Lying on the bed tangled depressed uncomfortable for a while, actually fell asleep, hungry to wake up when it is more than two o'clock in the middle of the night, the husband is not around. Thinking that I had cooked porridge before, I decided to go out and have some.
My husband sleeps on the sofa, covered with the blanket that her mother-in-law put on her lap. February night is still relatively cold, looking at my husband curled up sleeping, I impulsively want to hold a quilt to cover him. But at the thought of what he had said to me in the evening, the impulse vanished.
Turn on the kitchen light, found that the pot clean, not a grain of rice left. I suddenly very angry, angry want to smash the pots and pans in front of me, and then drive everyone away, crying in the house! I think they didn't eat and cooked porridge, but they didn't care about me and I was hungry. This is my home. How can I become the second power of outsiders?!
In the end, I still didn't smash, just because I still love my husband and want to keep this family intact. After all, this is the home that I built up by myself, and it's me who is most distressed to destroy.
After searching the refrigerator for a while, I couldn't find anything to eat. I went in and put on a thick coat and slippers. I went down to the 24-hour convenience store at the gate of the community to buy bread and mineral water. I sat on the stone bench in the garden downstairs and chewed mechanically. Inadvertently looked up at the position of home, tears like rain. What did I suffer in my last life? Should I have such an arrangement in this life? The man who said that he would love me all his life just because of a woman's unreasonable behavior completely denied me. Do you really want a divorce? Do you want to leave?!
After work, I really depressed can't, QQ to find university's diehard Tang Yue complain. Tang Yue said: "there are two ways for you: one is divorce. 2、 Make a mistake. Be the daughter-in-law of the steamed buns of the Liu family, accept the existence of sister orchid and your mother-in-law, and live an ordinary little life. "
"Don't you talk nonsense? With my personality, I am the kind of material to be a steamed stuffed bun? Maybe I'll die in three days Can't there be a better way? Divorce is easy to say, but it really makes you meet, and you can't leave. Liu Xiaobao and I established a relationship with the present, it took several years of hard work to have the present home, divorce is the destruction of my efforts in recent years to pay everything! I can't give up, I really can't give up! " My fingers fly like flying, telling my thoughts.
"A better way is to let your mother-in-law leave the world early As long as she does not exist, orchid sister goes out to work, you coax Liu Xiaobao again, the former two people's world will not come back. " Tang Yue thought about it and wanted to talk about it.
I was so lazy to talk. Although her mother-in-law is strong, she is her husband's mother. If she leaves the world early, I can't do it.
After a long time, Tang Yue advised: "don't give up, leave, long pain is better than short pain. Now from just negate a few years of efforts, and so on after the children, pay more time to leave, you more heartache! You all know that you are not made of steamed buns, and your mother-in-law is not good at stubbornness. Liu Xiaobao is childish and filial. What else can you do without him?! Besides, if you don't want something real, it's only thunder and no rain. They really don't take you seriously! This time, you said you must leave, and see Liu Xiaobao's reaction. If he still loves you, the marriage is absolutely inseparable. If he doesn't love you, he thinks it's worthwhile to abandon you for his mother's happiness. What's the meaning of pestering him not to let go? It's time to make a bet. Either you really leave or take back Liu Xiaobao's heart again
I pondered for a while, my fingers trembled slightly and said, "OK, leave, gamble!"