Chapter 192 - Sorry but not Sorry...

"Mr. Cole Parker.. Let me tell you one thing. If you are thinking that you could marry off your sister to my brother, then you are living in a false dream. I'll not let your s.l.u.tty sister enter my brother's life as his wife, just to ruin him completely, just like how you have ruined me.

Even if I had to die to save my brother from Regina's witchy plans then I'll do so.. however I'm not even living right now as you made my heart die few months ago.." saying this Myra cut the call without waiting for Cole's response and broke down completely in her room.

Sitting on the floor, she just kept crying loudly, reminiscing about her past with Cole.. Their past which would always kept haunting her till her last breath..

On the other side, the tears that Cole tried to suppress fell on his face from one after one.. He picked up the bottle of bear in his hand and drank the alcohol as a medium of digesting his sorrow..

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Willa's Apartment..

The whole apartment was filled with utter silence as the two figures in the living room were sitting there silently without mumbling even a single word..

Both Willa and Neil were looking at each other being settled down on the sofa. The silence was not helping any of them at anything which was making both of them ready frustrated but anyone was still not ready to speak first..

Few minutes had already passed again and it had been exactly one hour when Neil had came at Willa's apartment but no one still talked to each other..

So finally getting irritated with the silent atmosphere, Neil said, "Willa.. Look, whatever had happened that day.. I know that it shouldn't happen but I was not to my own self. I felt like my mind was not with me. I was not at all in my senses."

Willa didn't say anything but just kept staring at him blankly which made Neil more maddened.

Willa's quiteness was eating him from inside...

He knew the fact, that certain night was all a mistake.. 

Although for him it was a pure blessing.. But he clearly knew that Willa was not still ready for all those but it just happened..

From that night, Willa had never talked with him again. He tried many times to call her but she never received any of his call.. Even that was still not enough when Willa suddenly switched her phone off on his face one time.

After trying for many days when Neil didn't get any response from her, his patience finally got broken and he rushed to Willa's apartment without thinking much and the final result was, now he was here in an awkward atmosphere with her..

He remembered the night when Neil had fetched Willa back to her home from Paradise Hotel.. 

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Flashback…

The car had stopped in front of Willa's apartment but none had got out of the car yet..

Willa was remembering the words that Neil had said in front of everyone and somewhere in her heart, she was very much sure that the words were completely directed towards her.

She was feeling butterflies in her stomach when she remembered those sweet yet assuring words and her face turned into a bright red colour out of pure shyness..

Neil was observing her very closely and her blush didn't go unnoticed by him. He was pondering about the thought in his mind that how could anyone be so beautiful even in the car's dim light..

The fairy in front of him was so gorgeous that he couldn't take his eyes off of her.. He felt like kissing her red juicy cheeks right at that moment which were tempting him from so long..

He kept looking at her without breaking his stare whereas Willa just fidgeted with her fingers, knowing the intentional gaze on her..

And finally Neil's resistance got broken as he didn't hold back from listening to both of his heart and mind..

Not knowing from where did he got the courage, Neil just leaned to his side a little and kissed her rosy cheeks..

Placing his lips a little longer on her cheek, when Neil finally came back to his conscience, he made himself distant from her instantly and noticed that Willa was looking at him right now with widened eyes...

Neil got afraid that a slap was waiting to reach on his face from Willa, so he tried to persuade her..

But before Neil could even apologize to her, Willa just dashed out of the car and ran into her apartment in a cheetah like speed..

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Back to present...

"Please listen to me. I don't know what you are thinking right now but I'm not even feeling an inch of guilt for what I did that night. But the reason, why I'm feeling sorry is because the time was not okay for us for should I rather say not perfect for you...

I know you are just trying to overcome from your bad memories but please try to understand that it was not your fault. I just couldn't control myself seeing your flushy cheeks as it was looking like a tasty apple and kissed it in heat of the moment. I'm really sorry for what I did. But truthfully, I'm not at all sorry.." Neil said.

Still no response..

"Willa for Pete's sake, will you please talk? If you don't want to speak then at least write your thinking into a paper. Should I give you one?" Neil asked Willa but later understood what kind of stupid things he was actually blabbering..

Though he had made a joke unknowingly but still there was no response from Willa...

Sighing deeply, Neil looked down at his hand and closed his eyes before saying, "That's enough of your silence. Now you are either going to scold me or can give me a slap. Otherwise I'll…"

Neil couldn't finish his sentence when he was being stopped by the sudden attack of a pair of soft lips..