Five days is a long wait.
It was only after five days that I realized that five days was too fast.
In these five days, people often come to the hospital to accompany me, but only Mo Yunqian, I have never seen him again.
At first, I didn't take it seriously, because I thought Mo Yunqian must be very busy, so he didn't come to see me.
But five days later, I was about to have an operation. He didn't show up once. This is very abnormal.
Before Lu Shaofan didn't come back, he still stayed in the hospital to take care of me, but after Lu Shaofan came back, he became very alienated from me, as if he were a stranger with me.
Several times, I wanted to ask Lu Shaofan about Mo Yunqian, but I couldn't get out of my mouth.
"Wei Ran, are you nervous?"
The operation is scheduled for five days at nine this morning.
It's already eight o'clock.
When I heard Lu Shaofan ask me this, I subconsciously said, "it's not the first time anyway. I'm not nervous."
It's just that my words have just finished, and my own look is also stiff.
Why "again", have I ever had a major operation?
However, I can't remember what I have experienced.
Lu Shaofan didn't seem to recognize what was wrong in my words. He said with a smile: "during the operation, I can't go in to accompany you, but you must trust the doctor. After the operation, your body will be OK. When you are all recovered, you can live a normal life as before, and you don't have to stay in the hospital all day."
Hearing these words, I jokingly said: "I mean, I really don't want to live in the hospital at all. Although the ward is clean, I always think there will be a smell of potion, which is not good to smell!"
"I want to eat grapefruit! Kwai Sai, I'm almost operated on. Can you peel me a grapefruit? "
Immediately Lu Shaofan stretched out his finger and scraped my nose.
"I can't get used to you today, but the doctor told me not to eat more. When you want to eat after your operation, I'll peel it for you when you want it!"
At the moment, I reluctantly nuzzled.
"Well, I'll wait until after the operation."
Although Lu Shaofan and I have a chat and laugh, but at this moment his heart is a bitter.
Because, the closer the operation time is, the closer the time for him to leave!
He would like to stay here for a while more, but the operation must be done, and he will go after all!
These days, it seems that God has given him the greatest gift in his life, and he has felt very satisfied!
When it was time for surgery, I was put on a stretcher and pushed to the operating room by the hospital staff.
In fact, I said that I was not nervous. Lu Shaofan followed me all the way, and my mood suddenly became uncontrollable.
"Little sail Will I die? "
Suddenly heard me so asked, Lu Shaofan tightly held my hand and said: "no, you will never be OK, believe me!"
His eyes are very firm, but this moment, my heart is suddenly eager to see a person.
I want to see Mo Yunqian.
I don't know why I met him all of a sudden. It was like this time in the operating room, I really didn't have the chance to see him again.
But after all, before I was pushed into the operating room, I did not see Mo Yunqian's shadow, but his appearance suddenly appeared in my mind very clearly in this moment.
At the same time, at the corner of the operating room, Mo Yunqian was standing there alone, even without the courage to show up.
Yes, when he came to know that the time of the operation was today, he still couldn't help his deep concern.
It's just that he feels like an outsider. He's still alone in the corner and doesn't show up.
"Why don't you say goodbye to my sister?"
There was a gentle voice in my ear.
Mo Yunqian turned around and looked at Wen Ya with a lonely look.
"There's no need for that."
Smell speech eyes tightly stare at Mo Yunqian.
"Mo Yunqian, have you decided to give up my sister like this?"
Mo Yunqian's face suddenly became stiff, and then he drew up the corner of his lips with self mockery.
"In fact, I always know that what Wei Ran wants is a happy family and a stable life."
"These, originally I can give her, but my selfishness, my obstinacy actually hurt her again and again."
"Maybe what you said before is right, I am suitable for a lifetime of solitude, I can't bring happiness to the woman I love deeply. Even if I love her, I am the one who hurt her the most. Even if she may forget me forever and forget everything I have done to her, I can't forgive myself, and I can't forgive myself, and I can't forgive myself, and I can't forgive myself, and I'm not worthy of forgiveness!"Gentle is really did not expect, Mo Yunqian will say these words.
This is very different from what she knows about Mo Yunqian!
She thought Mo Yunqian would be decadent for a while. After all, how could a man like him give up easily?
However, this time, when she heard these words from Mo Yunqian, she understood that Mo Yunqian really gave up!
Think of this, gentle helpless smile.
"I see what you mean! Well, anyway, my father has always disagreed with my sister being with you. Since my sister has forgotten you, maybe she can meet a man who is good to her again, and she can get the happiness that others give her! "
These gentle words, said calm, but deeply hurt Mo Yunqian's heart.
Even if he gave up, he would be jealous, but even if he was jealous, he could only give up.
Mo Yunqian's look was as calm as ever, "yes, maybe left me, when I completely withdraw from her life and her memory, she will find a man who can really give her a happy family and a stable life."
But how much he hoped in his heart that he was the man, but everything could not go back!
Seeing that Mo Yunqian was talking about such a situation, he took a deep and gentle breath.
"You men are one virtue, but they are not important!"
Yes, it doesn't matter, just as she wanted to use her ex boyfriend to stimulate that person, but as a result, she only gets the disrespect and contempt of that person.
"Mo Yunqian, you remember, since you have decided to give up, don't disturb my sister's life any more. The doctor said that this operation will have serious traumatic sequelae, and my sister will completely forget all the people after the operation. In that way, you will really withdraw from her world completely!"