I don't know whether I said this to Lu Shaofan or to me.
In fact, I also like that I can fall in love with Lu Shaofan, but after nearly a year, I still can't do it.
This is not the same as four years ago, four years ago, he easily let me almost fall in love with him, but that just sprouted out of love, but suddenly stopped.
Maybe, it's really because I've been hurt so much that even if my heart tells myself again and again that the person I should love is Lu Shaofan, but I just can't do it.
"Yes, in the future, no one can come to this conclusion!"
With these words, Lu Shaofan suddenly looked down at me.
"But, Wei Ran, I will never let go again this time!"
This time, no matter what happened, he would not let go, because if he still lost this time, it is likely that he would not be so lucky to get it in his whole life!
I stare at Lu Shaofan, his eyes are so deep and sincere.
Suddenly, I tried to raise my head and kiss his lips. I didn't resist as much as I expected
For my sudden move, Lu Shaofan lost his mind for a moment, followed by great ecstasy.
He didn't expect that I would suddenly kiss him, and I didn't expect it myself.
I quickly loose, like a frightened deer general, do not know what to do to stand up to escape.
Reaching out, Lu Shaofan took my hand, and he held me in his arms again.
"Little sail I just had a fever. I I didn't want to do anything about it... "
I looked at him in panic. However, Lu Shaofan looked at me and shook his head in a funny way.
"I know you don't want to do anything about it, but at least at that moment, maybe you still like me a little bit in your heart. Otherwise, how could you do that, wouldn't you?"
When I heard this, I was subconsciously silent.
Would you like it a little bit?
I don't know, but I think, since as his wife, I have done that kind of behavior, in fact, there is no blame.
Lu Shaofan hugged me tightly, his chin on my head, gently rubbed.
"Fool, I didn't ask you how to do it. Since you did that, you don't have to feel at a loss, because I'm very happy and happy as if to fly."
For Lu Ding, at least, he has paid less.
My face is a little red, but my eyes feel a little sour.
It's just a kiss, which makes him so happy. Lu Shaofan, how much do I owe you? When can I really make up for the vacancy in your heart?
In fact, I know very well that when I left Sihan, the doctor announced that my physical condition was impossible to be pregnant again, but I suddenly felt sick.
If I can be pregnant with Lu Shaofan's child and I can give him a child that really belongs to him, then can I pay off all the debts I owe him?
Thinking of this, I gently pushed him away, and then looked at him and said, "Shaofan, I want to take good care of my body. Maybe I can be as lucky as before, and have a chance to have a baby."
I look at Lu Shaofan with keen eyes.
However, when Lu Shaofan heard me say so, his eyes were full of incredible.
"Wei Ran, the doctor said that your body can't be pregnant, which is different from your last situation!"
Hearing this, my eyes darkened for a moment.
"Then if What about making test tubes? We may still have a chance... "
Xu didn't expect me to say that. Lu Shaofan's look should be serious.
"Wei Ran, even if it's a test tube, you're in a bad condition. The doctor didn't say that, even if it's a test tube, the probability of a child's abortion is 100%. Not only that, but it will endanger your life!"
As he spoke, he held my shoulder in his hands, with a trace of heartache in his eyes.
"Why children? We already have Sihan. For me, Sihan is my child... "
I interrupted him before he had finished his words.
"Kesihan, he is clearly It is... "
I want to say that Sihan is mo Yunqian's child, but Lu Shaofan's hand holding my shoulder tightened a little.
"Wei Ran, Sihan is our two children, and has nothing to do with others!"
When he said that, he looked serious and serious.
I looked into his eyes and my heart trembled violently.
His eyes still have a trace of elusive depth. For a moment, I found that I had been protected by Lu Shaofan, but I never thought of protecting him.He said Sihan is our child. In fact, he is not afraid. If Mo Yunqian knew the relationship between Sihan and him, Mo Yunqian would not do nothing.
Suddenly, my heart also hurt.
I shouldn't have mentioned to Lu Shaofan about having a child with him. If I said this, he would be more worried.
No matter how excellent he is, no matter how great his ability is, half of the blood flowing in Sihan's body is mo Yunqian's, which is the most disturbing thing for Lu Shaofan. Even if he says Sihan is his child, the blood relationship can never be changed.
"Little sail..."
I stare at his eyes tightly, I want to say sorry to him, but in the end, I still didn't say that.
I wanted to calm his uneasiness and his fear. Subconsciously, I raised my head again and took the initiative to kiss his lips.
This time, his eyes went from amazement to fanaticism.
And this time, before I could back off, his hand was heavily clasped in the back of my head, and then he took the initiative to open my lips and teeth with his tongue.
For a year, he and I have been very peaceful, physical contact is rare, the only thing is that he kisses my forehead, but it does not have any sexual desire.
He and I were kissing each other under the shining stars, the body temperature gradually increased, and my brain gradually began to listen.
Clearly there is a voice in my heart telling me that I should not be so irrational, but I finally gave up the voice of the reminder.
As we parted breathlessly, our eyes were fixed on each other.
The sound of rapid breathing echoed in his ears. Suddenly, Lu Shaofan raised the corner of his lips, and his face was still wearing a crazy smile. When he reached out, he directly resisted me on his shoulder, and then walked to the room.