"Today I met someone who is very similar to you, but I know that it can't be you. It's just my illusion and fantasy. Maybe it's because I want to see you so much, but I still firmly believe that you are still alive and I will wait for you all the time."
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"For four months, there is still no news about you. I don't know if you are still alive. I prefer to believe that you are hiding in a corner of the world and starting a new life. Maybe, no news is the best news."
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"This time you are much better than what you hid. I can't find you, and I can't look at you in silence any more. But as long as you are still alive, even if I don't know, even if I can't see each other in my life."
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From the lines of this diary, Chen Mo can clearly feel the different emotions of Enron.
Recalling the warmth and sweetness of high school days in the past, paying close attention to their peace and contentment in silence, knowing the shock and sorrow when the plane died, calming down and believing in their expectation and firmness of being alive, then seeing their surprise and loss, until finally, with the passage of time, gradually began to become despair and sadness. After reading the diary of Enron,
only felt heavy in his heart. He seemed to be filled with something. In the end, what he saw in the last video was Jarvis's heart.
This is a picture taken by the vehicle camera inside the "Knight" off-road vehicle.
Through the misty windows wetted by raindrops, we can see that outside the car is a hazy world shrouded by the rain. From time to time, there are pieces of leaves floating in the rain, a bleak and desolate.
Sitting quietly in the car, the optimism on the face of the past is strong, but it's replaced by hesitation, helplessness, and confusion.
Chen Mo can feel the deep sadness, loneliness and desolation in her heart at this time.
This picture was recorded in the first autumn rain before Chen Mo went through the world of Wolverine.
Enron in the picture is very sad for accepting Chen Mo's "death".
At this moment, she only felt that she was alone in this strange world. The figure that had held up the whole sky in her heart and made her fearless might really become a memory and never be seen again!
Recalling the original little drops, two lines of tears can not help but from the cheek, with a trace of coolness, fell on the back of the hand.
Looking down at the wet tear mark on the back of the hand, I could not help but feel sad. I fell down on the steering wheel, my thin shoulders under the white shirt were shaking, and I cried silently.
Looking at the sad and helpless weak figure of Enron who lost his dependence and sustenance in the picture, Chen Mo can't help feeling deeply guilty and heartache. He knows that it's all because of himself.
Thinking of the excited and gentle eyes when she recognized herself when she first met that day, and the loss and gloom after she learned that she had "identified the wrong person", Chen Mo regretted that he had lied to Enron. He did not expect that his lie, or his "death", would bring such a big blow to Enron.
Through Enron's diary, Chen Mo knows that after she was saved from the hooligans, she became a chivalrous man in her heart, a spiritual pillar for her to study alone in this foreign country, and her lies and long absence of information made her original belief that she was still alive finally collapse. Chen Mo can understand her pain and absence at that time Help.
Looking back on what Enron has done for him over the years, he has been paying close attention to him silently, helping him to protect the secret silently, but never expressed it. Just a person quietly hiding in the corner watching him silently, caring for him, relying on him, Chen Mo can't help but feel a strange feeling in his heart. It's impossible to say that he likes nature, but it's not just Jane Shan's moving.
Maybe we should let her know that she is still alive, even if we don't show her current identity, at least let her know that she is not dead, but really live in a corner of the world as she expected!
As for the fact that he is still alive, Chen Mo doesn't worry about the information on the Internet. He also believes that Enron won't disclose the secret easily. Since Enron has been helping him keep the secret of "Wulin expert" for so many years, even though he thought he was dead, he didn't disclose it when he confided it to Su Wan, which shows her It's trustworthy.
What's more, it doesn't matter if it's really known by the outside world!
At the most, they can only know that he may still be alive. As for where he is, there is no way to know what his new identity is. It will have no impact on Chen mo. now Chen Mo has enough courage to face any challenges. He will never be as small-minded and forward-looking as he was when he first came to the United States.
Thinking of this, Chen Mo directly turned on the computer and logged in to his long-standing micro blog. Of course, Jarvis was in charge of the whole process to prevent being found the sign in trace.
Click to leave a message. Chen Mo finds the top one more than four months ago.
"Are you still alive?"Chen Mo clicks on the reply and types four words on the keyboard.
"I'm still alive."
Then, Chen Mo glanced at the gentle and quiet girl on the head portrait, sighed softly, his eyes were very complicated.
Chen Mo turns off the computer after doing this, and Jarvis quickly clears all traces. Except for a new message on Enron's mobile phone, everything is still the same as before.
On the other hand, Enron is still driving back to school. Just after mentioning Chen Mo to Su Wan, although she tried to adjust her mood, her mood was still a little low. At this time, her mobile phone suddenly sounded a new message prompt.
"Ding Dong!"
If normally, Enron might wait for the car to stop and check again, but at this time she was in a bit of depression, so she wanted to take this opportunity to divert her attention. She drove the car and took out her mobile phone from her pocket.
When her eyes fell on the screen of her mobile phone, and she saw the above prompts, her eyes widened sharply, and her feet pressed the brake hard.
The strong braking performance made the fast "Knight" stop quickly, and the huge inertia made Enron's body jump forward. Fortunately, the safety belt pulled her, which did not hit the steering wheel, but her mobile phone was out of hand and fell to the ground under the huge impact.
Enron's face couldn't help but change. He couldn't care about anything else. He untied his seat belt in a hurry and bent down to pick up his cell phone.