Chapter 1482： Wishful thinking?

Red Bean said: "What do you want to talk about? Talk about making Fang pregnant? I really don't understand, why is she pregnant or not? What to do with me? You don't have to say anything to discuss with me. I really don't have the right to decide this. thing."

Jin Lan held her hand, her expression a little hurt: "Hongdou, do you really don't understand what I mean? I ask you because I care about you in my heart."

"Funny." Hongdou withdrew his hand indifferently, "Jin Lan, whoever you want to get pregnant, let whoever get pregnant. When you came to ask me, in fact, you have already made up your mind. If you really care about my thoughts, When you made Fang pregnant, why didn’t you ask me? Now you have become hypocritical and disgusting. Of course, I have no right to control or care about it. But don’t say it as if I don’t allow it. She feels pregnant. I don’t bear this kind of black pot."

Jin Lan looked sad: "Hongdou, you have always been indifferent to me."

"No." Adzuki Bean said, "I'm so by nature, and it's not aimed at you. Don't think too much."

Although she said so, how could Jin Lan fail to feel her indifference and carelessness towards herself.

When she was facing Guagua, she was so gentle and pampering, and when she was facing her younger brother Wei Jintai, she was very caring. To the empress empress, it is reverence and loyalty.

Jin Lan will never forget that when she talked to the empress, she looked relaxed, smiling, and her words gentle.

Jin Lan felt that she hadn't seen her smile at herself for a long, long time.

Or, she really just never loved him.

From falling in love with her at first sight, to marrying her, to giving birth to a daughter, Cai Cai.

Has always been his wishful thinking?

Jin Lan's heart was filled with boundless loss.

He lowered his eyes, thick eyelashes covering his frustration.

"Hongdou, maybe you are yearning for the relationship between the emperor and the empress empress." He said slowly, "the emperor is dedicated to the empress empress, ignoring the other concubines in the harem. But I can't do it. Fang is also a pitiful one. People, since she is married to the Jin family, I can't let her stay alone in the vacant room and stay cold for a lifetime."

Adzuki was silent.

Jin Lan tentatively shook Hongdou's hand and said softly: "The Fang's miscarriage, it is my fault. I will only give her one child, and I will never go to her house again."

"up to you."

Hongdou withdrew his hand and said calmly, "The emperor and the empress are still outside, you still go out and wait. Don't quarrel with the children here."

Jin Lan had no choice but to get out of the carriage.

After going down, he remembered something and said: "In a few days, I will go to Jiangnan again, about a month or two. You are bringing your children at home, don't just care about the children and ignore yourself. Don't worry about things that matter. People do."

"I know."

The red bean pulled up the curtain.

Jin Lan stared at the curtain for a while, as if wanting to see the beautiful face in the carriage through the curtain.

He wanted to talk to her again, but thinking of her indifferent face, he suddenly lost his courage.

"Husband," Fang Ximei walked over, holding a teacup in her hand, "I just asked for a cup of tea from the Qingyi girl next to the empress, and the husband quenched her thirst with a sip."

"I'm not thirsty, you can drink it yourself."

How could Jin Lan want to drink her tea, "I'm about to leave for the city soon, so please go back to your own carriage."

"Doesn't the husband and the concubine take the same ride?"

"I ride a horse."

Jin Lan strode away.

Sister Fang Xi looked at his back and sighed softly.