too much for him to give up his family and marry her.

Shen Xin laughs powerlessly. She has been carrying the reputation of abandoning her daughter for more than 20 years. Today, she still doesn't want to defend herself, but she still wants to say what she should say, "if he just can't promise to marry me, I won't hate him, but he can't even protect our mother and daughter, so I have to leave home with my daughter Only then did I know that I was in love with the wrong person. "

The old master of Xiang's family forced her to leave. After she left with her daughter, she found them again and said that as long as she didn't recognize her daughter in her life, she would promise to wait until Xiangduo was ten years old to enter Xiang's home. Later, he knew that it was just a scam. He didn't want to take Xiangduo back at all. The purpose was to separate their mother and daughter. It was too late to regret that she had married her Qi Guoyuan was killed.

"You mean you didn't want to abandon dor?"

She nodded, "yes! Since I gave birth to a baby, I can't bear any more. How can I be willing to give up on her? " Most of the reasons for choosing to marry Qi Guoyuan are that Qi Guoyuan knows that she can no longer have children and doesn't mind.

This is the difference between Qi Guoyuan and Xiang Zhenqin. They both love her, but one loves her deeply and the other loves her shallowly.

Luo Jingchen also felt that according to the degree of Qi Guoyuan's attention to her, she should not mind that she married her daughter. Moreover, now, there is no need for her to lie about these things. "Then why don't you explain it clearly?"

"I put duo'er in my mother's place, and then my mother took her wandering around. Since she had the memory, she thought that I didn't want her. Even though I didn't want to abandon her, she grew up alone without father or mother. This is a fact. In the end, I'm still ashamed of her."

It was not until she was led home by Xiang Zhenqin that she had the courage to stand up to her daughter.

But it's too late. Xiangduo's deep-rooted resentment towards her may be due to her indifference to human nature. No matter what she does, her daughter never gives her a good face.

But it doesn't matter if you lose your temper with her, lose her gift, or sneer at her. At least it doesn't matter if you don't hear from her. If your daughter is by her side, you will be satisfied.

"Do you want me to explain to her?" Luo Jingchen also hopes to open the knot in Xiangduo's heart, because the version in her heart is that Shen Xin marries the whole family and abandons her for the sake of glory and wealth.

As for Shen Duoer, he didn't have to shake his head since he was a child. If I didn't want to talk to her, I wouldn't even think about it

Her daughter had an unfortunate childhood. She and Xiang Zhenqin were both responsible and unavoidable.

Seeing that her grandson's mouth was full of cream, she took out her meal paper and stretched out her hand to help him wipe it. Her eyes were full of longing. "Dongdong, how about calling me grandma?"

Before she died, she had two regrets. One was that she didn't hear her daughter calling her mother, the other was that she didn't hear Dongdong calling her grandmother.

Xiao Du is holding a fork and sucking his mouth. He remembers that Ma Ma was in a bad mood when she saw her last time, so he turned his little mouth and didn't make a sound.

Shen Xin asked again, "Dongdong, can't you call me grandma?"

Seeing that the child still didn't want to call her, he gave up somewhat frustrated. Luo Jingchen turned his face and said in a deep voice, "Dongdong, call grandma."

Dongdong doesn't want to shout, but he's afraid that Ma Ma will get angry. "But Ma Ma doesn't like this grandmother very much."The man's face was a little more serious. "I'll tell her. Now you just call grandma. If you don't, I'll throw out all your toys when I go back!"

Dongdong frowns and shouts. Why is Baba so bad? He always touches his favorite toy and looks up at his little white round face. Surprisingly, his voice is very normal, "Grandma!"

She was stunned and replied with a smile, "Hey, grandma's darling." Shen Xin took out a bank card from his handbag and put it in front of him. "This is a small gift from grandma to Dongdong."

Gold bank card on the dark desktop, it is very abrupt, "Jingchen ah, there is a million in this bank card, you help Dongdong put it away first, and then give it to him when he grows up, which is a little bit of my heart."

He thought about taking the card. "OK." If he doesn't accept it, she may have more regrets in her heart.

Dongdong didn't know what the bank card was, but he was very happy when he received the gift. He said crisply, "thank you, grandma."

Shen Xin feels a little dizzy and raises his hand to help his forehead, but he still smiles at him. His daughter teaches the child well, politely and obediently. Maybe her daughter is better at educating children than herself, because Dongdong was not born in Luo family, but his sunny smile comes from his heart, which shows that there is nothing gray in his heart.