Qin Ze's habit of keeping a diary was cultivated by the old man. When he was a child at school, the teacher shouted: keep a diary every day, and forget it if you don't keep it for a day.

Then take diary writing as homework and ask each primary school student to go home and write a diary.

As for the benefits of keeping a diary, Qin Ze doesn't know or understand why he should keep a diary. Later, the old man said, "Confucius said: I will examine myself three times a day! This is the purpose of the diary."

Qin Ze was still young at that time, blinking innocent eyes: "I didn't understand."

The old man accepted Wen Qing's illness and said with great sincerity: "to record daily things in a diary is not simply to record things, but to write your own feelings, summaries, self-examination, and attach happiness, anger, sadness and joy to the pen."

Qin Ze said weakly, "Baba, I still don't understand."

The old man sighed, "if you want to have a baby half smart, I'll wake up laughing in my dream."

Qin Ze has never seen the diary of the old man, but since he taught himself as a son like this, the old man should also have the habit of keeping a diary.

Yes, I'm here to peek at the old man's diary.

I want to understand what happened in those years, but this kind of thing can't be asked out, and I can't show my cards directly, so peeking at the old man's diary is the best choice.

The old man is a man of culture. He has a kind of cultural disease in his bones. He likes to keep all kinds of books and diaries. He will certainly keep them.

Of course, if Qin Ze's expectation is not bad, the old man probably doesn't know. However, I can get a glimpse through clues.

Qin Ze rummaged through the boxes and cabinets in his study. He didn't let go of the bookshelf and safe, but he couldn't find his diary. Hiss ~ the old man's ability to hide things is very first-class. Is there any dark space in the study that you don't know?

Qin Ze lifted up the landscape paintings embroidered by Qin Ma on the wall. The wall was very solid and there was no mechanism to hide it.

At this time, it will test your strong memory.

It's all played in TV. When the villain's children discover their father's secret, they struggle to find "evidence" in the study, but they get nothing. When they are anxious, they will have a magical flash of light, think of something in their childhood, and then suddenly realize and discover their father's secret.

have gained nothing.

The plot of TV is really unreliable, and people's memory is also unreliable. When he was a child, he was most afraid of two things: the fear dominated by his father's big magic tools; Close the study and face the shame of thinking about it.

In my memory, I don't seem to have any impression except this wall.

At this time, Qin Ze picked up the blue book in the upper right corner of the desk and opened it: it was sunny on Friday, December 15, 2017

"..." Qin Ze's liver hurts.

I've been looking for it for a long time, so you just lie quietly on the table?

Where is your dignity as a diary.

The master's heart is so big that the diary is put on the desk like this?

Looking at the date, this diary was written yesterday, which obviously has no reference value, but Qin Ze still couldn't help reading it.

Peeking at Dad's diary, the thief is as exciting as his own sister.

"... recently, the stock market fluctuated a little. There were a lot of leveraged funds exiting the market and a lot of people entering the market. This is a time bomb. Today, Xiao Lan asked me how the stock market earnings were. I said it was good. In fact, I lost tens of thousands of dollars these days. But I can't say that my son earned so much every day. Being an old man, I lost so much. It's shameful to say it. I'll ask him for shares another day..."

This "ask him for shares another day" is very coquettish.

The old man's diary was unexpectedly interesting, revealing his coquettish heart. Qin Ze resisted the desire to continue reading, and it was important to do business. In case the old man came in from outside and was caught, even if his sister's plea was heard, he felt that he could not escape being beaten.

This diary belongs to him this year and last year. I don't know if there is any notebook more than 20 years ago.

Fortunately, there is.

The blue diary is placed on a bookcase, which is similar to the hardcover edition of the four famous works.

There are several diaries in it, with different thickness. The cover is black, purple, white... Some are new, some are old.

Qin Ze pulled out a yellowed diary from the bottom. Although the old man kept it carefully, the years left obvious traces on it. The leather faded and yellowed, and it could be torn to pieces with a little force.

I opened my diary and looked at it. No, the first page said: in 1999, let alone Qin Baobao, Qin Ze was twoorthree years old.

Change it, open it, and the first page reads: February 3, 1992

"Holding an oil paper umbrella, I wandered alone in the long, long and lonely rain lane. I hope to meet a girl with sorrow and resentment like cloves... Today I met a girl who didn't have sorrow and resentment. Her voice was soft, her eyes were soft, and her breath was fresh like cloves. I like her. Next time I meet, I'll give this poem to her, and I'll wait at the gate of the factory."

February 20th

"The first time I asked her out to play, I rode my bike and took her to pretend to lie in the early spring sun. I was a little cold and my nose was running out. Singing on the roadside radio, I thanked * * * for this new era of free love."

Qin zenao made up the picture. The young old man was wearing clothes of the 1990s, with a pair of liberation shoes on his feet, riding a black bike, and the back seat was Qin Ma with a pair of ponytails and a small cotton jacket in broken flowers... They shuttled through the happy atmosphere of reform and opening up, singing in their ears: the eastern red sun rises

At that time, the old man must feel that he is the handsome rich second generation who drives a BMW to get a girl, right?

......

April 18th

"I met her brother at the gate of the factory. The withered little red guy dared to shout with me. I slapped him in the face. Xiao Lan had a big quarrel with me and took her brother into the factory. I was very sad."

April 30.

"Her family knew that I was in love with her. My future father-in-law heard that he didn't like me very much. I knew that he despised me. He was the leader of the factory, and my father was just a poor teacher. Of course, this was told by her brother. I was very angry, so I slapped him again. The little red man was so handsome, which was hateful."

Qin Ze: "...."

No wonder uncle and dad have a bad relationship.

May 28th

"Today is a memorable day. Xiao Lan and I are married and feel... Very happy. This lilac girl, the girl I like all my life. Suddenly I think of two poems, which should be remembered: the silver bottle suddenly breaks, the water burst, the iron horse highlights the sound of knives and guns; the flower path has never been swept by guests, and every door is opened for you today."

Seeing this, Qin Ze suddenly felt that his back was cold and his hair stood up.

If this is caught by the old man, the consequences will be unimaginable.

In addition, I have to praise that the old man is a cultural man. I can't understand these poems. After learning classical Chinese for so many years, I remember one sentence: the love of chrysanthemum is rarely heard after pottery.

After reciting poems for so many years, I don't remember much. It's just a paragraph: the spring tide brings rain, and the evening is urgent, and there is no boat to cross on the wild ferry.

Keep looking:

June 1st

"....... I brought a gift to see my father-in-law today, and was swept out by him. I felt ashamed and had a big quarrel. I was angry and said: thirty years east of the river, thirty years west of the river, don't deceive the young man into being poor. I swept away."

June 16th.

"Haven't seen her for a long time, miss her very much, and she should also miss me. I entrusted my friend to send a letter to her. I made an appointment at night, and fell in love with her. Afterwards, Xiao Lan said to me that she was pregnant..."

September 20th

"Xiao Lan gradually became pregnant. After I discussed with my father, he took me to the Xu family to propose marriage. My father and the Xu family had a quarrel and almost fought, but the marriage was settled smoothly. I'm very happy, and my father is also happy. That night, our father and son were very drunk. My father said that he hoped Xiao Lan would add a fat grandson to the Qin family."

So that's how my sister came here? What about me? How did I get here?

Qin Ze's face was confused.

May, 1993.

"My daughter was born, but I went to the capital to study at that time, and I didn't see my daughter born. I was ashamed of Xiao Lan's mother and daughter. My father called me to report that she was safe, and the mother and daughter were safe. But my father sighed, and I know the reason. He wants his grandchildren."

Seeing this, Qin Ze's heart thumped a few times. He skipped this book directly and found it in other books. There was a difference of more than two years between him and his sister, nearly three years old. If it was recorded in the diary, it should be at least two years later... Found.

November, 1994.

"Xiao Lan is pregnant. I told my father the news. My father is very relieved. He shook my hand and said: you are the eldest child in the family and the only son of my father. My father can't figure it out all these years. The old Qin family always has a handle, and my father can walk safely in the future. This one was born, no matter male or female, my father is willing. I patted his hand and said, don't worry."

June.

"I discussed with Xiao Lan and planned to let her go to the countryside to have a baby. Her stomach was already pregnant, and she couldn't stay in the Shanghai stock market. Xiao Lan asked me if I also wanted a child. I looked at her and didn't speak, but I knew in my heart that I wanted to!"

Qin Ze is very melancholy and wants to smoke. When I was still in embryo, the country couldn't accommodate me.

September.

"It's more than a month before delivery, and I'm very upset. Because of work, I only spend two days a week with her in Zhejiang Province. Fortunately, Xu Guang is with her the rest of the time."

October.

"The baby was born. It was a boy. Xu Guang called me and told me that he was too excited to say. At that time, his father was seriously ill in bed and stayed in the hospital to take care of him. When the baby was born, he was unable to accompany Xiao Lan. He felt very sorry."

At this moment, Qin Ze couldn't understand it. There is no need to ask Yuan Fang about this. Everyone knows that there is something strange. But looking at the old man's diary, I couldn't tell who the child was on the phone.

Sure enough, dad is the dumbest.

He doesn't know anything at all.

November.

"Bring a Ze back to Shanghai, naturalize, and fine 30000 yuan. It's hard to breathe with heartache. In the future, we will whip him and teach him to become a useful person, so that he can live up to the pain at the moment."

Qin Ze: "...."

Is that why you beat me for so many years?

I'm so tired. I'm really not kissing.

Suddenly, the door lock was wiped. Someone turned the handle outside and opened the door.