She went to sleep with tears until her fingers were covered with blood.
The next day, instead of going to the clinic, she called Ye Jiaqing and said that she was not feeling well and would not go to work today.
Then she was at home and took another two hours' bath.
If she could, she really wanted to tear the skin off her body.
But there is no way, until the body is full of blood, she still can't do it.
When she came out of the bathroom in her bathrobe, her mobile phone was ringing. When she picked it up, it was Gu Tianqing. She was not ready for psychological preparation and didn't know how to tell him. So she waited for a long time. When she was ready to answer, the phone hung up.
She was relieved. After a while, she called him back. At this time, her tone had returned to normal, and she also put on a smile on her face: "sorry, I was busy just now. It's not convenient to answer the phone."
Gu Tianqing said, "are you busy?"
"Fortunately, how can you be busy? You can spare time to call me, and I certainly have time."
Gu Tianqing smell speech, mouth slowly raised a smile: "yesterday was too late, think you should sleep, so did not fight."
"Well, when will you be back?" Qi Jinnian's fingers, clutching the edge of the table, asked with a smile.
"What, miss me?"
Gu Tianqing's words, like a needle, were inserted into Qi Jinnian's heart. His heart was bleeding, but on his face, he was always smiling: "yes, I really regret that I let you go."
"Why don't you come here now?"
Qi Jinnian heard the words and left a line of tears in the corner of his eyes, but on his face, he always laughed quietly: "you are beautiful."
"Well, how was last night? Were you happy?"
"That's it." Qi Jinnian didn't want to talk about last night's affairs, even with evasion. "You should be at night. It's very late. You should go to bed. I'm going to be busy. That's it first."
"All right." Gu Tianqing yawned faintly, but Qi Jinnian quickly ended the call, because she had lost control and fell down on the bed, crying.
She felt so dirty, so dirty What should she take to face Gu Tianqing.
Finally, I was tired and fell asleep.
There was a doorbell outside. She woke up in her bathrobe and went to open the door. She looked at herself in her glasses. Her eyes were swollen and she looked very haggard.
Outside, Liang Jingfang stood with a basket of vegetables in her hand: "Jiaqing called me and said that you didn't go to work today, and you are not feeling well. Let me come and have a look."
"I'm fine. Come in first."
Liang Jingfang looked at her, but shook his head: "it's all like this, and still said it's OK. How come your eyes are so swollen."
"I had too much wine last night, so I didn't sleep well. I didn't go to work today. You sit down first, and I'll change. "
"Don't change it. I'll make you a meal. After that, you can go back to sleep."
Liang Jingfang went to the kitchen. Qi Jinnian stood at the door of the kitchen. Seeing Liang Jingfang busy inside, she couldn't help but feel sour in her eyes.
Liang Jingfang looked up at her and said, "what are you doing at the door? Go wash your face first."
But Qi Jinnian didn't go. Instead, he went into the kitchen and suddenly hugged Liang Jingfang from behind.
Liang Jingfang was stunned. The knife in her hand almost cut her finger. She only heard Qi Jinnian say, "thank you, mom."
Although such scenes are sensational, at this moment, Qi Jinnian can't control his emotions, and Liang Jingfang has lost his emotions for many years. Even now, his mother and daughter have been frozen, but he always feels that there is still a barrier between himself and Qi Jinnian, which is not as natural and intimate as ordinary mother and daughter.
Now, Qi Jinnian is holding Liang Jingfang. Liang Jingfang seems to be relieved for a moment.
However, she was not good at expressing her feelings, so Qi Jinnian hugged her for a while and said, "OK, hurry up and brush your teeth and wash your face. I'm going to cook."
Qi Jinnian went to wash his face and changed his clothes. Liang Jingfang also quickly fried two dishes. The mother and daughter sat down clean and ate dinner.
While eating, Liang Jingfang suddenly said, "your father is in hospital. If you have time, you can go to see him more."
Qi Jinnian looked up at her, and Liang Jingfang said, "don't look at me like that. I know you certainly don't want to go, but you can even forgive me. What can't he do? He's your father, maybe one day..."
The rest of the words turned into a faint sigh in Liang Jingfang's mouth.
Qi Jinnian's mind was awe inspiring, and immediately put a chopsticks dish in her bowl: "don't say it. Have a quick meal."
The tree wants to be quiet but the wind does not stop, the son wants to raise but does not wait, this is also a big regret in life.
After dinner, Liang Jingfang washed the dishes and asked Qi Jinnian to continue to rest. Qi Jinnian sat on the bay window in front of the window, but with his hands on his knees, he looked at the scenery out of the window, but his eyes were empty as if he had lost his focus.——
The next day, Qi Jinnian went to the hospital.
Because she heard that Qi Zhengchang was not in a good condition. When Qi Jingye passed away, she was more or less sorry that she didn't send the last one. So Liang Jingfang said that, she still touched Qi Jinnian. Just have a look.
She chose to come in the afternoon. There was no one in the ward. Qi Zhengchang was lying on the bed alone. She was struggling to reach the water cup nearby. However, the hand was shaking in the air. How could she reach it? Most of her body had moved out of the bed and was about to lose her balance.
Seeing this, Qi Jinnian immediately stepped forward and helped him back to bed. He took the water cup beside him and handed it to his lips. He carefully fed him some water to drink.
Qi Jinyin has been excited for several years.
Qi Jinnian looked at his dry lips, a little helpless and a little angry: "Li Wanrong and Qi Jinxiu, how come they are not here with you."
Qi Zhengchang shook his head: "I don't want them to accompany me."
"Why do you have to do this? If you don't let people accompany you, you can do it yourself?"
Qi Zhengchang held Qi Jinnian's hand tightly: "I'm sorry, Jinnian, it's dad's bad."
Why do people always like this? They will know that they are wrong until the last minute.
Now that she is so old, they come to repent with her. What's the point.
"It's all over. You'd better take good care of yourself." Qi Jinnian felt very uncomfortable looking at Qi Zhengchang like this.
"Sit with me for a while." Qi Zhengchang asked that he speak more quickly, just half of his body, or what he felt.
Qi Jinnian brought some fruit, so she said, "I'll get you a banana."
Banana soft, Qi Zhengchang just can eat some.
Only half of the time, Qi Jinxiu and Li Wanrong came.
Over the past few days, Qi Jinxiu and Li Wanrong have been busy with Qi Zhengchang's will, but they haven't found any substantial progress. They find the lawyer before, but the lawyer's mouth is very hard. They don't tell Qi Zhengchang anything. In order to avoid his suspicion, they tell Qi Zhengchang. Li Wanrong is not convenient to continue to probe deeply, just as they want to continue to come to Qi Zhengchang have a look.
Unexpectedly, seeing the scene of Qi Jinnian feeding Qi Zhengchang, Qi Zhengchang looked very happy. Li Wanrong immediately lowered her face: "Qi Jinnian, what are you doing here, what are you giving your father to eat? The doctor said that he can't eat indiscriminately now. Do you know?"
"That's it." Qi Jinxiu came forward and knocked down the half eaten banana.
Qi Jinnian frowned, Qi Jinxiu suddenly pulled Qi Jinnian's hand and said, "you come out with me, I have something to say to you."
"Let go Qi Jinnian's tone was full of resentment. When he reached the door, he pushed Qi Jinxiu aside. "Don't touch me. I feel sick!"
"Disgusting? Can I make you sick again? " Suddenly, Qi Jinxiu's words were full of disdain, "I said that you are now like this. What qualifications do you have to disgust me? If Gu Tianqing knew what you did, would you also feel disgusted?"
When Qi Jinnian heard the words, he immediately turned pale.
Qi Jinxiu continued to insert the knife fiercely: "originally you will also be afraid of it, so who is more disgusting than who is disgusting, I am disgusting, you are the same, sister, who let us be a family."
"What do you want?" Qi Jinnian stood there, staring at her numbly.
Qi Jinxiu plucked her hair charmingly and said with a smile, "this is very simple."