62 Rafilia who noticed.

When I noticed, I was sleeping with my father in the bed of the institution accommodation. After that discussion, the memory had become awkward around the breakup, so he apparently fell asleep.

Looking at my father's face sleeping in front of me, I suddenly remembered yesterday. My body became translucent and I couldn't reach my voice when I called my father and mother. I couldn't return to my body. The fear of that time came again and shook.

As the memory of reincarnation became thinner, I noticed that adults could no longer cope with them. Is it a feeling of being pulled by the age of the body? You get emotional and you're terribly mindful if you don't have your parents. That sensation of hitting each little one. The flow of time is slow, and every day is like an adventure.

As the day goes by, my memories gradually become dim. There is a fear that old memories will disappear so that they can be repainted in this way. The fear of closing the lid all the time because no one can talk.

I wanted to show everyone the beautiful water scooped up with both hands, and when I ran up and outstretched my hands, I was impatient when I noticed that there was almost no residue left and spilled from the gap between my fingers. Why is it gone? And the child thinks. Past me who answers it. Such a lonely feeling that the memory of the other person who answered me is gradually getting farther away.

Emotionally unstable, another important self disappears. You cannot escape from such fear.

I wanted to be reassured, so I approached my father's chest, and stuck together. He was working, and when he heard the sound of his father's heart, he thought he would calm down. When I listened and listened to my father's heart sound, it was like a bell.

"...?"

He looked up at his father's face with suspicion, and found that he had a strange face, as if desperately enduring the face that was slightly reddish and seemingly glowing. When I try to leave silently, my father notices the sign and detains me.

"My daughter is too cute ...!"

"... Good morning, mean-hearted"

"Good morning, my cute princess. The mean isn't bad. Cute Ellen is bad."

He was kissed by the top of his head and was tightly restrained again. He was in the same position for a while, but when he asked if he would get up soon, his father said no to him.

"... Didn't we talk again?"

"Then it's over. Today, Ellen and I are waiting all day long."

"... Huh? But stay until tomorrow?"

"Yes, but it's okay. Ellen worked hard. So the game is tomorrow. I'll be in good shape today for tomorrow."

"... is that because I overdoed it?"

"It's there. But, if you don't, you said you wouldn't know where the great spirits were. So I'm complicated ..."

I noticed that my father's hand was shaking. She knew she was worried and muttered sorry.

"I know Ellen wants to help a great spirit underground quickly, but it also involves the lives of the Hume. It's almost simultaneous. Let's rest together until that time ? "

"... Is it okay tomorrow?"

"It's okay. There's an event tomorrow."

"Event ...?"

"Yeah. It's a special event that will be held every year when you turn 14 in this country."

My father smiled.

***

Around the same time

Rafilia was called into the backyard and was indignant at what he was doing. I was frustrated that I couldn't see my uncle coming to this institution for a few days.

I was prepared for it because my mother lamented that he would not meet, but I understand that if I could not meet so far I was avoided. Rafilia does not know why it must be avoided. That's why Rafilia was frustrated.

"What are you guys doing for me!"

In front of Rafilia were the boys who were on a school meal a few days ago. My eyes are completely different from when I first talked. The boys talked secretly, and one of them, at the center, never said to Rafilia.

"You're a Van Clift family, right?"

"Yes. So what? Are you glad you do this?"

The boys were well off. Although he was in knight studies, he is still a commoner. The boys falter at Rafilia's words, but they approached Rafilia to say something more.

"You're out of the common people."

"……that's right"

Are you going to say it to the common people again? But Rafilia thought they should be the same and was hit with an unexpected word.

"It's annoying!"

"……e?"

"You're really annoying because of you!"

"What, my fault !?"

Rafilia is a lady's study. He was even more frustrated when he had no idea how to interact with a boy of knight science, but didn't know why he was being claimed to be annoying.

"You're stupid because of your nobles! You're a commoner! Every time you stupid!"

"Now ..."

"The Van Craift family is the house that discharges the commander of the Knights, and we yearn for it! But why are you like it!"

"e……"

"Amiel said that you were a commoner and you didn't know your position as a noble, but you were a noble face to your Kai-senpai. Ran, you're out of that house! "

“…………”

"Even if you're a commoner, if you're here as a noble, you're a noble! Be a noble! Don't bother us!"

"Well ... because I ..."

"Well? Oh ... I don't know what to say anyway. It's famous, you"

"Famous?"

"As soon as I enter the house of the aristocrat, my daughter is a selfish daughter with her mother. Is she also studying and throwing her tutor around?

"What's that!

"While watching your attitude to Kai-senpai, we thought the rumors were true?"

"..."

"Well, what the hell are you? Responsible for your actions. Is that the noble who stands on top?"

"Aristocrat ..."

"I wouldn't know if the aristocrat wouldn't know if I was studying a bit. You didn't get angry with you."

Rafilia remembers in the words of men. I was being scolded by my father all the time. But I did not hear anything to say back. Because my mother said that this was all right.

"Mom ... I'm fine ..."

"Hello! Why do you know what your bag is of a noble. Your bag, it's the same as us. Hear what your father says!"

"Such ... because ..."

"Oh, yeah! Because you can only say that !?"

Rafilia was about to cry at the boy who started to rise. I didn't know why I had to blame so much. I was just doing what my mother said.

"Ah shit !! Anyway! Don't bother us!"

The boys left after saying just that.

***

Rafilia, who was left alone, was stunned. The boys were saying. You're bothering yourself. If you are here as a noble, behave as a noble. What is the behavior as a nobleman? The boys said they were being ridiculed as commoners for their actions. My self is said to be stupid by the nobles. In spite of the common people, after all the common people ...

"I was an aristocrat, but she was an aristocrat ... because she was an aristocrat? I ..."

When I was asking myself myself, there was a sign that someone was approaching from behind. Looking back, Amiel was there. He doesn't seem to have any surroundings today. Rafilia rounded up her thoughts and stared at Amiel.

"Is the end of the meeting with multiple masters finished?"

"... what?"

"You should be learning ladies in ladies' studies, but your head doesn't really learn anything."

"..."

I was told so much and remembered the sight. She was alone in the backyard, surrounded by a few boys. Rafilia finally turned blue when she remembered that.

"I thought you were stupid, but you're really stupid. Don't worry. Rumors are running around."

I thought Rafilia had fallen for Amiel, who smiled slickly. This is extra isolation. As a woman who does not do. Perhaps it will evolve into a call from the teacher.

"I'll tell you the answer I just gave you."

Rafilia bowed to Amiel, who continued to smolder and laugh. What is the answer?

"You may have noble blood, but your attitude is not noble. You're a savage commoner who is oppressing the commoners. That's you."

"The people on the tone ...?"

"You say that you are noble even if you don't even remember the noblemanship. Nobody is arrogant. Do you know that both the common people and the nobleman seem to be annoying?"

"..."

"Your attitude is that the common people are talking about the nobles and bullying the commoners. From the point of view of the nobles, such an infamous noble will only drop the name of the entire noble. Really annoying."

“…………”

"Will it disappear quickly? There's no place here for you."

“…………”

"Oh, by the way, do you have no place in your territory?

As Amiel smiles, Raffilia feels like she's dark before her eyes.

I never thought I would stand in this position because I didn't listen to my father. So my father was strictly trying to teach as a noble.

But my mother said this was OK. Then my mother?

At last I felt like I could see the whole picture. And why is my mother and myself isolated in the mansion?

"Such ... such ..."

Stunned Rafilia arrives on the knee. Amiel looked at it and smiled happily again.