Hearing what he said, I didn't want to reach out and smashed the pillow on the bed towards the door.
"Get out of here!"
I yelled at him, but I was so angry because every word he said stuck in my heart.
I also want to face the fact, but how can such a fact be so easy to face.
This night, I lost sleep, the heart pain is really fierce.
In the middle of the night, when I opened the bedroom door to go to the bathroom, I didn't think that Mo Yunqian was sleeping on the sofa in the living room.
Hearing the news, he sat up in a hurry.
"Why don't you go back to your room and sleep?"
I don't understand to look at him, but see him smile at me and say: "I'm not afraid that my words at night are heavy. What if you can't think of it and do something stupid?"
I feel a little embarrassed to hear that.
Mo Yunqian stood up and stretched himself. He beat his waist again. He said casually, "this sofa is too soft. I'm so sleepy."
I know from my heart that he sleeps in the living room just to guard me. He is afraid that I will have an accident. It is impossible to say that he will not be moved. However, I am not so polite.
"If you have a bed and don't sleep, you have to sleep on the sofa. You deserve it!"
Then I went to the bathroom.
When he came out, Mo Yunqian was standing at the table drinking water. Seeing me passing by, he suddenly reached out and took my hand.
I subconsciously footed, puzzled at him.
"What are you doing?"
He looked at me with a smile and said, "nothing, just want to pull your hand."
He doesn't like playing cards according to common sense, so he seems to pull me back to the memory when we were together.
Just recall the original, think of the harm he once caused to me, even if he has used his sincerity to win my forgiveness, but the pain in my heart is pacified, but really want to accept him again, I have been afraid!
Now my marriage with Lu Shaofan is still there, but if I really want to start my new life actively again, I must divorce Lu Shaofan first!
I reached out another hand and pulled Mo Yunqian's hand away.
"I said, don't touch me again!"
With these words, I turned to the bedroom with a cold face.
Behind him, Mo Yunqian's hand was empty. He subconsciously clenched his hand, revealing a trace of loss.
Just as I walked into the bedroom and was about to close the door, I didn't know when Mo Yunqian even followed me.
He blocked the door and looked gloomy.
I don't understand to look at him, "Mo Yunqian, what do you do?"
In the face of my questions, Mo Yunqian approached me step by step. I subconsciously stepped back and finally fell into bed.
Mo Yunqian saw that I fell on the bed, he also covered himself with the trend, and pressed me under his body.
He was staring at me, his lips were tight, and I could hear his breathing clearly.
"Mo Yunqian, what are you crazy about in the middle of the night?"
I scolded him again, but he suddenly bowed his head and kissed my lips fiercely.
I widened my eyes in shock and looked at him strangely. However, his kiss was overbearing and warm, as if to bite me into my stomach.
How long has it been? How long haven't I been so close to him?
I subconsciously wanted to resist him, but Mo Yunqian had already expected that his hands tightly held my wrist, making me unable to move
In the end, I still love him in my heart, even if I am angry, but if it was not for my love for him, I would not allow him to move into my house. All my cold attitudes towards him are actually self deception.
I thought that Mo Yunqian wanted more, but soon, he let me go.
He and I were lying in bed, each gasping heavily.
After calming down, I didn't think about it, so I just reached out and pushed him under the bed.
Mo Yunqian had expected that I would do this. He reached out and took my wrist.
"Wei Ran, admit it, admit that you still have me in your heart, and I won't die. Besides, your body is so honest to me..."
Before he finished speaking, I directly put out my foot and kicked him out of bed. Then I got up from the bed and looked at him coldly.
"Mo Yunqian, if you do this to me again, I will warn you of sexual harassment to me!"
When he heard this, his face was not serious, but looked at me indifferently and said with a smile: "are you willing?"
"Mo Yunqian, you get out of my room!" I was annoyed
I yelled at him, but this time Mo Yunqian did not continue to embarrass me.He shrugged his shoulders in a funny way.
"Yes, I will go out now! You can sleep well, I won't disturb you! "
Mo Yunqian went out like this, for he suddenly so cooperate with me, this let me some amazement.
The moment the door was closed, I lay heavily on the bed.
Recalling the scene just now, my heart was completely flustered.
I don't know whether what Mo Yunqian said is true or not. He has nothing, but he has no response when he has nothing.
I always feel that he must have something to hide from me!
I used to stay with Mo Yunqian for several months. Even if I didn't understand him thoroughly, I knew that he was not such a person who would give up easily.
He is ready to give up the cloud top in order to let me forgive him. Behind this, he must have planned a way out for himself, but what is his retreat
Thinking of this, my mood will feel irritable.
The next morning, when I came out of my bedroom, I found that Mo Yunqian was still lying on the sofa, but he was not only sleeping heavily, but also curled up in the quilt.
I walked up to him in a bad mood.
"Get up, what time is it and still sleeping!"
My voice is not small, according to law, Mo Yunqian should be able to wake up by me, but he did not move.
I frowned subconsciously.
"Mo Yunqian, get up..."
As I spoke, I reached out and tried to pull him, but when my hand touched the palm of his hand, my look immediately stopped.
The temperature of his palm is boiling hot
Then I reached out and touched his forehead. It was really hot. At this moment, I found that his lips were dry and frightening, and his face was waxy yellow instead of his spirit.
Mo Yunqian has a fever, and a high fever.
Looking at him, I have only one idea in my heart. I can't let him continue to burn like this. I have to send him to the hospital!
He is a big man, very heavy, but I can't help but drag him out of the sofa, his whole weight on my back, I have not walked a few steps, the body will falter up.
"No, it's not the way to go on like this..."
I put Mo Yunqian on the sofa again, then took out my mobile phone and called the emergency call. After that, I went to make a basin of warm water to help Mo Yunqian wipe his body, hoping to help him cool down.
When Mo Yunqian was sent to the hospital, I was always with him. He was so confused that when I spoke to him, he didn't pay any attention to me. Occasionally he opened his eyes and closed them again.
This is the first time I saw such a fragile Mo Yunqian, and I was very anxious.
"Yunqian, do you hear me? What's the matter with you? "
Why does Mo Yunqian have a high fever for no reason? I don't understand.
It was not until he was sent to the hospital and examined his body that the problem was discovered.
I saw the doctor roll up the sleeve of his arm several times, and a scar on his arm came out immediately.
"The wound is inflamed."
The doctor said while holding disinfectant to Mo Yunqian's arm, but the doctor frowned tightly and continued: "the wound is so deep that you can't sew without a needle and thread. Why are you so wrong?"
When the doctor told me, I didn't know.
I was staring at the wound on Mo Yunqian's arm, and I was so sad that I couldn't speak.
He had been injured in his arm and didn't tell me. He kept pretending nothing was wrong.
Just before, I doubted whether Mo Yunqian was ready to retreat before losing Yunding to Lu Shaofan. But seeing the long and deep wound on his arm, my heart kept shaking and my eyes were red.
After Mo Yunqian's wound was sewn up, he was vaguely pushed into the ward. I was always with him by his side. After all the people left, I firmly held Mo Yunqian's hand.
"You used to be so smart that you never perfunctorily do things. Now why are you so stupid?"
I can think that after Mo Yunqian has lost everything, someone will find him trouble, but I have been kept in the dark, I have been deceived by Mo Yunqian's optimistic attitude.
After Mo Yunqian's wound was treated well, he also slept soundly.
This is the first time I saw his fragile appearance, looking at such Mo Yunqian, my heart hurt a little.
I know that if I stay here all the time, I'm afraid I can't hold on to the defense line in my heart. After all, I still love him. Looking at his appearance, my heart will soften.
Mo Yunqian has no friends. If you want to talk about his only friend, I'm afraid it's just his former Secretary Zhou Jing.I called Zhou Jing and soon Zhou Jing came.
I looked at Zhou Jing and said, "he will be taken care of by you, and I will go first."
Seeing what I said, Zhou Jing frowned.
"Miss Su, I know it's not so easy to ask you to forgive Mr. Mo, but you may not know that since the days when you and Lu Shaofan were married, Mr. Mo has lived in torment every day. I have never seen Mr. Mo take such a heart to a woman."
When I heard Zhou Jing say so, I quipped my lips.
"So what? It's all for himself, isn't it? "
Zhou Jing couldn't say a word.
Zhou Jing was silent for a moment, and finally sighed.
"In fact, you all love each other clearly. Why can't you put everything down and let go of the past? Isn't that the best result for all of you? "
Let bygones be bygones
I also want to, but I have lost the courage to find happiness. Even if Mo Yunqian has done this for me, I don't want to go further. I really dare not, besides
Besides, I may never be pregnant again in my life.
Thinking of this, I pretended to smile at Zhou Jing.
"Zhou Jing, maybe you don't believe it, but I really have put down the past, I I don't love him anymore
With these words, I went to the door of the ward.
How can I not love Mo Yunqian, but I can't afford it. He can give up cloud top and all fame and wealth for me. I saw his sincerity, but I can't accept him. As he said, he doesn't care. He is willing to be a DINK as long as we are together, but he doesn't know. I don't want to be DINK. I just want to be a normal woman. I want to have my own My own children.
In the ward, Mo Yunqian opened his eyes, he raised his hand, a pair of eyes staring at his hand, eyes with a trace of joy, but also with a trace of loss.
"Mr. Mo, you Did you just fall asleep? "
Zhou Jingyi looks at Mo Yunqian in surprise.
Mo Yunqian turned his head and looked at Zhou Jing, "you know, before you came, she always held my hand and talked to me. She thought I was unconscious. In fact, I just wanted to see whether she would care if I really had an accident."
Speaking of this, Mo Yunqian slightly hook the lip corner.
"That silly woman, she said she didn't love me, she thought I would believe..."
Listening to Mo Yunqian's words, Zhou Jing shook his head in a funny way.
"Women are always duplicity
At this moment, Mo Yunqian forced himself to sit up, but he looked much better.
"Well, don't talk about my personal affairs. Tell me something else. How are you doing these days?"
……
From the hospital, I did not go back, but went directly to the law firm.
Lu Shaofan and I need an end in the end.
These days, Lu Shaofan didn't disturb me, but he sent me short messages every day, and the contents of the messages were mostly greetings.
I still remember what Lu Shaofan said before. He said it was impossible for him to agree to divorce me.
But he and I really can't go back. Even if I can forgive him for calculating me, I can't accept the existence of Qi Yuan.
Qi Yuan is right. Her children alone are right, but I'm not wrong. She wants me to know the truth for her own interests, and I can't accept her and the children in her stomach. It's human nature that she wants me to know the truth.
When I went to the law firm, my heart was heavy, but when I came out, I was more relaxed.
I never thought that one day I and Lu Shaofan stood on the opposite side, but now I have to do so.