Chapter 144

It's just that I don't know what happened. When Lu Shaofan and I ate noodles, there was something wrong with eating the painting style.

I picked up a piece of beef and looked at him and said, "open your mouth!"

Originally, he resisted eating beef, but when he saw this scene, he opened his mouth happily, and then I put the beef into his mouth.

However, this time, he was very delicious to eat.

Seeing his appearance, I couldn't help laughing: "I said, are you a child? If you want to eat it for me, I'll feed you, but you'll eat it

Hearing this, Lu Shaofan looked at me gently, and his face still had a faint smile.

"That's not the same. This is the first time you've fed me."

Suddenly heard this, my heart suddenly trembled.

As a matter of fact, we are just like a little couple who just fell in love with each other just like a newly married couple who have always had a very close relationship.

Thinking of these, my heart suddenly flustered, the chopsticks that I had held in my hand also fell to the ground.

I subconsciously bent down to pick it up, Lu Shaofan also went to pick it up, but his hand suddenly took my hand.

My heart beat violently between my four eyes.

I can feel the change between Lu Shaofan and me. I didn't mean to. Because I live together every day, sometimes I feel too familiar and don't care too much. However, no matter what the change is, I know very well that I can't fall in love with another man in my life.

However, at this moment, there is another voice in my heart telling me that I am Lu Shaofan's wife, and I should be a wife's responsibility. What if I don't love? Even if it is not love, but I am his wife, and he is so kind to me, I have nothing to repay him, so if he wants, I shouldn't resist him, shouldn't I?

But even if I think like this, my heart is still resistant and nervous.

His lips came closer and closer, and I was so nervous that I could not help but close my eyes for fear.

However, the expected kiss did not, but Lu Shaofan's voice came from his ear.

"Are you afraid?"

Suddenly heard this, I subconsciously opened my eyes, but see his face has been far away from me.

For a moment, I felt relieved, but I felt embarrassed.

"I I didn't... "

I denied it, but I was really scared.

Seeing my hesitation, Lu Shaofan suddenly made an effort, and he held me in his arms.

"Wei Ran, I said, I won't force you to do anything, even if you don't love me! Indeed, as a man, I don't have no desire, but what I hope is that if you figure it out, you think you can accept the relationship with me, then we can do it naturally. But if you don't want to, I can restrain myself, and I can wait for you, even for a lifetime. "

Suddenly, I heard him say that, my eyes suddenly red.

"Little sail I'm sorry, I'm just not ready. "

I have been trying to convince myself that since I have decided to live with Lu Shaofan all my life, one day, we should all live like normal husband and wife.

If Lu Shaofan and I have been together in such an awkward mode, even if he can understand, I feel very guilty.

Seeing what I said, Lu Shaofan bowed his head and kissed me on the forehead.

"You see, this is a small progress. We can take our time. Of course, I especially hope that on the day of our wedding, you can be ready. Just remember, I don't want to force you. Even if you are not ready, it doesn't matter, because we have a lifetime to prepare slowly!"

The wedding day.

Yes, I almost forgot that Lu Shaofan and I are going to make up a wedding ceremony.

We looked at Lu Shaofan with guilt. "In fact, I really don't know when I can be ready. If If you really can't help it, in fact, on your terms, you can look outside... "

After a pause, I said, "I won't blame you."

I know that I am not qualified to take care of Lu Shaofan's private affairs. He has achieved this level for me, which is already my greatest luck.

However, what I said just now upset Lu Shaofan.

He looked at me, his eyes fading.

"Wei Ran, you are emphasizing that even if I have sex with other women, you can accept it, right? Wei Ran, but do you know that? I'll suffer if you say that. "

Lu Shaofan has always been very strong in front of me, but this time, I seem to be really wrong.

Lu Qian is just as afraid of me as I am, but this is not the reason for him to forget me.At the moment, I realized that I just thought I understood what he said, but it hurt his heart.

Thinking of this, my heart a panic, I quickly embrace Lu Shaofan.

"I'm sorry, Shaofan. I didn't mean to. I will never say such stupid words again in the future."

I'm really afraid that I will really make him sad. After all, if I didn't have him, I would not be able to live like this today. Of course, it is not only the kindness between me and him, but also the most important family member to me.

Hearing this, Lu Shaofan has been silent.

I was worried and said, "can't you really forgive me?"

I said this, Lu Shaofan still did not speak, this time I was really flustered.

I looked up at his face, which was expressionless, but seemed to be thinking about something.

"Little sail I know I was wrong, will you forgive me this time? "

However, as soon as I finished speaking, Lu Shaofan suddenly lifted me up.

In fact, since I gave birth to a child, I did not get fatter and fatter as others said, because my physique was not good. After giving birth to the child, I not only returned to my previous weight, but also lost some weight.

When Lu Shaofan picked me up, he said with heartache: "I clearly want to make you fat and white, but since you gave birth to a child, you have become thinner and thinner! I'm still staying up late. I have to send you back to your room and go to bed! "

When I heard him say this, I looked at him carefully and said, "so you forgive me for the stupid words I just said?"

On hearing this, Lu Shaofan slightly raised his eyebrows and said, "forgive you, it's not impossible, but I hope you can promise me a condition, let me move to your room to sleep. In the past, when you were in a bad mood, I also accompanied you to sleep on the floor. Now the children are also accompanied by their sister-in-law, and there are many nannies and servants at home. If we continue to live apart like this, I think I am here There's no room for a man's face. "