I light way: "I don't want to see him, you also don't let him in."
Then I closed my eyes and continued to rest.
Fang Ting at my side, look puzzled way: "Wen ran, you are still very concerned about general Mo, really can't see him?"
I turned over, back to Fang Ting way: "I am sleepy, want to sleep for a while."
In fact, I'm not sleepy at all. I just want to escape.
After this, I did not continue to speak, Fang Ting saw me like this and sighed slightly.
In the evening, Lin Chen suddenly came and brought me a bunch of flowers.
"Wenran, are you ok?"
When Lin Chen came, he talked to me.
I light ground smile smile, "I am just a small cold, even you are startled."
She said with a smile and a shrug, "although we don't see each other many times, do you have a feeling that you are as good as you are at first sight with me?"
I nodded, and it really felt like this.
After Lin Chen chatted with me for a long time, he went around and pulled Mo Yunqian's body.
"Not going to give him a chance to explain?"
I pursed my lips gently.
"In fact, I knew him for a short time. When I decided to accept this relationship, I had a lot of concerns."
When I said this, my voice was slightly stunned.
Then I sighed heavily and said, "Lin Chen, I want to leave as soon as I can't help feeling for him. Now he wants to explain these things to me. What can I do later? I don't know what problems I have to face after I am with him. "
Seeing my pessimistic attitude, Lin Chen frowned and said, "why can't you follow your heart? Maybe you'll find the way you really need to go? "
Just like the woman in my dream who looks like me, they all let me follow my heart.
But there is a fear of ignorance in my heart, I dare not take that step.
I laughed and shook my head.
"Lin Chen, do you know? I am a person who has lost the memory of the first half of my life. My memory only stops two years ago. "
Perhaps I didn't expect that I would suddenly talk about this matter. Lin Chen's eyes flashed a little different color.
I laughed at myself and said, "even Mo Yunqian has never been mentioned about this matter. Maybe you are the first one I talk to."
"Because there is no previous memory, so my past for me is a blank, you do not have such experience, may not know what it is like without the previous memory, but do you know, this is boundless fear for me!"
"I have been trying to make myself happy and happy. I have always tried not to think that I am a person who has no memory of the first half of my life, but no matter how I cover up, I have a strong sense of vigilance for accepting all new things."
"Lin Chen, I have also tried to take my step towards Mo Yunqian, but what have I got? It's hurt, it's pain. I think I've suffered enough. Why torture myself to accept new pain? "
Lin Chen looked at me. Her eyes were red. She looked sad.
"So, in fact, it's not that you don't know that there is a misunderstanding between you and Mo Yunqian. You don't really want to ask him about his feelings for you. You just Just afraid to accept new things, new feelings? "
Sure enough, Lin Chen is really my friend like old at first sight.
At this moment, all her words are said in my heart, she said right, I just can't accept, I'm afraid I will be hurt.
I laughed at myself.
"You said it all! So since I have a misunderstanding with Mo Yunqian, let's continue to misunderstand! I know that the time with him is very beautiful and sweet, but I also know that he is such an excellent man. Even if he wholeheartedly treats me, there is a Chu Xinlan beside him. Even if the Chu Xinlan leaves, there will be a second Chu Xinlan, and then the third and the fourth... "
"You know, not all misunderstandings have been made clear and solved, and there will be no problem in the relationship between me and him! Repeated misunderstanding will only destroy our relationship until it is destroyed, so I think it's better to stay at this moment! He and I don't have to go on! "
Seeing what I said, Lin Chen tightly pursed her lips.
"Is he really not given a chance?" Lin Chen asked.
I looked at her with a faint smile, "in fact, I think a lot in the hospital these days. I know that he is sometimes at the door of the ward, but I have always restrained myself from seeing him, and I really did it!"
With these words, I took a heavy breath and then laughed again, "so you see, I'm fine now!"
Lin Chen sighed helplessly: "Wen ran, I know you still care about your position in Mo Yunqian's heart. You like to know that in his heart, is it you or Su Weiran that matters?"Suddenly heard Lin Chen such a question, my look slightly stiff.
Do I care?
Why don't you care? This is the last condition for me to give up Mo Yunqian!
"What's the point of saying that now? I've given him up! "
I don't know why, at this moment, I seem to see her pity and her sadness in Lin Chen's eyes.
Lin Chen nodded gently, and there was an ugly smile on her lips.
Suddenly, she stood up with a little anger in her voice.
"Why bother with this? Since you love him, can't you feel that he loves you so deeply? If you compare you with Su Weiran, I will tell you that I was su Weiran's best friend. Mo Yunqian has loved her for so many years. That feeling is not to be compared with anything at will! "
Lin Chen's words, let my heart have a strong sense of jealousy, but suddenly, her eyes firmly fixed on me and said: "but wenran, you listen to me clearly! Mo Yunqian and her once that feeling can not be casually compared! Similarly, Mo Yunqian's love for you today is not something you can compare with anyone at will! "
I was staring at Lin Chen. I couldn't believe that she would say such a thing.
Since she was su Weiran's best friend, all she said to me could not be false.
"But I've given up on him..."
I was staring at Lin Chen Dao.
But Lin Chen looked at me seriously and said, "I don't care what you think. Since you also regard me as a friend who is as good as before at first sight, I want to tell you that Su Weiran is mo Yunqian's once, and she has left and will never come back again, and you are mo Yunqian's present and future!"