People who have not experienced suffering will not understand the pain. From the 15th to today, I seem to have died. Although I try to get up and go to work on time, as long as I am free, I will think of my marriage with Liu Xiaobao. It is like entering a maze and I can't get out of it. I just hope that the time can be fast to the 24th, and then completely free.

In this short period of five or six days, I lost two or three pounds of weight, had no appetite for anything to eat, and was always sleepy. When my head was really on the pillow, I was always half asleep and half awake. Xiao Xia and Xiao Huang both said that I was haggard and no one was like me any more. I didn't get involved in cleaning, shopping and cooking every day. On Friday, Hu you also talked to me and asked me if something had happened and how I always felt tired. I lied that I had a cold and would be cured in a few days.

I was in bed all day yesterday. I got up early this morning and went downstairs for about an hour. I feel better. Towards noon, Xiao Huang asked me what I wanted to eat. I thought about it and said I'll make you braised pork. It's delicious.

Xiao Xia laughs and says that she has a good feeling. She just has some pork The best is maojia braised pork, which is called a fragrant!

I joked, aren't you afraid of getting fat? If you get fat, you can't get married.

When the three talked and laughed, they began to prepare lunch. Xiaohuang cut pork and scallion, ginger and garlic, I started to make braised pork in brown sauce. When an inch thick pork slices were slightly yellow in the pan, I suddenly felt that there was a smell of pig manure in the cooking fume. This feeling is extremely fierce, I left the spatula and rushed into the bathroom, holding the toilet to retch.

Xiao Xia came in and patted me on the back and asked, "what's the matter? Why are you so abnormal these days? It seems that you always feel sick! Is it stomach trouble or pregnant? "

I swallow a mouthful of saliva, fierce turn to look at small summer, surprised ask: "pregnant?"

"Yes, she will vomit when she is pregnant. When my sister is pregnant, she will go to the hospital to have a drop needle." Xiao Xia stops moving, and her sight moves from my face to my lower abdomen. There is a special meaning in her eyes.

“…… How could Absolutely impossible What's the date today? Let me think, let me think When was the last time I came to my aunt? March 20 or March 22... " I stayed for a moment, a cold air rushed all the way from the soles of my feet to my forehead. I sat on the floor of the bathroom with the toilet seat, trying to sort out the messy memories.

Xiao Xia was surprised to hold me, staring at me: "March 20 or March 22? Sister, do you remember correctly? Today is May 20th You haven't been here for two months? It's over. I'm really pregnant

I stare at Xiao Xia, forcing myself to smile and shake my head: "impossible, how could it be pregnant Why so fast, two months Impossible thing, I just occasionally feel sick, should be related to my recent mood, can't be pregnant! As you said, when your sister was pregnant, she vomited to the hospital for intravenous drip. I didn't vomit much, just a little nauseous... "