Once again, I firmly grasped Lu Shaofan's arm.
"Shaofan, he's married. He doesn't want me. He married another woman, but I'm pregnant. I'm pregnant with his baby..."
I said, tears began to fall down, the heart is sad about to breathe.
I love Mo Yunqian. I have loved him for so many years. I wanted to have a good life with him, but he didn't want me and married another woman.
When I talk to Lu Shaofan, his eyes are full of pain.
It turns out that this is the truth.
The woman he loves, his wife, even if they accept him, even if they try to fulfill the obligations of a wife, they seem to be such a happy family, but it turns out that he is deceiving himself.
Lu Shaofan's voice became hoarse.
"Do you love Mo Yunqian so much and always love him?"
Hearing this, my tears are still falling, my mouth has been whispering.
"He doesn't want me, he doesn't want me..."
Do I love him? Yes, I haven't forgotten him from the beginning to the end, but he married another woman, so I was pregnant, but I had to run away because I was afraid that he would take my child.
"Weiran, you can see clearly that the things you said were long ago. You are my wife and Sihan's mother now."
There was Lu Shaofan's angry voice.
He was really angry. For the first time in many years, he felt so angry.
I raised my eyes and looked at Lu Shaofan. Suddenly, I had a strong sense of guilt in my heart. What did I just say? Lu Shaofan is my husband. I should love him, and I can only love him.
Tears began to fall down, my head is very painful, a lot of memory fragments, at this time, it seems to be mixed together, I have no idea what happened first, which happened later.
I held Lu Shaofan's arm tightly.
"Shaofan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry! I don't want to, but I can't control myself
I'm like a madman. I cry and laugh. I don't even know what I'm talking about or thinking about.
I just remember where it appears, and I talk about it.
Lu Shaofan was staring at me with a strong possessiveness in his eyes.
Immediately he lowered his head and fiercely kissed my lips. His tongue was domineering and ardently invading my lips and teeth. My whole mind was blank at that moment.
His body more and more hot, and then he put me down on the bed.
However, his eyes are so cold, so I am afraid.
He's angry. He's angry.
I started to struggle, my body started to fight.
However, the more I struggled, the stronger his action became.
"Wei Ran, you are my woman, my wife, your body, your heart and everything you have should be mine!"
I frowned subconsciously when I heard him say that.
But what he said is not wrong. I am his wife, so everything I have should be his. I should not resist, and I should not pretend to be someone else's.
So I started to pander to him and I started to respond to him.
My hand tightly clasped around his neck, I didn't feel any repulsion in my heart, but I didn't have that strong surging feeling in my heart.
So if you go to bed with someone you don't love, in addition to the physical reaction, your heart is just empty.
Lu Shaofan's hand has reached into my chest. Suddenly, for a moment, I recalled the incident.
That man is not Lu Shaofan but Mo Yunqian.
I was drugged, I know that I should not be like Mo Yunqian, but under the effect of drugs, I was shameless, I abandoned my face, and wantonly did everything, and in my memory, more than once, I don't even remember how long it took me to finish with Mo Yunqian. I only remember that when I woke up, it was Lu Shaofan's worried eyes.
Suddenly, I began to struggle, I resisted this feeling.
The person I love is mo Yunqian, and the one I cheat on is mo Yunqian. But the guilt in my heart makes me feel dirty. I feel that I am not worthy of Lu Shaofan!
However, feeling that I am struggling, Lu Shaofan kisses me and says: "Wei Ran, you are my wife, you can only be my person..."
He is so fierce because he cares about this matter very much. He must care about it.
"No, no! Less sail, let's not do this! "
I started to scream, I started to fight violently.
Finally, I pushed him away and looked at him with mixed eyes.
"How can you do that? I'm dirty. You can't touch me. I'm not worthy of you... "I felt as if I longed for Lu Shaofan not to dislike me, but I hoped he would not touch me again. But clearly yesterday, I was afraid that he would not want my body and be close to me again.
Lu Shaofan looked at me with painful eyes. He tightly pursed his lips, and his voice was a little hoarse: "Wei Ran, are you really not willing to? Because you love him, don't you want me to touch you again? "
Hearing this, a great panic flashed through my heart.
"No, it's not like that!"
He looked at me with a sneering smile on his face.
"If not, what would it be like, say, say!"
He yelled at me, and my body began to tremble at his roar.
I'm afraid of him like this. Lu Shaofan is obviously different from Lu Shaofan before.
My body was curled up in a ball and I was very sad.
"No, it must not be! I don't know, I don't know! "
I began to repeat those words again, I began to speak incoherently, and I didn't even know what I was saying.
Lu Shaofan was staring at me.
Suddenly, when his eyes touched my panic and helpless eyes, his body suddenly became stiff.
Suddenly, he bent down and held me in his arms.
"I'm sorry, Wei Ran, I'm sorry! I shouldn't have done that to you
He's apologizing to me, for the attitude he just had.
I shivered in his arms, even afraid to look at him.
"Wei Ran, take a look at me. I was just impulsive."
However, hearing his voice, I buried my face deeply and did not move. Tears had blurred my eyes.