Chapter 153 - 151 - Revenge

"What the fuck are you wearing?" He asked with a frown face.

I bit my lips to stop myself from laughing in front of him. His face was so red and I couldn't figure out if it was because he was embarrassed or he was mad.

I was wearing a white see-through nightgown, paired with a lace g-string and with no bra underneath.

"What's the matter? This is what I always wear every night. You always liked it." I said, trying to sound serious.

He took a deep breath, putting his palm to his face.

"That guy liked it but I'm not him. Wear something decent.. Cover yourself!" He demanded.

"No. I'm comfortable wearing this. You are my husband. You're acting like you haven't seen my body."

He didn't say a word but his face was so flushed. I was surprised when I realized why he was acting like that.

"Seriously? I thought you were always with me."

He scratched his head and wasn't looking at me.

"Except when you're making love. That guy was always shutting me off when you're doing that." He said, blushing.

"Are you saying you can do that? I can't understand." I frowned.

"Why do you think I exist? It's because I was created by him and he can do anything to me. If he wanted me to vanish so he can be cured, he's the only one who can do that. But why do you think I am still with him?" He asked, still not looking at me.

I didn't answer. If I think about it, Jayden's other self was created when his mother died. He wanted revenge but his heart changed when he met me.

"Did you get it? He still wanted revenge but because of you, he can't do that. He was always hiding his thoughts. His father didn't like the idea of revenge. He asked Jayden to forget about it so he did it by creating me. I am still here because his mind is a mess." He explained.

There are a lot of things that I still couldn't understand but maybe I would have to ask Jayden and also research about his illness. I don't think this guy will happily tell me everything.

"Still I won't change. This is what I want to wear and consider this as your reward. I know you like what you're seeing." I teased.

"Stupid." He murmured.

I giggled and walked towards the bed to rest.

"Are you not going to bed?" I asked when he didn't move from where he was standing.

He glared at me then joined me on the bed. There was a pillow between us so I was actually disappointed because I really wanted a hug from him.

I turned to his side and pouted. He looked at me frowning.

"What do you want?" He asked.

"I'm cold. I want a hug." I bubbled.

He chuckled which surprised me.

"That's why I told you to change, it's cold tonight. Would you like me to turn off the ac?"

I shook my head, still pouting.

"I want to get closer to you."

"Are you not thinking straight? I told you I want to kill you."

"It's fine. I know you won't kill me now." I said before removing the pillow between us then moved closer to him.

I wanted to laugh again. He didn't protest but he was like a statue. His eyes were the only thing moving when I wrapped my arms around his waist.

"Don't think of anything else. I'm just allowing you to hug me so you won't get a cold." 

He's so cute and funny when he switched. He's other personality is so much different from the real Jayden but I love both of them. I was so worried and scared earlier but now, I felt like I was even closer to him. His other self is a part of him and I wanted to love him completely, without any doubt, without fear.

I hugged him tighter and closed my eyes. I don't care if he has a taste for revenge. I trust him with all my heart and I know he would never hurt me like what he promised.

JAYDEN'S OTHER SELF POV

I looked at the woman beside me, sleeping peacefully. I didn't realize I was smiling while staring at her.

When I finally was able to switch with the real Jayden, I was planning to hurt Peggy. I wanted her to hate me so I could easily take revenge but she was different from what I had imagined.

It's true that I was always with her because I am part of her husband's thoughts. But I wasn't really interested to know her further, so I just ignored everything I found out about her.

I took a deep breath and looked at the ceiling. If only he could just forget everything and made me disappear. He was the one who created me and made me like this.

"What do you think I should do to make you disappear?"

I smirked. Speaking of the devil.

"Why are you asking me? You're the one who created me. Look at her. She's so pure and has a good heart. Her love for us is unconditional. Why do you have to make me like this?" I asked, pissed.

"I was broken and I felt like no one understands me so I created you." He said.

I sighed.

"What are you planning to do? Why did you want me to meet her?"

He was the one who insisted on meeting her. I really don't like the idea.

He didn't answer as if he was telling me to find the answer myself.

I looked at her again. My heart really felt the love I have for her but this mind was so dark that I couldn't forget what happened to my mother. Every time I remember that day, my rage grew and I wanted to get my revenge.

I sighed deeply and forced myself to sleep. I would forget about it for now. Peggy made a deal with me so I will let her carry and give birth to our child then kill her after.