The memory goes back to when we were in France.
At that time, Lu Shaofan and I were looking forward to Sihan's birth every day. Later, after Sihan was born, Lu Shaofan was so painful that Sihan was so painful that he almost wished to be with Sihan and me every day.
Lu Shaofan and I have been so happy.
"Shaofan, in fact, I should be satisfied. I stole the happiness of those years in France."
Hearing what I said, Lu Shaofan frowned tightly.
"What are you talking about? I've never changed my mind in France before, whether it's me or you in China
Hearing what he said, I hooked my lips in a funny way.
"I know, I know! But Shaofan, what Qi Yuan said today actually woke me up. "
I told him lightly, but Lu Shaofan locked his brow tightly.
"Don't listen to Qi Yuan's nonsense. Her purpose is so obvious that the woman's heart is really disgusting!"
I listen to Lu Shaofan evaluate Qi Yuan like this, but he forgot that when I didn't show up, Qi Yuan was his girlfriend and was pregnant with his child.
Thinking about this, I couldn't help but smile and said: "no matter what she said or did, it was all for the sake of health. If she was so disgusting as you said, you didn't have anything to do with her, did you?"
Seeing what I said, Lu Shaofan's look was a little flustered.
"Wei Ran, don't be affected by her words. She was not such a woman. She was gentle and considerate. When I was busy with my work, she would take care of my life. But Wei Ran, those are not what I want. What I need is a woman I love to accompany me. That person is you!"
Listening to what he said, I suddenly understood why Qiyuan should be so targeted at me.
It turns out that when there was no me, she and Lu Shaofan had been so close. It was indeed my appearance that deprived her of her happiness and her children. The situation that she could have been born in a complete family has made her wander for several years with good health.
An idea came into my mind.
"Divorce" these two words, then suddenly flooded into my mind.
In fact, I know very well that after I married Lu Shaofan in France, I no longer want to be separated from him. Whether it is love or not, I just want a stable life, and I don't want to be so troubled.
But life doesn't seem to give me stability.
After Lu Shaofan and I returned to China, all kinds of troubles did not come one after another. Our feelings seemed to have been hit and weakened again and again in these troubles. No matter how we made up for them, we would never be as happy as we were in France.
"Wei Ran, what are you thinking?"
Feeling my silence, Lu Shaofan asked some worried questions.
I opened my eyes and looked into his eyes. There were heartache, guilt and confusion in his eyes.
At this moment, I couldn't give up again.
Yes, what would Sihan do without him? Sihan has no father!
And what do I do? In recent years, I live with Lu Shaofan. I think I can't leave him for a long time!
Thinking of these, my tears kept falling. I could hardly imagine what kind of darkness I would be in if I divorced Lu Shaofan.
Seeing my tears, Lu Shaofan stopped to help me press my temple hand, while helping me wipe the tears from the corner of my eyes, and said with heartache: "Wei Ran, I know that I made you wronged, but Wei Ran, I really try my best to love you and Sihan, but sometimes, I can't help but be forced!"
Listen to his words, but my tears fall more fierce.
Indeed, he was really forced. I had always believed in his love for me, but I could not see him in private with Qi Yuan and Ankang.
However, after I made a deal with Qi Yuan this time, I should let go and let Lu Shaofan do it himself!
"Wei Ran, if you feel uncomfortable in your heart, you can beat me or scold me. I will never fight back. Just ask you not to cry so much and not to bear the grievances and pains alone, OK?"
Listening to Lu Shaofan's words, I don't know what to do.
I can't scold him, let alone beat him.
Because I know that whatever we do, whether it's me, Lu Shaofan, or even Qi Yuan and Ankang, what we have done is our own compulsion.
Everyone wants to strive for the best interests for themselves, but everyone has been hurt to varying degrees.
Seeing that I was silent, Lu Shaofan grabbed my wrist and was about to hit him in the face. I didn't respond to the first time, so my hand fell on his cheek. At the second time, I quickly and forcefully closed my wrist.
When I looked at Lu Shaofan's fight with Mo Yunqian, I had some red and swollen faces. In fact, I felt a little reluctant to give up."Don't do that. You think you're hurt. Do I see that I can get rid of it?"
I said this to him in a bad way.
Hearing this, Lu Shaofan's expression was slightly stunned, and then he began to laugh.
"So are you in love with me?"
At this time, he can still say such words.
But somehow, Lu Shaofan didn't care about Mo Yunqian kissing me when I was in the box.
We all thought that the kiss did not exist, but recalling that kiss, my heart still flashed a trace of guilt.
But I don't know what Lu Shaofan thinks about that kiss.
"OK, you are such a big man. Can you make your face like this? Do you use ice to compress it? Does it hurt?"
Seeing my question, Lu Shaofan began to laugh with me.
"It's not enough. It's because I did something wrong and should be beaten. That can remind me that I can't do wrong again! But you didn't see it. Mo Yunqian's face is more ugly than mine. I'm afraid his face is more ugly now! "
Listening to Lu Shaofan say so, I immediately frowned.
It's just that he mentioned Mo Yunqian, so I can also say something about me and Mo Yunqian.
Looking at Lu Shaofan, I looked serious and serious.
"In fact, Qi Yuan also told me that there are photos of me and Mo Yunqian in your mobile phone. I know that if you don't believe me, you may have questioned me for a long time, but I also know that you must feel uncomfortable after reading those photos! So, Shaofan, I have to explain this matter to you. Mo Yunqian and I have always been innocent! "