Chapter 86

"Xinran, you are a good girl, you have good family conditions, you have knowledge, you are beautiful, you have all good conditions, but we are not suitable."

"Now the relationship is abnormal, and I dare not ask you to forgive me. I'm really sorry for you. I'll make it up to you. I hope you can find the right one to love yourself."

"What's right for me? I love you, you don't know Lu Xinran said with tears.

In order to replace song Qiao, Lu Xinran has really used a lot of ideas these years. After Song Qiao left, every time she had any public activities, she accompanied Shen Yi to show up together. In the eyes of outsiders, they were already a pair, and everyone knew it.

Although Lu Xinran likes Shen Yi's money, she does love Shen Yi. She has paid a lot for Shen Yi over the years. In recent years, all her energy has been spent on how to marry Shen Yi.

"Shen Yi, do you know that a woman's golden age is just a few years. I have given you all my youth and energy. I love you so much and I have paid so much for you. How can you be so cruel to me?"

"I know it's all my fault, so that's why I can't delay you. You should have your own pursuit."

"I thought I might be able to go down with you. You are my woman recognized by the whole family and the outside world, but nothing happened to us. I tried to work hard, but I can't seem to do it. I can't help it." Shen Yi said painfully.

"I also want to be together, but such a relationship will only make us more painful and cruel to you, which is unfair to you."

"Happily, I have so sorry song Qiao, I don't want to sorry two women, I can't do with you, because I really don't love you."

"Song Qiao left this period of time, I can't find her, I found that she is really the heaviest scar in my heart, I miss every day, I feel guilty, when she left, I know how important song Qiao is in my heart."

"At that time, I thought that song Qiao would never forgive me. After all, I hurt her too deeply. I tried to find her at the beginning to make up for her. I thought that I felt guilty for song Qiao. I thought that my absence might be the best consolation for her, as long as I knew that she had a good life."

"But I couldn't find her. Later, I found out that although I felt guilty for song Qiao, my love was more. I was afraid that if I found her, I would hurt her, but I couldn't do it. Don't I love her, you know?" Shen Yi looks at Lu Xinran painfully.

"So many good, I know you are with me, but I can only treat you as my family. I know what I love. Song Qiao, although I love you, I just love my sister. I can't move my heart to you or any woman." Shen Yi says to Lu Xinran helplessly.

"But I really can't bear to hurt you. You are so kind to me and have paid so much for me, but I have worked hard for so long, and I really can't do it."

"Shen Yi, you don't want me is the biggest harm to me, you know? If you don't want me, I really don't know what I should do. You are my hope and direction after so long. I can't live without you. " Lu Xinran's crying pear blossom brings rain.

"Do you understand that being together is the biggest harm? It's good for all of us to find out our relationship as soon as possible. " Shen Yi holds Lu Xinran's shoulder and says.

"What do you want me to do? In the eyes of all people, I am your woman, I have no future, I only have you, where am I doing bad? " Lu Xinran asks Shen Yi very incomprehensibly.

"You're good. I'm wrong. It's because I don't want to hurt you that I say that."

"No, I don't agree. Why? Why do you say it's over and we have to end it? Are you just taking advantage of me? "

"In recent years, I'm afraid that people like grandfather and friends will introduce other women to me. I take you as a shield, but I try to accept our relationship, but I can't do it. I'm sorry, I'm glad."

"Why not refuse me at the beginning, or end our relationship when sonjo leaves?"

"Because you are song Qiao's family, you are song Qiao's sister, I want to make up for everything, and you are so kind to me, you are by my side at my most painful moment. And you are similar to song Qiaochang. I see that you always think of her. "

"Compared with other women, you are more like family. I may not be so resistant when you are by my side, so I chose you."

"But Xinran, love is not to make do with, I really fell in love with song Qiao, so I will make do with all her women together."

"You are by my side, I have the warmth of my family and the support of my friends. I really can't move my heart to you. My heart is all given to song Qiao, which is unfair to both of you."

"Also, I don't want song Qiao to misunderstand our relationship. I want to reassure her and don't want you to get hurt, so we'd better finish it earlier."

"If you do this, your family won't agree. You can't get through my father and my mother, and your family, you know?"

"Moreover, in the eyes of the family, we are a couple. I am the granddaughter-in-law recognized by my grandparents. They will not forgive you if you are so sorry for me. Now is the critical period of your career, and you will ruin you if you do so.""Xinran, in fact, I only know what I want when I'm with song Qiao. All these things are not as precious as song Qiao."

"Song Qiao, you cunt woman, what did you give Shen Yi? He didn't want anything. You cunt, I won't let you go." Lu Xinran hears Shen Yi say so, in the heart ferocious say.

"For the sake of song Qiao, I can give up everything I have. At that time, I thought that it was ridiculous for the former monarch to ask for beauty instead of beauty. Now I understand."

"Without song Qiao, my life is not happy. I live a miserable life every day. I will be happy no matter what I do with her by my side. With her by my side, I feel warm even in winter. In fact, material is really not so important. "

"Shen Yi, what kind of woman do you think song Qiao is in your eyes?" Lu Xinran shed tears, and a sneer rose from the corner of his mouth.

"She is not a perfect girl, she can't compare with you, but she is gentle and kind, more importantly, we are comfortable and happy together. Only when we are together with her can I know what is love, and the rest is to make do with it."

"And Xinran, I think you and song Qiao should have a serious misunderstanding. I hope you can forgive each other and treat her well in the future. I know you may hate her and blame her, but I hope you can face me. Let me bear all the pain." Shen Yi prays to Lu Xinran.