When I said this, Lin Baiyuan was staring at me.
I raised my head and drank a glass of wine, then looked at him and said with a smile, "look at what I do, and don't give me any advice."
Seeing what I said, Lin Baiyuan's expression flashed slightly, and then he shook his head in a funny way: "Su Weiran, do you love him so much?"
He suddenly asked me such a word, my hand holding the wine glass movement, slightly a stiff.
Soon, I began to laugh.
"Yes, you are right. I love him so much. Even if I put it down, my love for him has always been there! Lin Boyuan, you don't know how many years I have been entangled with him. You don't know. The experience between me and him is so unforgettable. I think in this life, except Mo Yunqian, my heart can't hold anyone else. "
Xu didn't expect me to say that. Lin Baiyuan looked at me, his eyes were a little free.
"No more people?"
He murmured a question, I just care about my own sad sad, and asked the waiter to give me a glass of whisky, raised my head and drank it again.
"Yes, I can't hold anyone. If I could, I would have fallen in love with Shaofan in those years after I married Shaofan, but I didn't. Even if Shaofan was so good to me, I didn't fall in love with him, but even if Mo Yunqian hurt me again and again, I still couldn't forget him. I might have been planted in his hands in my whole life."
When I said these words, there was a little helplessness in my words.
I also want to love other men, I also want to live a stable life.
But I can't love others or forget Mo Yunqian.
I was sad for a while, but I didn't notice Lin Boyuan's expression.
He looked a little lonely, and his heart was very stuffy.
Suddenly, the sound of music, bar nightlife, is about to really start.
On that stage, a band started to mobilize the atmosphere of the bar tonight.
"Hang up!"
The sound of drum is deafening.
"Wow!"
Some people started to yell, others began to whistle.
I turned my head and looked at the band on the stage, and immediately I slightly hooked my lips.
"Look at those people, or those people..."
My finger pointed to the band, and then pointed to the crowd under the stage.
"As a matter of fact, some people come to the bar to have fun, and some people are just like me. They are in a bad mood and come here to get drunk and get rid of their worries! However, there is another kind of person... "
Hearing this, Lin Baiyuan looked at me with a smile and said, "there is another kind of people. What kind of people are they?"
Seeing him ask, I couldn't help laughing.
"There is also a kind of person who comes to the bar to have a sexual encounter. Most of them have no feelings, so they feel lonely. They can find a suitable place and do something that adults should do. Make an appointment. Maybe it will become true love."
Maybe I didn't expect that I would say such absurd but reasonable words. Lin Baiyuan looked at me and was surprised.
Maybe, in his eyes, I should be the kind of woman who follows the rules. I can't say such exciting words.
But I said it, and it was so straightforward.
Suddenly, my tears fell.
I think of the past, think of my acquaintance with Mo Yunqian.
I didn't have any deal with my boss except to meet him in his office.
Just because I was dumped by Yuan Chen, only because Yuan Chen was cheating, I was in a bad mood, I drank too much wine in the bar, and my brain was confused for a moment, so I got into trouble with Mo Yunqian!
"Boyuan, do you know? I used to be not only the second kind of drunk person, but also the third kind of person who wanted to find an affair to revenge my ex boyfriend
Speaking of these, I shed more tears.
Lin Boyuan stood beside me, quietly listening to me talking about my past.
"So, Mo Yunqian is the one who became true love when you made an appointment?"
He was clever and soon understood what I was saying.
I turned to look at him and gave a sad smile.
"Yes, I can't say about a date. That kind of thing is even more out of the ordinary. He asked me to be his lover and help me take back everything I had. I agreed! But in the entanglement between me and him, it was I who moved first. They all said that whoever moved first would lose. So later on, I lost again. "
Later, I really lost. Even though Lu Shaofan's appearance became my salvation, his appearance at the beginning was with a purpose
Now when I think back to the past, I can still remember clearly that at that time, my life was like a grand bloody farce.
I was torn between the two men, and eventually became what I am now. It can be said that I have not got anything. If I really have got anything, it is only my son, Sihan.Seeing how sad I was crying, Lin Baiyuan reached out and hugged me tightly in his arms.
"If you want to cry, you can cry well. No one knows you except me. I won't laugh at you!"
Lin Boyuan gives me the feeling that he is a very warm man.
I am glad to know him, in my life in the trough, he is with me.
I cried in his arms for a long time, but after all, I know that there is a boundary between men and women. I can't go too far, which may make things more chaotic.
So I pushed him away.
"I'm ok. You don't have to worry about me!"
Then I turned to the bar and looked at the bartender and said, "give me a cocktail of your own."
Immediately the bartender said with a smile: "then give the beauty a cup, how about a drunken solution of a thousand worries?"
Smell speech, I toward him smile way: "if can really a drunk solution thousand worry, I give you double wine money."
As soon as the bartender listened, he was very busy.
"Yes, the beautiful woman is waiting for you to be satisfied!"
With these words, the bartender was busy.
After a while, a cup of dark blue drunk to solve a thousand worries for me to adjust.
"Beauty, how about having a taste first?"
Smell speech, I smile to bow a head to taste, the entrance is sweet, I am a little surprised to look at that bartender.
"Is this wine?"
Then the bartender said, "this is my most powerful wine. It tastes sweet. If you can't drink enough, just one mouthful is enough."
As soon as he finished his words, I suddenly felt a fire burning in my chest. I immediately reached out and took out the money for him.
"No matter whether you can relieve your worries or not, you deserve it."
After the bartender took the money away, he said with a smile: "thank you, beauty. But, beauty, don't blame me for being so talkative. You have a good friend around you. In fact, you can consider it!"