Chapter 57 - 57 - As You Wish, Master

Jayden POV

It was three in the morning when I finished all the papers. When I looked at the couch, Peggy was lying there, sleeping. I smiled and walked towards her. 

She fell asleep while waiting for me. I brushed my hand to her face. Her hair scattered beautifully on the couch pillow. I loved watching her sleep. She was the only one who made my heart at peace.

When she left me, I became a different person. I became violent and my anger grew everyday for her. I thought I could forget her but I can't. I thought I could hurt her. I planned to, once I meet her. But when I saw her crying when I forced her the other night, everything she did vanished. My heart was broken when she suddenly left me but it was crushed when I hurt her. I hate to admit that I am still head over heels in love with her.

Is it possible to love and hate a person at the same time? I wanted to punish her for what she did to me but every time I touched her, every time I looked into her eyes, my heart still remembered the good times we had. I know what she did was because of me, but it was really painful.

I dated several women, slept with them to forget her but my heart still belongs to her. I tried to kill myself once because I was so lonely and depressed, but thinking about it now, I'm glad to be alive.

She left but she took good care of our son. He was so beautiful. The most beautiful soul I've ever seen. She carried him for nine months without me. For three years, she became a parent without my support. I fell in love with her all over again. 

Fate really has tangled our souls and our hearts together. Her father might be the reason my mother was dead. We might both get hurt once we learned the truth but I made up my mind that whatever it is, I would never let go of her.

I wanted to continue with the marriage but I was afraid to ask her again. I know she would agree to marry me, but what if she decided to leave me again? I couldn't trust her completely. That's the problem. I need reassurance that she will stay with me forever.

I took a deep breath and touched her face again. She slowly opened her eyes and smiled. God! She's the prettiest and the sexiest girl for me. She really makes me crazy.

"You done with work?" She asked.

"Yeah. Let's go to our room. I'm really tired." I said.

She stood up and raised her two hands as if she's asking me to carry her. I chuckled, she's really cute. I leaned and carried her bridal style. I was thinking I couldn't wait for the day I would carry her like this after our wedding.

She wrapped her arms around my neck and buried her face to my neck.

"I like the way you smell." She whispered.

I smiled. I think she's half asleep. I brought her to our room and laid her down on the bed. She was still sleeping peacefully. I hope to see her sleeping face like this whenever I wake up in the morning.

I took a quick shower and laid on the bed next to her. I pulled her into my arms and hugged her tight. I want to stay like this the whole day. With her, sleeping quietly closer to me.

She turned to my side and wrapped her arms to my waist, burying her face to my chest. Ah, I could feel her breast brushing through my chest. I had a hard on just by her simple gesture. No girl has affected me this much.

Every time I went out with a girl, it's obvious that it will lead to sex. But it would take almost half an hour for them to turn me on. I thought I became impotent at first, but Kyle said it's just on my head and it's possible that my body couldn't take any other woman except her sister. Now that she's here with me, I think that theory is true.

Well even Amanda couldn't affect me like this. She's pretty and sexy. She was super nice to me. She helped me cope up with my depression. She said she's in love with me. I thought I could try loving her back but I couldn't. I told her I still need time but she still insisted on waiting for me. I haven't told her about Peggy so I need to see her and tell her the truth. She deserved it.

I felt Peggy move and wrapped his legs to my waist. Her smooth long legs brushed against my thighs. This girl is making me lose my control. Then I heard her rapid breathing and I could feel the heat from her body. Is she awake?

She moved upward and started to kiss me on the neck. She's awake. I closed my eyes and tried to stay still. I wanted to know what would she do.

To my surprise, she climbed on top of me. She was now ridinge me. I opened my eyes to see her face. She was staring at me. Her hands were on both sides of my head. Her face was slightly leaned forward and just a few inches away from mine.

"What are you doing?" I asked. I'm getting excited but I tried to be innocent.

"I'm wet and I'm horny. I want to fuck you." He suddenly said in her sexy voice.

I wanted to smile but decided to tease her to see her reaction.

"I'm tired. Can we do it later?" I asked.

She pouted. Her face was so red and I know she really wanted it.

"No. I want you inside me now!" She demanded.

Then she slowly brushed her fingers to my chest and down to my navel. She moved so she could take my boxer shorts off. And voila! Showing her my full erection.

"You're so bad at lying." She said in a hoarse voice.

I chuckled and grabbed her head to give her a kiss. I felt her hand hold my dick and rubbed it on her pussy. I could feel her pussy was dripping wet. She slowly sat down on my lap and took me inside her.

"Ahh. Shit!" I moaned. That was amazing!

Her body was so hot and she was so red. I could feel my dick getting more excited and becoming bigger.

"I like the way you feel inside me." She said.

This woman is making me deliriously insane!

"Fuck me, Margaret." I answered.

She smiled naughtily and seductively. "As you wish, master."

She replied before moving her hips on top of me.