This night, I sleep some of the blurred, did not sleep very well, but also can not wake up.
At dawn, I opened my eyes and saw Lu Shaofan's smile.
His eyes were fixed on me, and I didn't even know when he woke up.
"You Have you seen me for a long time? "
I couldn't help asking.
But see Lu Shaofan is stretched out a hand to help me dial the broken hair in front of the forehead.
"It didn't take long. You just woke up after a while. In fact, I really want to see you for a while, but I don't want you to wake up so early."
When I heard him say this, I reached out to lift the quilt and got up from the bed.
"The plan of the day is in the morning. Besides, I haven't seen Sihan all night. I miss him!"
Having said this, I got out of bed and went to the door.
Behind him, Lu Shaofan also quickly walked over, but he hugged me from behind.
"Well, other Xiao can't think of it. Can you give me some other welfare, such as a hug?"
I couldn't help but shake my head when I reflected what he said.
"There is such a thing as you! When you get up, you have to hold it! "
However, hearing what I said, Lu Shaofan put his chin on my shoulder again.
"Wei Ran, do you know that when I open my eyes every morning, the first person I see is you, and then I can hold you. I think this kind of life really makes me feel very happy! I especially enjoy being able to get along with you like this
Four years ago, Lu Shaofan had lost it. He had tasted the pain of losing. Later, he had been trying to make up for it, but the effect was very little.
He thought that he could never have it again in his life, but fate seemed to favor him once more.
He really wanted to live in this place all his life. He really wanted the man named Mo Yunqian not to disturb his life all his life, but there was no mo Yunqian, but he wanted other things.
Lu Shaofan's heart has always been taken into account, but the so-called other things, he thought, may never be revealed.
"Hello, have you had enough of it? How long has it been and you haven't let it go?"
I teased him.
When I heard this, Lu Shaofan still leaned on my shoulder, closed his eyes and enjoyed: "I really want to hold you like this. I'll never hold you enough!"
Suddenly heard this, I look slightly a meal, do not want Lu Shaofan but let me go.
"Well, I can't always hold you like this. My son is important. I haven't seen him all night. I miss him too!"
After saying this, he put out his hand again and held my hand in his palm. Feeling the warmth of his palm, I couldn't help but pick up the corner of my lips and smile.
Lu Shaofan pulled me out of the room with me, but when we came out together, we met the unexpected eyes of the nanny and the servants.
Sure enough, they have always known that although Lu Shaofan and I live together in the name of husband and wife, our relationship is actually more strange than mutual respect.
But in such a short night, we suddenly took hands, chatting and laughing from the same room, and all the family were shocked.
Sihan was being held by his sister-in-law at the moment. I went over and picked him up. He looked at me with wide open eyes and laughed happily.
Lu Shaofan reached out to tease his small face and said with a smile, "look, Sihan and you are like a mold carved out."
When I heard Lu Shaofan say that, I looked a little bit, and then I looked at Sihan carefully. Indeed, Sihan looked like me very much, but this pair of eyes was very similar to Mo Yunqian. Coincidentally, Lu Shaofan and Mo Yunqian are brothers, which are not like in other places. They are also like this pair of eyes.
People who don't know, when they see Sihan's eyes, they naturally think that he is the child of Lu Shaofan and I, because these eyes are like Mo Yunqian, they are also like Lu Shaofan.
I looked at Lu Shaofan with a feigned calm look. "You're going to the winery later. Before you go to work, hold on to Sihan for a while."
Listen to me say so, Lu Shaofan immediately laughingly took Sihan over.
"Little thing, come on, call Daddy, call Daddy..."
Lu Shaofan was holding Sihan and teasing him. When I heard him say this, I couldn't help laughing and said, "how can you be a father like this? Your child is only two months old, so you let him call him Dad..."
Hearing this, Lu Shaofan looked at me and said with a smile: "it's not impossible. Maybe my son is a genius."
Seeing Lu Shaofan's love for Sihan, my heart seemed to be filled with something.
This is good. Lu Shaofan really likes this child.
Soon, the child was taken away to milk. I and Lu Shaofan had breakfast together. In the middle of the meal, I suddenly looked at Lu Shaofan and said, "Shaofan, you see, I've been resting for too long. I also want to go out and find something to do."Smell speech, Lu Shaofan eat action meal.
Then he raised his eyes and looked at me and said, "your French and English are not good. If you go to work, it may be very difficult."
I naturally understand what he said. Now, I looked at him and said, "actually, I've thought about it. In fact, I have a little savings. I want to invest in a Chinese restaurant myself. I have worked as a manager in a restaurant before, so I have some experience."
As soon as I said this, Lu Shaofan immediately saw the light.
"You have a good idea. If you open a Chinese restaurant in France, you may have a good business in the future. But why should you worry about the money? Although you have a little savings, it's not necessarily enough. It's better for me, the boss, to invest in it, and you'll really go to be your boss's wife? "
In fact, I had expected Lu Shaofan to say so. Now I watched him shake his head.
"I know you are thinking for me, but Shaofan, I am not unwilling to accept your help, I just want to make myself more independent."
Hearing what I said, Lu Shaofan frowned.
"Wei Ran, in my side, I can help you to settle everything. Everything I have is yours. I just want to give you the best life."
I have always known Lu Shaofan's idea, but this time I firmly refused.
"Shaofan, independence is one of the most basic survival skills. I don't deny it. I believe you, as long as I am by your side, I can live under your protection all my life, but do you know? I'm really afraid that one day I will become a person with nothing to achieve and a poor spiritual world. Since I am your wife, even in many things, I can't compare with you. I have been much worse than you. I just want to narrow the distance between us a little bit in terms of ability. "
Xu did not expect me to say such a thing. Lu Shaofan looked at me in surprise.
The corners of his mouth suddenly hooked up, and then he reached out and held my hand tightly.
"Wei Ran, I'm very happy to hear you say that! Well, if you don't intervene in your affairs, that's what you want. Well, I promise you, let you do it by yourself. If you don't come to me for help, I will never help you! "