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After an unknown amount of time, I heard footsteps coming from outside. I was even more nervous than if I had been caught. My entire body was stiff as I sat in front of a book. I don't know when I was holding onto a pen, but I started to write randomly.

"What were you doing just now? I knocked on the bathroom door for a long time but you didn't open it. The milk spilled all over me, so I didn't even have a place to bathe!" Hu Xia's complaints came along with the footsteps.

I turned my head abruptly and stared at Hu Xia's face. Her face was a little red, and her breath was a little heavy. Her clothes were wrinkled, and there were traces of milk on her chest.

"Where did you go?" I asked, almost fiercely.

Hu Xia was stunned, "I washed it in the kitchen."

"You're lying! The lights on the first floor have all been extinguished. You're not on the first floor at all!" I suddenly got up and approached. Hu Xia's face had a hint of panic on it, but I caught it accurately. I sneered and pointed at him, "Did you go to Xiao Jin Dong's study room?" You aren't here to write a script with me, are you? You're looking for Xiao Jin Dong. "

"Song Yi, don't let your imagination run wild!" Hu Xia frowned as she explained. I was so angry that I wanted to strangle her, but a voice in my head seemed to be warning me, don't do this, don't make things big. Otherwise, Xiao Jin Dong will not want you, just like Ah Ning did before.

I almost went crazy from the torture of these thoughts that I had. My nerves were tense and my fingers were digging holes into my palms. In the end, I lost my breath.

"The washroom is over there, go wash!" I turned back to my chair and stopped talking.

After a long time, Hu Xia suddenly said, "Song Yi! In fact, the person who cares the most is you! "

After saying that, she went to the bathroom to wash up. I bit my lips and didn't say anything. I was so angry that my teeth were about to shatter before I could vent my anger.

However, even so, I still didn't dare to get up and ask Xiao Jin Dong about the situation. It was as if I was standing at the door of the study and didn't dare to open it. What am I afraid of? I don't know, or I don't dare to think.

I looked down at the manuscript in my hand, and at that moment, it was as if I had truly returned to the past. He finally understood what the girl called Bird was afraid of and longed for.

As the darkness approached, you could see the light, but you didn't know what it represented. Whether it was the truth or eternal despair. Actually, it wasn't that you didn't want to lift the curtain or erase the darkness, but that you were afraid. When the darkness disappeared, you would no longer have any excuse to see the light in the distance as the hope of dawn.

The panic of always pacing in the darkness was what the sparrow feared the most.

The night passed in silence. It was as if he had slept, and it was as though he had not slept at all. Do I not know that Hu Xia has come out? Gone? Where did she go? She didn't know what happened to Xiao Jin Dong and Hu Xia in the study room.

All I know is that when you look at the past from a different angle, you will never be the past self.

I was standing in the doorway of the study, my hand on the knob, when I heard voices coming from inside, men and women. I pushed a little, and the door creaked open. Light dispersed the darkness, and the sound came to an abrupt halt.

I saw Xiao Jin standing at the window, her back was cold and desolate. On the table, I saw an old diary that had been opened. I could smell coffee in the air, mixed with tobacco, bitter, like the first cup of tea in life.

"Song Yi, you came out to be lazy again!" Hu Xia was carrying a basin and a towel. Her front lapel was already wet and she was covered in the fragrance of milk. She was standing on the stairs, gasping for breath. She respectfully saluted Xiao Jin Dong and said, "Mister Xiao!"

I was suddenly enlightened, and the myriad voices in my head came and went like the surging tide, and finally calmed down.

"Huala!" A strange sound was accompanied by the crisp sound of metal colliding with metal. I abruptly opened my eyes, instinctively raising my hand to block the dazzling light.

"You're really lazy. Didn't you just stay up for two nights? Is there a need to sleep for three days straight?" Xiao Jin Dong's voice was as cold as the morning wind.

Narrowing my eyes, I looked for him. I saw him pull back the curtains and walk over to the bed. He was looking at me with a faint warmth between his eyebrows.

I stretched out my hand from under the blanket. "Xiao Jin Dong, hug me!"

"Song Yi, it's not the right time to throw yourself into my arms. Get up and eat!" I don't want a hungry ghost! " Xiao Jin Dong's face was filled with disdain.

"Xiao Jin Dong, why don't you hug me?"

In the end, she bent down and hugged me. I giggled and said, "Xiao Jin Dong, I had a very long dream. I dreamt of you, I dreamt of me, and I dreamt of many people and things!"

"Is that so? I think you are just too engrossed in your imagination by writing a script! " Xiao Jin Dong ignored me and used the strength in my arms to pull me up.

"It might be so!" I didn't refute him and smiled like a fool, "After the disappearing sparrow finishes filming, I want to try to change the other scripts, okay?"

Xiao Jin paused for a moment and pulled me out from his embrace. She lowered her head to look at me with eyes filled with uncertainty and undetectable worry.

"Those are my memories, aren't they?" I looked up at him and said, "Those books, they contain my memories, right? You want to cure me in some other way than medicine, don't you? "

I am very sure that from the spring stamens to the phoenix, I am very sure that these wild and unrestrained imaginations are in fact the images of me being placed under house arrest in my own world. They represent the catharsis of my dark emotions at that time.

Xiao Jin Dong didn't admit or deny it, but looked at me with a heated gaze. I smiled at him. I had never felt the warmth of my life before.

"Song Yi, I never make a loss in business!" Xiao Jin smiled and hugged me tightly again. I heard a knocking sound coming from his chest, making me feel relieved.

Breakfast was already late and lunch was still early. I pestered Xiao Jin Dong to make me a sandwich while I stayed behind him, refusing to leave. I had almost forgotten how long it had been since we'd been so close, even if something more intimate had happened later, but my heart had never felt so close.

Xiao Jin Dong didn't refuse. His smile was like an unreal image of his youth. When I finished eating and was ready to go to work, Xiao Jin Dong told me that he was going to France for a week.

I asked him what he was going to do, and he told me only that it was business development for the company. I felt a bit wronged. This kind of intimacy that had just broken through a certain level was grooming me for a day and a night. However, it was obvious that the current Xiao Jin Dong wasn't that teenage boy.

"Go ahead, go ahead. I am writing my book!" I waved my hands in a disdainful manner, but my voice seemed to be unconsciously choked with sobs.

Xiao Jin Dong reached out his hand to stroke my head and said, "Song Yi, you have to behave!"