Chapter 177

Xie Xiaona's departure made me think a lot. I understand what it means to let go when it's time to let go, and the idea of revenge on Orchid ends. Life is very short, for this marriage full of cheating, it's not worth me to hurt myself again. Even if I kick the belly of orchid, she miscarriage, I can really be happy?

But I want to see orchids again. When I went back to my hometown to hold a banquet, my mother-in-law once gave me a rusty long-life lock, saying that it was worn by Liu Xiaobao when he was a child. In the future, if we have a child and continue to wear it for him / her, he / she will live a long life. I want to hand over this long life lock to orchid. It is the Liu family's thing after all. It should be returned to them. It is also an account of my child in my stomach.

I send a message to Liu Xiaobao that I want to see sister orchid and have something for her. Liu Xiaobao didn't let me see him. He only replied to the message that I really didn't want the baby in my stomach. He told him which day to have abortion and he would accompany me. In case I had a massive hemorrhage or something, he could draw his blood and give it to me.

I didn't pay attention to Liu Xiaobao any more. I can only put down the long life lock for a while. I will return it when I have the opportunity. They were right to be on guard against me hurting orchids. Now orchids are the hope of their Liu family, in case of a mistake, it may kill his mother.

Yesterday, I met Wang baozi in the hospital, gave him the key, and briefly talked about the meeting with Xie Xiaona. He took the key without saying a word, a little serious.

I asked, "do you hate her? I can see that she really loves you

Wang baozi stared at me for a long time, then asked, "how can you hate if you haven't loved before?"

I turned my head and sighed. My heart was in disorder unconsciously.

"I know she loves me so much that I've been with her for so long. I've been trying to fall in love with her and find that it's harder to love someone who doesn't love than to forget someone who loves I hurt her, should have refused her confession, rather than trying to love her. I wanted to talk to her when I was hurt better and say I'm sorry. Now I don't have this chance. " Wang baozi sighed and asked, "what are your future plans?"

"Me? The doctor called me today. The day after tomorrow, I will have abortion operation Then he divorced his marriage. Maybe he will leave Guangzhou or not. He will find a job and start afresh in peace of mind. " I answered with a wry smile. I only felt that the future was a little dim. I asked Wang baozi, "what are you going to do?"

Wang baozi thought for a while and said, "leave your present company, find a new job, and then find a woman, get married and have children."

With these words, Wang Baozi and I looked at each other and laughed.