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I didn't answer him, but he kept on telling me how good Xiao Jin Dong was. He told me about Xiao Jin Dong's loneliness after I left, and how he was so childish and happy every time he saw me. It was hard for me to bear listening to him, so I covered my heart and said some words that I couldn't stop.

The car stopped in front of the apartment building. I clutched my chest as I flew upstairs, as if there was a ghost chasing me.

After locking the door a few times, I heaved a long sigh of relief and fell to the ground, as if I had just fished out a piece of water from a pond.

I used to long for something, even to the point of giving it my all. That was Xiao Jin Dong's love. But now I was terrified of it, and all the good I had done for him was filed away in the folder of lies. I didn't dare to believe, I didn't dare to listen, I didn't dare to think about how I once accepted everything from him without fear.

He needs that Song Yi from before to give him without reservation and trust, but I am no longer that Song Yi from before, I can't give him everything he wants.

I can't imagine what Xiao Jin Dong would feel like when he tasted this disappointment. I couldn't imagine what he would do to me when he tasted this disappointment.

I held my head and curled up on the ground, unable to deal with the current situation.

I woke up drowsily, woke up again and again. After who knows how long, the door that was leaning against me was forcefully kicked awake. Just as I was about to get up from the ground, the door opened and I was hit in the head.

"Damn, why didn't you open the door for me? I thought you were trying to kill yourself in hiding!" Wang Xuanfeng floated in like a gust of wind and looked at me, who was clutching my head painfully and curled up on the ground, and said apologetically, "Um, I didn't know you were behind, are you okay?"

Clutching my head, I struggled to climb onto the sofa and lay down. Only then did I feel less dizzy.

"Why don't I send you to the hospital? Stop concussion!" When Wang Xuan saw that I was really in pain, she came over and said that I was really afraid of the hospital because of Zheng Shaoqing and the frosting, but now it's because of that inexplicable diagnosis.

"I'm fine, just lie down!" I rubbed my head, trying to catch my breath.

Wang Xuan ran to the kitchen and gave me some ice cubes to apply before saying, "Let's temporarily stop the movie with Chun Rui. I have another movie for you." That Director Gu is arrogant, we don't care about that. When you become popular, with a bunch of directors waiting to film for you, I'll definitely humiliate him! "

I opened my eyes, looked at Wang Xuan, and endured a headache as I asked, "Wasn't the line with Director Gu pulled by Zheng Fang Zhou?" Don't you and Zheng Fang Zhou have economic cooperation? Will you give up on something like killing two birds with one stone? "

Wang Xuan was stunned for a moment. "Do you think I don't want to? But that Director Gu must have gone crazy and promised Song Yi that he wouldn't start filming without seeing him." As for that Ling Mu, he was more cautious. He said that there was a problem with the rights to the book and would not accept it! Isn't this just looking for trouble? You're right there, could it be that you have fake products? "

"Isn't it just a fake product?" I laughed self-deprecatingly. Director Gu's insistence was the same as Xiao Jin Dong's. However, I couldn't guess why Xiao Jin Dong did it for himself.

To force Song Yi to stand in front of the masses again, was it a satisfactory idea or was it some other scheme?

"Hey, I'm not joking with you, okay? Investing in Chun Rui, I still need to owe Zheng Fang Zhou a debt. If I can't return the debt when the time comes, then I won't even have my underwear left. "I might as well start filming other scenes first. If you don't have the money, you can always earn money!" Wang Xuan seriously analyzed the pros and cons.

I clutched my head as I started to do it. I finally felt that it wasn't as uncomfortable as before, so I said, "I must film Chun Rui."

"Clap clap. Don't I know how to do that? Even if the funds are in place, what about the personnel? " Wang Xuan suddenly stood up and threw up her hands to question me.

"Deal with Director Gu first, and then recruit actors in the name of Director Gu. He has a position in the circle, so the moment he asks, everyone's attention will fall on him. As for the person behind him, no one will care. I've already talked to her on the phone, and I'll bear all the consequences. Since they all wish for Song Yi to live, then wouldn't it be a little too unkind of me to disappoint them?! "

I raised my head and sneered. Wang Xuan suddenly reached over and placed the back of her hand on my forehead. She touched me and then touched herself, "I don't have a fever. Did I knock you silly just now?"

"I wasn't struck dumb by you, and I don't have a fever. I was very serious about telling you about this!"

"Since you are not stupid, why are you spouting nonsense? You've shrunk your shell for so long, and you say you don't want it? Has someone knocked you out with a knife, or did you figure it out for yourself? " Wang Xuan turned in circles to examine me, shaking her head as she spoke. "That's not right. With my understanding of you, a person like you can't walk out on your own. Yesterday, you went to see Xiao Jin Dong, right? "

"Why do you think Xiao Jin Dong broke my shell?" I asked.

Wang Xuan pursed her lips and laughed, "Girl, after so many years, I will not know what you are thinking. If there is someone in this world who can make you die, then that person must be Xiao Jin Dong! "

"Is that so?" I bowed my head and smiled wryly.

"But you better think carefully, sometimes a road starts, you can't stop just because you want to. Actually, it's not impossible for you to follow Song Ke's path. In this circle, as long as you're willing to give it your all, it's a matter of minutes before you become red! " Wang Xuan said this with ill intentions, but his expression was full of pleasant surprise. It was as if she had already predicted my decision and had been anticipating it all along.

I had a lot of questions that I wanted to ask Wang Xuan, but when I opened my mouth, I found that I didn't know where to start. Xiao Jin Dong and I have one thing in common: we are always lonely, but we are always afraid of this loneliness.

We were trapped in a cage, and even though we were covered with spikes, we thought we could cut open our bellies at any time, even if we were covered with wounds, even if we had blades under our sleeves.

"What you said about minutes isn't the best choice for me. I want to walk my own path! " I got up and went into the room. I didn't close the door, but changed into a new set of clothes that I could leave the house in front of Wang Xuan, and then put on some makeup.

"Make an appointment with Director Gu for me. Say that Song Yi wants to meet him!"

Wang Xuan whistled at me, then said excitedly, "I really want to see a bunch of Grandpa Mao desperately recruiting me. Song Yi, tell me, should I recruit that or accept that?"

She smiled proudly, as if the person who was being sold and asked to count was not in front of her.