Usually he is beside Hongdou, always talking non-stop.
Today it is surprisingly quiet.
Hongdou is not a talkative person, and the two of them sat silently.
It was not until Hongdou saw a wound on his hand that he asked, "Are you okay?"
Jin Lan glanced at her, nodded, and shook her head again.
Hongdou took out a small bottle of ointment to him: "Take it."
Jin Lan looked down at herself, only to find that her hand was cut at some point.
He took the medicine, took it in silence, and returned it to her.
Hongdou said: "I heard about Lianlian and Heshi. Don't be sad, you and Heshi are still young, and there will be children."
Jin Lan heard it but was not comforted, and smiled bitterly: "It seems that you really don't care about me at all. Fang heard that He was pregnant and went crazy with jealousy. You still comforted me."
"Everyone is different. Although I am separated from you, I have no grudges with you. I still hope you can live well. As a single biography of the Jin family, you do have the responsibility to continue the incense for the family. This is human nature. , There is nothing to beak."
Jin Lan was silent for a while and whispered: "Why do you have to bear so many responsibilities when you are alive?"
Hongdou said, "As the Jin family, since you have enjoyed the prestige, wealth and benefits that the Jin family has brought to you, you should naturally pay a certain price. Where are the benefits in vain?"
Jin Lan couldn't help smiling and said, "You can see more clearly than me."
Red Bean said nothing.
Jin Lan looked at her and said, "If I had a choice, I would rather not be the Jin family. I would just be a careless village husband and stay with you."
The red bean's eyes flickered, and he said quietly: "Don't think about these useless things."
"Red beans, can you come back?"
"No." Hongdou turned away, no matter what he said, he didn't answer again.
Jin Lan was heartbroken.
From Heli to the present, he has always refused to accept the fact that Hongdou no longer belongs to him.
Think about how hard he had worked so hard to marry her.
If he can, he doesn't want Sister Fang Xi or He Qinglan. No one wants it, just Red Bean alone.
But the teachings he received since he was a child prevented him from being able to leave everything behind, regardless of the irresponsible behavior of his family's parents.
Hongdou has already seen this clearly.
He also saw how rotten and indifferent the old rigid family behind him was.
As long as he and the family still have one day, she can't accept him again.
Besides, her life is very good now.
Although plain, but calm and quiet.
Jin Lan looked at her expression and couldn't help but sighed low.
Hongdou heard it and said, "He's like that now, you should take good care of her and comfort her first, don't think about it so much."
Jin Lan didn't speak.
He suddenly felt that the greatest pain in life was involuntary, yet unwilling.
At this moment, the carriage suddenly stopped, and the two of them were thrown forward by inertia.
Jin Lan hugged Red Bean, and the two crashed into the carriage.
Screams and exclamations sounded outside.
"Something's wrong again!" Jin Lan couldn't care about the feeling of holding red beans again, quickly stood up and jumped out, and at the same time exhorted loudly, "Stay in the carriage, don't run around, I will take care of it in Caicai! "
Adzuki leaned out and saw the scene ahead clearly, her pupils shrank slightly, and she couldn't help but let out a horrified cry.