Chapter 89 - 89 - The Day I Got Away

The next few months were hard. I need to pretend that nothing's wrong. Jayden was so happy with my pregnancy and I could see his excitement whenever he saw my belly grow.

On the day of our graduation, Kyle came back as a successful psychiatrist. I was so happy to see him, but it was also a sign that I will be leaving them soon.

Alora has a hospital project and Kyle was chosen to be the hospital director of a psychiatric hospital for the poor.

Grandpa also arrived a few days later and a party was held for Kyle. I was so happy when he was announced as the next king of Flousia and at the same time, Emily and him got back together.

I was also given my mother's title and have announced my engagement to Jayden. I needed to show everyone that I was happy but inside, my heart was crumbling.

Luke and Alora's wedding came and it was magical. I was so emotional because I had mixed feelings. I was happy for Alora but at the same time, my heart was breaking.

In two days, I will be leaving the country with Missy. I am already four months pregnant and I have to consult my doctor for the last time before we can travel.

Jayden accompanied me since he doesn't have to work that day. We were happy to know that the baby was growing healthy inside me. The doctor said I lost some weight but we are both healthy.

Maybe because I was so stressed for the past few months thinking about tomorrow. The day I have to leave the man I fell in love with, the father of my unborn child.

After the check up, he brought me to our house, the one he bought for me. The renovation has already started and Emily was the one who designed the place.

"What do you think?" Jayden asked.

I smiled but I felt like something was blocking my throat. I need to compose myself and relax. If I speak, my emotions will burst out and I will end up crying. It was so hard to pretend in front of everyone, but it was heartbreaking to lie to Jayden.

I turned around so he wouldn't see a tear dropping from my eye. I pretended to look around the nursery room.

"I loved it!" I answered, simply.

He walked towards me and hugged me from behind. I closed my eyes and bit my lips so I wouldn't let out a cry when I felt his lips brushed into my neck and shoulders. God! I will miss him.

"I can't wait to see the baby. We'll know the gender next month, right?" He asked, excitedly.

I swallowed my saliva and nodded. "Yes."

"I asked Emily to finish the house in two months. I want us to be here before you give birth so our child will grow up here." He said.

Every word he said was like a knife stabbing my heart. I wanted to tell him about our parents but I couldn't. I was so afraid that he would change once he found out.

I turned to him and wrapped my arms around his neck. I pressed my lips to his almost trembling.

"Whatever happens, I want you to know that I love you with all my heart. You are the only man in my heart, no one can replace you. I love you and I will always be yours."

I couldn't take it anymore. I cried after telling him how much I love him. He chuckled, hugging me tight. He thought I was emotional because of the pregnancy.

"Hey. Don't cry. I love you, too. So much! I will do everything for you so I can make you happy. I promise to be a good father to our child and the best husband for you." He said.

I cried again and again. He was caressing my back the whole time to calm me down. After my emotional outburst, we went home at Queen's.

Missy already took our luggage when everyone was not around and brought it to a hotel near the airport. Everything was prepared and I will be leaving the house once Jayden falls asleep.

I took a shower and just put on a robe, waiting for him to arrive. The doctor said we could still make love so I wanted to do it with him for the last time.

When he came back from his office, I was standing beside the bed. I smiled at him, trying not to cry again.

"What is it, love?" He asked, frowning.

I slowly removed my robe and dropped it on the floor. I already have a baby bump but I don't care and Jayden said I looked sexy even more.

He walked towards me while undressing himself. My heart was beating so fast when he got closer, naked. He brushed my cheek with his end and when he kissed me on the lips, I melted in his arms.

I didn't disappoint him and pleased him with my mouth as he did to me. This was the last time I would be seeing him after all.

He fell asleep after we made love and I was crying looking at him, memorizing every detail of his face.

"Love, I'm sorry I have to do this. I have to leave you so your heart could be at peace. I love you but I don't want to hurt you. I promise I will take care of the baby. If the time comes our paths cross I hope you could forgive me. I wish you to find happiness even if it's in the arms of another woman. Love, you are the only man for me. I love you with all my heart and soul. Goodbye, my love." I said while crying. I wanted to scream but I couldn't.

I stood up, got dressed and quietly went out of the house. My heart was shattered while walking towards the car Missy was in.

When I went inside the car, Missy started the engine and took off. I wanted to look back but I know I shouldn't. If I look back, I feel like I would change my mind.

Tears just kept on falling, my whole body was trembling and I couldn't explain the pain in my heart. The day I left Jayden, was the day I left my dying heart.