Hearing what I said, Qi Yuan didn't care.
"Su Weiran, Shaofan is Ankang's father. What if he stayed with me for the night? Don't forget that if you didn't show up, I was Shaofan's wife, and Ankang was Shaofan's son. You destroyed everything we had. Now, how can you blame me? "
Her words were extremely fierce.
Because she had endured for too long, she had just said what she was saying in her heart.
I looked at her and my heart wavered.
So, is it really because of my appearance that Qi Yuan and Ankang should have lived a stable life?
If it wasn't for me, Lu Shaofan had only Ankang. He would accompany Ankang every day, and they would be a very happy family.
But my presence destroyed all this.
Seeing that I didn't speak, Qi Yuan laughed coldly.
"Su Weiran, I don't want to talk about any conditions with you, but if I don't talk to you, Ankang and I won't get what we should get! From another point of view, you are atoning for the crime of your appearance in those years, which caused Ankang and I to drift from place to place! "
Qi Yuan's words hit my heart word by word.
I suddenly have some understanding of mother Lu's practice.
It's not because Ankang is her grandson. It's just because Lu's mother knows that it's me that causes Lu Shaofan to change her mind, break up with Qi Yuan, and force Qi Yuan to kill the child.
So It's all my fault!
If it's really my fault, then I don't deserve to be happy. I don't have the qualification to ask Lu Shaofan to only care about me and Sihan, but not Qiyuan and Ankang.
So, from the beginning to now, I married Lu Shaofan and gave birth to Sihan. I also hope Lu Shaofan treats him like his own son. It's all my fault!
"Well, I promise you!"
I still remember what I promised her when I left Qiyuan's house.
If I really don't have the qualification, Qi Yuan is tolerant to me.
After coming out of Qiyuan's house, I raised my head and looked at the sky with dark clouds, and I couldn't help laughing.
Tears, from the corner of my eye.
So, how many people have suffered from my existence, and how many mistakes have my existence committed?
Fine dense rain, fell on my face, cool, as if to accompany me with atonement.
Where should I go at this time?
Go home? I don't know what I should say or what I can say in the face of Sihan.
When I go to the restaurant, I don't want to do anything.
I have no purpose to walk all the way, do not know when, a club into my eyes.
I went in alone, opened a VIP box, ordered a lot of wine, and then sat alone in the box, watching the subtitles rolling on the big screen, listening to the sad music, I picked up the wine, looked up and poured in a few mouthfuls, and then picked up the microphone on the side and sang a few words in disorder.
I don't know when I fell asleep on the sofa in the box.
"Wei Ran, Wei Ran..."
A familiar voice came from his ear, but it was not Lu Shaofan's.
I opened my eyes vaguely, and what came into my eyes was mo Yunqian's worried look.
When I saw him, I jokingly raised the corner of my lip, "how did you come here, how did you find here..."
When I asked these words, my tears fell.
I wonder why every time in my most difficult time, the first one to find me is mo Yunqian.
Mo Yunqian reached out and gently helped me wipe away the tears from the corners of my eyes.
"Don't cry, I'll take you home!"
When I heard him say that, I grabbed his arm subconsciously.
"No, I don't want to go back..."
It turned out that I was so afraid to go home.
I don't know what I should say when I see Lu Shaofan when I go home. I don't know what I should say to Lu Shaofan when I go home. I made a deal with Qi Yuan, because after I go home, I don't know that Lu Shaofan is still not the same to me.
I drank a lot of wine, and my head was dizzy, but I knew that at this moment, I was really afraid to face Lu Shaofan again.
"If you don't go back, where are you going?"
Mo Yunqian asked softly.
When he said these words, he already took me into his arms.
My face was buried in his arms, crying like a child.
Yeah, where am I going? Clearly, my home is where Lu Shaofan is.
"I don't know, but Yunqian, don't send me back. I don't know what I should do and what I can do after I go back!"My face was buried in his arms and I said these words in a daze, but then my head began to blur again.
I pushed Mo Yunqian away, and then put my eyes on the bottle not far away. I staggered over, picked up a bottle of wine and began to pour it.
If it's because I drink too little, or I can't forget everything, then keep drinking until I can't remember anything.
However, only half of the wine was drunk, Mo Yunqian reached out and took away the bottle in my hand.
"You can't drink any more!"
He looked at me, his face serious and serious, but I smile at him and said: "I don't matter, I know I can drink, Yunqian, you give me back the wine!"
Seeing me say so, Mo Yunqian frowns tightly. When he looks at me, his eyes are filled with some heartache and some anger.
"Wei Ran, you should be sober. If you feel that you can't face it alone and you can't support it, I told you that I will help you, and I will help you keep your happiness!"
Obviously, every time he said these words, Mo Yunqian would be very sad, but seeing that the person he loved was suffering, he was even more miserable. However, he could not take back the person he loved deeply, and he could only do something within his power.
"Help me keep my happiness? Don't make trouble, where can I have happiness? I should go to atonement, atonement, you know? "
After saying this, I didn't want to take the wine bottle in Mo Yunqian's hand. Instead, I turned around and picked up another bottle again and was ready to continue drinking. I didn't want to. This time, Mo Yunqian grasped my wrist and pulled me into his arms with a strong force. Then he lowered his head and kissed my lips fiercely.
For a moment, my brain was blank.
I am Lu Shaofan's wife, but Mo Yunqian kisses me. After he kisses me, he doesn't intend to let me go. I feel that his tongue has invaded my lips and teeth.
I began to resist, but the more he resisted, the deeper he kissed, until we heard Lu Shaofan's voice.
"Mo Yunqian, you bastard!"