The blare hot wind reverberated in the living room, and Zhao ChuChu leaned on the sofa as if he were asleep.
The shadow's movement is not gentle, but try to be gentle in case it hurts her.
This is his unique gentle way, he may not be careful and considerate, but he must try his best to do the best for her.
Zhao ChuChu in the heart is not do not understand, but feel aggrieved, such complex emotions mixed together, can not help but urge people to tears.
Tears from the eyes of silent rolling down, too late to cover up, too late to hide, she quickly reached out to erase, but the shadow still saw, heart, merciless, the action on the hand immediately.
Zhao ChuChu then exhaled: "hot!"
"Sorry." Shadow immediately took the hair dryer away a few minutes, Zhao ChuChu pressed the corner of his eyes with his hand, and did not speak again.
I don't know where to start. There seems to be a silent gap between the two people. Although it is not serious, if no one breaks it first, I'm afraid it will continue to be so embarrassing.
The shadow has never been the one who will take the initiative. Even if she saw Chen Jianghuai send her back today, he didn't ask why or what happened between them. This made Zhao ChuChu feel that he didn't care about himself at all.
Zhao ChuChu used to take the initiative, but now she feels very tired and doesn't want to move. So, after the shadow blows her hair, she says thanks and goes back to her room.
Standing in the living room with a hair dryer, the shadow frowned silently.
Zhao ChuChu fell asleep with his back to him. Shadow lay in bed, she did not have any action, he turned off the light, the room fell into darkness.
However, shadow is a watchful person, and there is no drowsiness at all today. As soon as Zhao ChuChu has an action, Ying immediately responds and turns on the light. He finds that Zhao ChuChu is pressing his stomach and his face is miserable. He immediately asks, "what's the matter, ChuChu."
Zhao ChuChu stubbornly bit his lower lip, but there was a few cold sweat on his forehead. When he saw this, he immediately broke her lower lip with his fingers and said to her, "don't bite yourself. If you want to bite me, bite me."
Zhao ChuChu hears the speech, raises the eye to look at him, the eyeground is more sour.
"Don't cry, talk, where does it hurt?" Seeing her tearful eyes whirling, the shadow immediately became confused and asked.
Zhao ChuChu this just weak mouth: "stomachache."
Shadow frown: "how good terminal meeting stomach ache, did not eat at night?" All she vomited out was wine, and there was really no food residue.
"Probably." She was not sure what the cause was. Maybe she didn't eat rice, she drank too much wine, or she was just angry.
The shadow listened, heartache way: "you wait, I go to give you next face."
Zhao ChuChu leaned on the bed, watching the shadow leave the bedroom, in his heart, a thousand turns, for his feelings, is no longer a few words can describe, love hate infatuated, she complained, because she loves ah, but unfortunately he is a bottle gourd, he does not understand, and then suffering her, can only be her own.
She felt that she had been too hard these days, so it was so hard to get angry with people and cold war with people.
The shadow came back soon and brought in a bowl of delicious noodles. As soon as Zhao ChuChu smelled it, he heard his stomach singing an empty city plan. It was very lively. The shadow also heard it. So she immediately turned red. Fortunately, the shadow did not laugh at her. Instead, she put the chopsticks in her hand and said to her, "come on, eat first, finish eating." See if it still hurts
Noodles are made with chicken soup, which is very delicious. There are also some vegetables and a poached egg.
If he was at home, he would do all the housework, and his cooking skills would be amazing to Zhao ChuChu.
Once the advantages, as if in the endless trivial life, little by little, they began to complain, began to see each other's good, began to lose patience with the original life, eager to change, eager for more, then become the shadow, or she?
She knew from the beginning that he was such a person.
Noodles bowl is very heavy and very hot, Zhao ChuChu a hand still can not hold, shadow says: "I take, you eat."
Zhao ChuChu took chopsticks and ate noodles with delicacy.
She may be really hungry to cause stomachache, steaming noodles down, not long after, the stomach is comfortable.
"I'm full." Finally, she put down her chopsticks and said.
Eat more than half, there are still some, shadow said: "eat too much at night is not good, that do not eat, I went to pour."
After pouring the noodles, he washed the dishes in the kitchen before returning to the room.
Zhao ChuChu leaned on the head of the bed, not sleepy.
The shadow looked at her and said, "why don't you sleep?"
Zhao ChuChu looked at her with her eyes full of weakness and grievance.
Shadow heart slightly pan pain, sat down beside her, but sighed: "ChuChu, I am a rude man, I can't speak, if you have any anger in your heart, you can say it, I will change, OK, don't cry."He didn't say anything. It's OK. Once he said it, he forced the tears under Zhao ChuChu's eyes again: "have you changed it? It's been so many years, and I haven't seen you change it."
Finally willing to speak to him, shadow heart slightly relaxed: "sorry, these years you follow me, is really wronged you."
Zhao ChuChu was not very happy in his heart: "what do you mean, what do you mean that I follow you? I really wronged me. Since you know that I am wronged, why don't you want to make changes? In your heart, is the work more important than me?"
"I didn't think so." Shadow way, "that is work, you this is family affairs, can't be confused."
"But don't you think you spend more time with Gu Tianqing than I do? People who don't know think you have the habit of breaking your sleeves. "
“…… But clearly, have you ever seen yourself separated from your shadow? I am the shadow. I am the secret guard of my husband. From the very beginning, my task is to be inseparable from each other to protect Mr. Zhang. I will be there when he needs anything This is the mission of the shadow, the mission will be achieved, is the attitude that a soldier should adhere to most.
However, this is also the reason why Zhao ChuChu has been aggrieved for so many years. He thought he could hear the shadow coax himself, even if he was lying to her.
As a result, Zhao ChuChu felt his anger rising again, some of which he could not tell clearly. If he could not realize in his heart which was more important than work and family, Zhao ChuChu felt that such a life had lost the meaning of her original pursuit.
"I want a husband, not a man who cares about others all day long and works hard for others." Zhao ChuChu finally said what was in his heart, with a slow anger, resentment, like a volcano, after countless years of long brewing, finally erupted.
The pressure she has accumulated over the years and the heartache she has endured have burst out and poured out at this moment.
After hearing this, the shadow was silent. He knew that he was ashamed of Zhao ChuChu. He looked at Zhao ChuChu with heartache and helplessness: "from the beginning, I told you that I am not suitable for having a family. If you feel that such a life makes you can't continue to endure it -"
listening to his words, Zhao ChuChu's heart sank suddenly, as if he realized what he was going to say next "Zhou Hancheng, do you know what you're talking about? If you know, you'll give me a clear idea and say it again!"
She spoke fiercely, but also afraid that they would say something to regret each other because of their anger. She took up one pillow and threw it into the shadow's arms: "I don't want to tell you, you go to sleep in the guest room."