I sat on the sofa, quietly waiting for Mo Yunqian to give me the divorce agreement prepared by Lu Shaofan.
I have been telling myself, do not be sad, not to be nervous, because things have come to this stage, I have to face, can only accept.
However, in the process of waiting, my heart has been beating up and down.
Mo Yunqian came out of the study with a file bag.
"That's it."
He looked at the light mouth, when even handed the document bag to me.
I took the document bag in my hand, only felt that the contents in it were very heavy. I could hardly catch it.
"There is A pen? "
I asked in a choked voice.
Clearly told myself to calm down, clearly want to control their emotions, but when this divorce agreement is put in front of me, I feel very uncomfortable.
Immediately, Mo Yunqian handed me the pen.
After I took the pen, I took a heavy breath, shaking my hands, and opened the file bag.
Sure enough, the five words of the divorce agreement came into view.
I thought I should have a look at the treaty in the divorce agreement, but in the end, I still didn't have the courage to read it.
"A total of three copies need to be signed by you. You have one copy. Where does Lu Shaofan have to have one copy? And one copy needs to be kept by the lawyer."
Mo Yunqian's calm voice came to his ears, but in fact, Mo Yunqian's mood is not calm at all, after all, he really can't see the people he loves deeply, so sad.
Hearing Mo Yunqian say so, I look a little stiff, and then I shake my hands, directly turn the divorce agreement to the last page.
On the last page, Lu Shaofan's autograph is striking.
When Lu Shaofan usually writes, his writing is vigorous and powerful. I have already memorized his signature.
Suddenly, tears burst out and dripped on the divorce agreement.
I sniffed my nose hard. Mo Yunqian on one side said, "if you don't write, don't sign for the time being."
He reminded me softly.
However, when I heard him say this, I clenched my lips and said, "if I don't sign now, I'm afraid I'll have no courage to take it up in the future. Since he wants to divorce me and to be with the most important person for him, I can't hold him back!"
Although my words in one go, but I clearly feel my heart is not willing to give up and nostalgia.
Sure enough, for my marriage with Lu Shaofan, I can't bear to see it broken, but I can't bear to part with it, because that man no longer belongs to me.
Immediately I took the pen, shaking my hands, and signed my name.
After signing the first one, there will be a second, and then there will be a third.
After signing, Mo Yunqian looked at me and said, "take up your share. I will deliver it to you from Lu Shaofan and lawyer."
Hearing Mo Yunqian say so, I immediately said: "lawyer that trouble you to send me, about Lu Shaofan, I will personally deliver it!"
Hearing this, Mo Yunqian looked surprised and said, "do you personally deliver it? Wei Ran, don't be arrogant
I know he is for my good, but I already have my own plan in mind. Maybe, after Lu Shaofan and I got married and divorced, we would never have a chance to meet again. When I was in the ward before, I told him that I would never see him again when I went out from that place.
But I still broke my promise. I admit that at that time, I said that with anger and sadness and despair, but this time, it was not.
"Yun Qian, I may see him again, but I will still feel sad, and I will still feel heartache. But if I don't see him, maybe I will never have a chance to see him again. I will treat it as the last time to meet him."
Hearing what I said, Mo Yunqian nodded gently.
"I'll accompany you when I go."
Smell speech, I stood up to watch him smile.
"Don't accompany me. I want to go alone and go now. Yunqian, thank you for your care and tolerance these days. But my marriage and my own affairs should be handled by myself! No matter whether I can bear it or not, no matter how sad I am, even you can't help me with this matter! "
Seeing what I said, Mo Yunqian gently hooked his lips.
"Can I give you a ride?"
When I heard him say that, I nodded with a smile.
"Yes, thank you."
Seeing my promise, Mo Yunqian chuckled.
"Well, you can sort out your emotions first. I'll go downstairs and wait for you in the car."
Smell speech, I nodded slightly.
After Mo Yunqian left, I opened the divorce agreement again, and then turned to the last page.I looked at the last page of Lu Shaofan's signature, my heart was hard to pull up.
I reached out and touched the signature on it, which was familiar to him. There was nothing wrong with it. But when he signed this divorce agreement, was he in the same mood as me?
Thinking of these, I suddenly feel very ridiculous.
Xu yes, he didn't. He may feel relieved. After all, he should be happy to be separated from me and be with the most important person in his heart.
My tears wantonly flow, we entangled these years, now really will separate? Why, in this moment, I suddenly feel like a dream, all these are dreams, not true at all.
In the end, I closed the divorce agreement.
I stood up, tried to dry my tears, and then took a heavy breath.
"Those who should come will always come back. Su Weiran, you must be strong!"
I encouraged myself. In fact, I also knew clearly that if Lu Shaofan had not made a choice first, perhaps I would have been living in contradiction and pain.
In fact, even if my marriage with Lu Shaofan is still there, maybe we will never go back to the beginning.
If we live in France all the time, if we don't go back home, maybe all of these will not change. But how can we control the change of things?
Just like, Lu Shaofan once concealed the conspiracy between Ding Jiawen and me. Maybe even if we didn't know it in China, maybe Ding Jiawen's woman had already made trouble in France. Then, that matter will still become the broken marriage between Lu Shaofan and me.
But now at home, we do more harm to each other.
I went out, my eyes were red, but my mood was much calmer.
Mo Yunqian's car had been waiting for me at the bottom, but when I opened the door and got on the bus, I saw him calling again. At this time, he just hung up the phone and put it away.
"Is there anything wrong with the company? If there is one, you don't have to send me. I can take a taxi myself! "
Seeing what I said, Mo Yunqian said faintly: "no, it's just a simple report of the work."
With that, Mo Yunqian started the car and drove to Lu Shaofan's hospital.