That night, insomnia, I leaned on the window and cried all night.
Party eve
The birds chirping in the early morning are whispering in my ears, I would not say what kind of sweet songs they are when I slept very late last night~~
"Ahhhhh~~~" I got up frantically, without looking in the mirror, I can think that my eyes must be red and swollen. I took a few breaths of my clogged nose, and when I heard the door rang, I got up and opened the door.
Mu Qiu's handsome face appeared in front of me, and I squinted, how do I feel that he has a flashlight behind him today! Do you want to be so shiny early in the morning, but then you can smell the breakfast. As I thought last night, he really remembers what I like to eat. One day every week, I will have fried dough soy milk for breakfast, topped with sweet and crispy sugar pudding, and make some small cold dishes by myself. It is very comfortable to eat.
In a daze, Mu Qiu stretched out his hand to give me a violent shudder. I pursed my mouth and covered my head, dragging a long tone and resisting in a low voice: "I'm going to kill."
"What did you do last night?" Mu Qiu's serious face was slightly hostile, making people unable to move his eyes. He always felt that he was the most dazzling now.
I still answered his question obediently for some small people who were very careful, but said in a very low voice: "Hey hey, last night~~little, I cried for a while~~~~" The more I talked, the more there was no sound.
I'm really afraid that this child Mu Qiu will hit me again. I didn't expect that I was greeted with a strong and warm embrace with my eyes closed. Mu Qiu comforted me with a soft voice, "It's okay to cry, but next time Tell me when you want to cry and I will accompany you."
It is false to say that I am not moved. My heart is very cold, but it is not a stone. In fact, from the first time I met Mu Qiu at the Gate of Reincarnation, I could feel that he had a different feeling towards me. When I met again, I was already with Xiang Hua, and Xiang Hua had become my 66-year-old male. My friend, although I didn’t know how far I could go with Xianghua at that time, I couldn’t give him much hope, so I pretended not to remember him or recognize him, but whenever I saw the disappointment in his eyes, my heart throbbed fiercely. . But now, Xiang Hua and I have no possibility. My existence has had too much impact on their lives. If it weren't for me, Xue Man would not fall in love with that **** Tong Haiyue, nor would he be Xiangping. Maybe they will love Chen Han and will not be forced to marry by Meng Jie. Thinking about it carefully, I don't know whether Xiang Ping likes Chen Han or Meng Jie. Maybe he likes Meng Jie more. He shouldn't be the kind of person who can do things he doesn't like. And the most important thing is that there will be no cracks in the relationship between Xiang Hua and Chen Ying. I have already beaten them once, and I can’t mix them up for the second and third time.
In fact, when a person calms down and recollects his feelings for Xiang Hua, there will always be an illusion: I will come back again because of the entanglement between the previous life and him. My heart moved violently, was hurt badly, laughed happily, and cried heartily. We can be considered complete. Just forget it gradually, even if you can't forget it completely, you can only bury it deeply.
From now on, I will start to learn to like Mu Qiu, and learn to put Mu Qiu into my heart and lock it up. This good man can't let him slip away accidentally, isn't it a pity.
Thinking about it, I secretly laughed in Mu Qiu's arms, nudged inadvertently, and found a more comfortable position to lean against.