Dim light, dancing figures, ear shaking music, noisy conversation, the city's largest and busiest bar filled with people, such scenes are staged every day. The men and women in the city cast off their camouflage of the day after nightfall, release their hearts in the light and wine, degenerate, indulge, with their hearts and stories, and perform the film of each person.
In a corner of the bar, Shi Xinyi nests on a large semi-circular sofa seat. Although far away from the dancing floor crowd, she is still disturbed by the aftersound, as if suddenly remembering something. She looks up to the dance floor, and her eyes seem to be looking for someone. Her headache and dizziness make the scene in front of her very blurred, and the crowd and the lights are all shadows. After looking for a while, she looks for someone Nothing found, and then fell back into the sofa in disappointment.
There are several empty wine bottles on the table, which are in the same state as Shi Xinyi. She has been drunk here for three hours alone. During this period, many men with bad intentions come to ask "girl, do you need someone to accompany you?" All of them were driven away by Shi Xinyi's aggressive attitude. Gradually, some people who coveted beauty did not dare to come. When they didn't want to come to the bar to have fun, they were knocked out of their heads by an empty wine bottle of a girl with a strong personality. In the end, they couldn't lift up her sister and paid for themselves.
Shi Xinyi has been in the bar for three hours, holding the attitude of being drunk, but the more sober she is, the more sober she is. She even remembers things from a long time ago. At that time, she was not an actress, was not taken care of by any boss, nor met Zhao Xinran, the turning point of her painful life.
When she was 18 years old, she had waist length hair and a pair of bright eyes. She was attracted at a glance. She was 1.70 meters tall and had a pure and beautiful appearance. She walked through the campus in a long skirt, which was always a beautiful scenery. Such a young and energetic girl is also outstanding in a big performance department full of beautiful women, so there are many pursuers. At that time, she met Yu Chengyang. Although he was not the most novel method among all pursuers, he kept a cat. Shi Xinyi was first attracted by his cat, and then moved by the gentle and careful boy. Yu Chengyang was tall and handsome, playing basketball with one hand When he was a sophomore, he promised his confession.
In this way, two people fell in love with each other for three years. These three years can be said to be the happiest three years in her life. At that time, I got good grades and occasionally got scholarships. I would certainly reward myself and my boyfriend. The boy friend around him is considerate and gentle. He spoils himself into a princess. He is a sweet little woman moistened by love.
In their spare time, two people eat the streets of the city, or save some money to travel together, to Yunnan and Xi'an. Two people also keep a cat called "Kerin", because the little guy has a serious cleanliness addiction, so Shi Xinyi gave it this name. Occasionally quarrel, when Xinyi not pampered, not unreasonable, if it is their fault will be obediently apologized, the little couple and good as before. When two people and a cat appear in the campus, they can gather a lot of envious eyes. They are the matching lovers that all students envy.
"What a match, but I'm too stupid to be blindfolded by love." When Xinyi unsteadily picked up the glass, the crystal clear liquid swaying in the luring light, raised his hand to drink it, spicy wine flowed through the throat into the stomach, burning a burst of heat.
Later, um, two people graduated. The chaos in graduation season did not affect their feelings. They decided to stay in the city for development, so they took out all their savings and rented a small house to live a day when they were both looking for jobs. Fortunately, Yu Chengyang was admitted by a company soon. His major is finance, so it is easier to find a job. However, her performance seems a little less accepted. She tries hard to find an audition every day. Then the director is not satisfied with the failure and continues to look for opportunities. In this cycle, the number of two people becomes smaller and smaller. Later, she found a part-time job as a model to promote some clothing stores on the website. Her excellent appearance and figure made her comfortable in this job, but the only drawback was that she would often go to other places to shoot location.
At the end of each work, Xinyi raced back to the small house rented by the two people and cooked delicious food for Yu Chengyang. During the six months when they came out to live, she changed from a spoiled little girl to a virtuous wife who could do housework, wash and cook. After all, the cruelty of life forces you to know everything.
Later, Yu Chengyang's position has been promoted. She has also changed from a dress model on location to a professional model for some magazines. However, she did not give up her dream of acting and went to audition when she had the opportunity. In the two people's life gradually on the normal, the better, Zhao Xinran appeared.
She is a rich family. Yu Chengyang said that she met at a large-scale party of the company. Zhao Xinran fell in love with him at first sight, and then followed by a fanatical pursuit. She stopped at the company downstairs where Chengyang went to work every day. She took advantage of her father's relationship to introduce business to him, and took the opportunity to increase opportunities for solitude.
At the beginning, she didn't worry. After all, many girls in grade four pursued him in this way, and they were all rejected by Yu Chengyang. Later, when her boyfriend came home later and later, she began to question Yu Chengyang. However, he just perfunctory company overtime or a lot of new business, he must solve.
Soon after Zhao Xinran no longer high-profile pursuit, Shi Xinyi also thought that this rich young lady gave up, but in Chengyang home time did not advance. It was not until she broke up half a year later that she knew that at that time two people had been prepared for him together. Everyone in his company knew that Yu Chengyang often took Zhao Xinran to the party, and she was still cooking at home and waiting for him to come back every day.Later, one afternoon, Yu Chengyang suddenly asked her to dress up well, saying that he would take her to a company conference in the evening. But what is the relationship between business negotiation and family members? Although there are doubts, Shi Xinyi still dressed up carefully and attended the negotiation meeting on the table. However, the dinner did not mention any business information. The boss, who was about 40 years old, was watching Shi Xinyi all the time, or chatting with Yu Chengyang about red wine and golf. Shi Xinyi did not understand the reason why she appeared. It was not embarrassing for her girlfriend to accompany her dinner? Yu did not answer her question.
But soon after that boss began to pursue Shi Xinyi. Instead of saying that I would take care of you or something, she just contacted some directors and increased many audition opportunities. Thank the director for arranging some supporting roles for her in TV dramas and movies for the sake of human relationship. As a thank-you, she also invited the boss to have a few meals, but she never crossed the line. She just ate a simple meal. The boss also respected her and said that she would not do anything that would embarrass her if she thought it out for herself.
Maybe it's Yu Chengyang who is tired of playing lovers with her. Maybe it's Zhao Xinran's tight entanglement that he starts not to come back all night. They quarreled, they had a cold war, and then they didn't go home for a longer time. On Yu Chengyang's birthday, the sun was shining brightly, and there was no cloud in the blue sky. Shi Xinyi always remembered that day, because when she bought a good cake at home and Cheng Yang came back to celebrate, Zhao Xinran took her boyfriend's hand to come to the door.
It was the first time that she met her rival. She was not as beautiful as she was, but she was medium-sized and high-rise, with jewels all over her body, which was in sharp contrast to when she was wearing a plain apron. "I'm here to say goodbye for Cheng Yang. After all, I prepared a candlelight dinner on the yacht at home, and he can't attend two birthday parties alone." Arrogant tone, sympathetic eyes, undisguised ridicule, let her heart was stabbed thousands of knife.
She asked her boyfriend in a trembling voice, "is that true? Are you breaking up? "
When Yu Chengyang looked at it, his eyes filled with tears, as if he was about to fall in the next second. However, he thought about his future and the business tycoons he invited at the birthday party. He said calmly, "it's true. I don't love you. Break up!"
The power of the ten thousand knives just now was far less than the fatal one. She fell to the ground with tears like broken beads. Zhao Xinran cleanly defeated the opponent and left with the booty, but returned alone at the door.
"By the way, Cheng Yang and I were together half a year ago. At the beginning, he had been dragging his feet to break up with you because he suddenly broke up and was afraid that you would be entangled again. After all, it has been more than four years. Later, a big client of Chengyang fell in love with you. Chengyang had to drag you to create opportunities for that client, otherwise you would certainly ruin his big business. I say this is to let you recognize their own value, do not want to put up shamelessly in the future to seduce Cheng Yang. " Zhao Xinran's words made Shi Xinyi's tears stop. Now she is no longer heartache, but hate that she has been cheated by this pair of dogs and men for so long. She hates that she is so exploited, that Chengyang is selfish and that Zhao Xinran is scheming. However, she hates her innocence and her own nothingness.
After that, she threw away all the things in the house she had lived with Yu Chengyang for more than a year. She agreed to the big boss's pursuit and moved into the apartment in the high-grade residential area where she now lives. He asked the boss that he didn't know Cheng Yang's calculation. At that time, Xinyi changed her mind and was willing to follow him.
After that, she lived an exclusive life. The boss might have a wife. She didn't care. Anyway, he came only once a month and a half. He would respond to her request and give her enough money. She would find contacts for her if she wanted to act. However, Shi Xinyi knew that such a life would not last long. Men would be tired sooner or later, and she would try her best to climb up. Only in this way, she would not Afraid to be abandoned again.
She honed her acting skills every day, playing tricks to flatter people, using her beauty and different people to get more resources, but she did not sell her body, dirty once, she would not let herself to the point of thousands of people. She struggled to get rid of the shadow. If she did not work hard, she would return to the situation of being slaughtered by others. She had been strangled by the simple time Xinyi, and now she does not know what she is like.