Hong Bean said: "I don't allow them to care about Cai Cai, but...I don't see that they are really good for Cai Cai. Sun family, who is that?"
"I was also wrong about this matter. I didn't notice it in time, which made Cai Cai aggrieved."
"She was scared to sleep for several nights and was awakened by nightmares."
"Oh, it's all my fault." Jin Lan felt distressed and guilty.
Hongdou said: "There is no need to mention this matter. I will never let Cai Cai go in front of her grandparents again. It saves them that they look at her unpleasantly, and they always want to push her into the fire pit and change a few calligraphy and paintings. A few inkstones."
Jin Lan was extremely ashamed of what he said.
This sounds shameless, but the partiality is real. And it happened in Jin's family, which is known as a century-old Qing noble family.
What a shame.
He sighed: "Once my grandfather was there, he could still hold the mansion. Since his grandfather passed away a year ago...not to mention his parents, the uncles of the other branches are also very outrageous. It has aroused many officials. The impeachment made the emperor even more dissatisfied with the Jin family."
Hong Dou looked at him, with a hint of pity in his eyes: "There is no family that never declines."
Jin Lan smiled bitterly.
The family is defeated, and it can't be defeated by him.
Otherwise, he would be the sinner of the Jin family through the ages.
Jin Lan felt heavy in his heart, was silent for a moment, and whispered: "Hongdou, do you... do you have any plans in the future?"
Red Bean said: "I don't have any plans, just guard this shop and do my favorite things. And the things I like can feed me and Caicai. I think it's good."
"I heard that people will occasionally come to you to propose marriage during this period."
"I won't marry again." Hongdou said lightly, "Now I am guarding Cai Cai to live. After a few years of Cai Cai marrying, I will guard this shop alone. I don't want to cater to and please others. , And don’t want to abide by those inexplicable rules of other people’s homes."
Jin Lan felt a little disappointed after hearing this.
"Adzuki bean, I..." He looked at Adzuki bean's eyes, and said with difficulty, "In the past few years, I...have still you in my heart. I have never forgotten you."
Red beans lowered their eyes.
Jin Lan looked at her still beautiful face and held her hand impulsively: "Hongdou, come back with me? I found that from the beginning to now, I can't forget you anyway."
Hongdou gently and firmly withdrew his hand: "Jin Lan, your family has been asking you to marry a regular wife, and the candidate has probably been decided. You are at a loss at this moment, I can understand, but...I really won't look back. ."
Jin Lan's heart was stabbed, and she blurted out, "Do you really don't like me at all in your heart?"
"I don't know. Maybe, maybe not. But it doesn't matter, it won't affect my decision." Hongdou said, "So, you understand my mind. Go back and get married in peace and have a wife and children, and serve the court. Honor your family. That's what you should do, not a waste of time with me."
Jin Lan walked out of the shop in despair.
It started to rain again outside.
In early summer, it rains a lot.
Jin Lan didn't care about the horses, and no matter how heavy it rained, she just walked outside.
The heavy rain poured over his clothes in an instant.
Adzuki came out holding the umbrella and gave him an umbrella.
Jin Lan did not answer, and walked step by step.
When he got home, he fell ill.
After a serious illness, it took half a month to get better.