But I still followed Luo Lifan to see Wentian quietly. He probably knew his fate. He kept writing a diary very quietly. Although he could dream of it, he could not see me now, so I could look at him unscrupulously.
What he wrote seems to be no longer all dream things, and some of his life feelings, but there is no sadness between the words. Maybe when a person lives to understand, there is not so much emotion.
When I came back from Wentian, I said to Luo Lifan, "the things arranged by God are not necessarily good, but sometimes they can't be thrown away. It's just like the fate of the women of the Yu family. I once felt that it was so unfair. I thought if Wen Tian could make his own decision, he would not want such a life. How could you be different from the Yin and Yang masters who saved the suffering?"
Luo Lifan rolled his eyes at me. "I don't know what you learned in the hell? Nothing is refined! The world is fair. If you look at his life alone, you will feel miserable. But what about his last few lives? If he really let go, the resentment in his heart is not so deep, reincarnation can naturally live like ordinary people, but Wentian drinks Mengpo soup, after forgetting Sichuan water, still can't forget. What does this mean? It's not because you don't understand. If it's strange, you can only blame yourself! In the world, there is a cause and effect
"What do you mean by resentment? Is it just hatred? "
"It can't be so superficial. Everyone in the world has different grievances. For example, Luo Yifan, who you have met, has different complaints? No matter how many generations of reincarnation, Luo Yifan can't forget it. Of course, this kind of resentment has no influence on others. In addition, his special identity makes him become an immortal. At that time, it was a well-known story in Tianting and Difu. However, Luo Yifan lost his qualification to be with bi'er forever even though he entered the Tao Can also go to reincarnation, and the fate of Luo Yifan stopped in that life, so you say that this resentment is so persistent what is the use? So I gave up that me decisively after I was reborn. The resentment you don't understand is just the unwillingness of the previous life. There is nothing more stupid than this to entangle yourself with the knot that you can't get rid of in the next life! "
After listening to Wan luolifan's words, I know that he can't control Wentian's affairs. After all, this is Wentian's own road. What we regret about him is that he didn't understand in the previous life. There is nothing to be sad about thinking like this. The number of people's lives is certain, but it can be changed by fortune. But if you don't cherish it, there is no way.
But I suddenly wonder what is not willing to let Wentian have such a deep resentment, so that he can see things about heaven and earth in dreamland China. But now I can't ask. Just like me at the beginning, if it wasn't for my master's deliberate arrangement, I'm afraid I can't remember it. If he could take away those regrets in his whole life, it would be regarded as perfection.
Now I finally understand what good people are hard to do. When Luo Lifan first found Wentian, he certainly did not just run to his diary. He also wanted to help Wentian get rid of his life's fate. However, if he really helped Wen Tian, everyone would be happy. If he couldn't help, he would feel uncomfortable. Especially for this, he found the reason after a lot of trouble, but he couldn't help Busy, it's depressing.
I refused to speak any more all the way, thinking that this man is really not omnipotent. I used to think that everything would be ok if I was a God, but the fact is that I would still be restrained.
Luo Lifan saw that I was not very interested, but slowed down. He said to me, "don't worry too much. It's the first time you see this kind of thing. It may have a strong impact. But if you see more, you will know how to treat this matter peacefully. In a word, you should have a conscience when you can do something. If you can't, you should learn how to do your best Face it calmly. If you regard the things you can't do as your own sin, you will lose more than you gain. Although you are a God, you will not owe anyone. "
This is true, I do not owe to say, but who let me soft? I just can't see these, so I don't talk stuffy. It's not that I have any temperament. I just feel that I'm really flustered, but I don't have any vent now.
Luo Lifan saw this and shook his head, "before I just knew you were stubborn, but I didn't think you were the same to yourself. Why? As I said, I will try my best to deal with fengxu. Are you worried about this
I care so much about Wentian's life and death. Luo Lifan naturally thinks that I am in such a hurry because Wentian can bring me fengxu news. It's no wonder that Wentian and I have no intersection. If it's not for this reason, I seem to have no reason to hurt the spring and the autumn.
I looked at Luo Lifan angrily, "am I such a powerful person? If so, I should have killed you when you took my son's life to save Beal
Luo Lifan issued a tut tut voice, "said as if you have not killed me."
This is probably the first time he mentioned to me that I killed him, but listening to his meaning doesn't seem like turning over old scores. Otherwise, how can he look at me with a smile?"If you have something to say, just let it go!" I am in a bad mood. Looking at Luo Lifan's indifferent expression, I am naturally angry.
"So rude? I don't know how the ghost King adjusted it! " Luo Lifan then said thoughtfully, "in fact, in your heart, you still regard Junning as a good man? If it's not like this, you can't let go of Wentian for a long time
I didn't expect to be seen through by Luo Lifan at a glance. However, the boundary between me and good people and bad people is not so obvious. In short, I believe that human nature is good, and there are always some reasons why everyone becomes bad.
"Junning at least let me know the existence of Wentian's diary, which is equivalent to giving me a chance to know where fengxu is. Therefore, I can't hate those who have helped me. Moreover, I still owe her. I don't know when I can return this favor. But if she asks for it in a way I don't like, I'd like to accompany her."
"You don't owe her anything. She just obeys Zeng Chunping! All the news was passed on to you by Zeng Chunping Luo Lifan looked at me, "but I ask you, if Jun Ning is really not a good man, what will you do?"
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