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Life seems to have become a dead loop, Wang Xuan seems to have become another Hu Xia, and Ol 'Four has become another Shen Jianning.

I thought everyone owed me, but reality told me again and again that I owed them.

Wang Xuan left me in my car with Fourth Bro, and Fourth Bro drove me back to my apartment. None of them tried to persuade me how to persuade Director Gu to take Chun Rui.

No one knew better than they what kind of opportunity this was.

I was lying on the sofa in the living room, holding the modified script of Four in my arms. I didn't even look at it. I just carried it all the way home.

After an unknown period of time, I raised my head and looked at the time. It was 11: 00 in the morning. I picked up the landline phone on my desk and called Hu Xia's old cell phone number. The phone rang, but no one answered for a long time. After a hundred years of calling from one side of me, the other end of the line had completely gone silent. The cold female mechanical voice told me that I was unable to get through.

I curled up on the couch and fell asleep, my mind blank.

I don't know if it's because of the diagnosis the doctor showed me, but I'm more and more suspicious that I'm really sick, and that I haven't really woken up since the beginning. What I saw, what I experienced, was nothing more than a hallucination caused by psychedelic drugs. It was all my imagination.

I drew a knife across my arm and watched the blood gush out and felt the pain flow from my flesh to my heart. I looked at the incredible face in the mirror and grinned like a madman.

After dressing myself, tidying up and eating my breakfast quietly, I went downstairs to take a taxi to the television station. It was not yet time for work, and I was stopped outside the tired-looking front desk. The taxi had already left, and I stood there in a daze, watching the sun rise, watching the light shine all over the place.

By the time Huo Rulie arrived, it was already past nine o'clock. I was allowed to sit in a chair in the main hall at eight-thirty. As I looked at the people coming and going, my head was still empty.

"You're looking for me?" Huo Rulie's shiny black high heels stopped in front of me. I raised my head and looked at her exquisite makeup and the atmosphere of someone in a higher position, unable to speak for a while.

"Let's talk in my office!" She turned, and I grabbed her, hard, and I heard her muffled cry, saw the watchful eyes of the patrolling guards, and the eager baton.

I let go in a hurry and looked down at my palm. The pain in my arm was still there, and I could see the gauze around the edges of my shirt.

"I want to know how to contact Hu Xia, do you have it?" I whispered, not daring to look at Huo Ru's face.

Huo Ru didn't answer me directly, nor did she leave. I waited for a moment and couldn't help but raise my head to look at her. Her face was full of scrutiny and her gaze was sharp.

"I-I have something to talk to her about. If you don't have a way to contact her, then forget about it!" I was like a turtle, holding a knife to force myself out of Song Ke's shell, but in the face of those people and things, I still instinctively chose to escape.

It may be the nature of all animals to avoid danger.

Huo Ru didn't say anything else. She took out a note from her bag, wrote down a number, and handed it to me. After looking at me for a moment, she turned around and left. I held the note she'd given me, bowed my head, and ran out of the station like a thief.

I stood in the busy street, busy but not able to give me the strength to face Hu Xia again, free of embarrassment.

Soon, someone answered on the other end of the phone. The voice was very familiar.

"Hu Xia!" Before I could finish my sentence, my eyes turned red. Once, I thought, my feelings for her, shallow as the floating dust on the ice, swept away. But when I said her name, I realized I missed her.

There was silence on the other end of the line, and I could hear the faint sound of breathing coming from there, very familiar.

"Hu Xia, it's me, Song." I stopped, raised my head to force the tears to flow down my face, and after a long time, I said, "I'm Song Yi!"

"I know!" Hu Xia replied in a cold and detached voice.

Maybe I had really disappointed her.

"I want to take pictures of the Spring of the Republic! But this book was originally created by you, so I think. "

"Chun Rui's creativity has never been mine!" Hu Xia interrupted me, her clear and cold voice saying, "The book doesn't have any copyright issue, so you can do it if you want to. I still have things to do, so I'm hanging up!"

I shouted anxiously, "Hu Xia, when are you coming back?"

There was silence on the other end of the line again, followed by a lonely busy call. I dialed again and there was no one to answer.

I dropped into a chair, holding my phone, and cried like a child no one wanted. Is the reason why Hu Xia left so resolutely just because of my commercial operation on the Primrose? I don't know, and I don't understand why Hu Xia would be able to contact the person in the country, Huo Ru, who didn't have any contact with her at all.

It was as if his head was tied up with a thousand strands of hemp rope. If he wanted to struggle free, he would be powerless. I gripped my hair tightly and shrunk my body to the maximum. I could hear the footsteps around me and the fragrance of the snacks from time to time. I knew that this was real and not an illusion I had imagined.

My cell phone suddenly rang and I nearly rolled out of my chair. Xiao Jin Dong's voice was low as he asked, "Where are you?

I gave her the address and Xiao Jin Dong immediately hung up. In less than ten minutes, Xiao Fang drove his car to find me.

"It's not a weekend!" I got on the car but didn't see Xiao Jin Dong, so I asked again, "Where is he?"

"Mister Xiao is in the western suburbs!" Xiao Fang replied. My body immediately stiffened. I subconsciously wanted to open the door, but the door had already been locked.

My chest heaved, and my hands clenched into fists. No matter how much I wanted to forget, everything that had happened in Sicily was still imprinted in my mind. I had never felt such despair before. I was so desperate that I couldn't even die.

"Where are you taking me?" I gritted my teeth.

"The western suburbs, Mister Xiao said to show you something good!" Xiao Fang seemed to be very excited. I left the Xiao family and Xiao Fang became Xiao Jindong's chauffeur. Of course, the most he came in contact with was me.

"I'm not going!" I exploded into a howl that scared Xiaofang so much that he jumped, and the car skidded along with me. Xiaofang quickly steadied himself and turned to look at me in confusion. "Miss Song, y-you … what happened to you?"

"I'm fine! I said I won't go, so let me down! " I used my hands and feet to open the door, which scared Xiao Fang even more. He didn't dare to stop the car, so the speed was enough for me to catch up.

I was shaken and my head hit the back of the chair. I was flustered and exasperated. I kicked the back of the car in front of me and shouted, "I said I'm not going. If you don't stop the car, I'll call the police right now!"

I rummaged for my phone, but it just happened to be in a tight turn. The phone slipped out of my hand and landed under the seat.