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"Well?"

Zhang Shiyan looked up at her. She just kept silent and didn't know what she was thinking. Suddenly, she called his name so solemnly. Is there anything hard to say?

Influenced by Ji Nansheng's mood, Zhang Shiyan also corrected his attitude and looked at Ji Nansheng seriously, waiting for all she would say to him.

But after a long silence, Ji Nansheng still did not speak. She lowered her head and didn't know what she was thinking. She was the one who called his name just now, and she is still the one who doesn't say a word now --

Zhang Shiyan couldn't help but touch Ji Nansheng's forehead and said, "is there something wrong?"

Ji Nansheng shakes his head.

On her forehead, Zhang Shiyan's cool fingers gently rubbed on her forehead, which made her feel the tenderness and consideration in Zhang Shiyan's heart.

She clenched her lower lip and couldn't help but peek at the man sitting next to her.

This person, when she had mental problems and did not know people, was regarded as Qin Jingyuan's substitute without complaint and regret, just to calm her violent mood and make her happy and happy life.

After she returned to normal, she left irresponsibly, leaving behind a crying child, he quietly took up the responsibility of raising children, both as a father and a mother, painstakingly pulling the child up without disease and disaster. He had been waiting for her, even though many people around him told him that it was not worth waiting for a woman who did not want her husband or children. It was better to find a woman to start a new life. Even if so many people advised him, he did not give up waiting for her. He had been waiting for her day by day in the house where they had lived together.

After she changed her appearance and came back, no one knew her. Only he approached her again and again, because he loved her and knew her better than anyone else. At a glance, she might be the one who abandoned him After the final confirmation of her identity, he did not mean to her because of the five years of waiting. Instead, he treated her more gently than before. He even humbly told her that he could wait. It doesn't matter if she could give him some sweetness once in a while, and don't let him wait so much

despair

Such a deep love for her man, she how to him, how to do, to be worthy of his conscience, worthy of him?

When Zhang Shiyan thought Ji Nansheng would not speak again and was ready to stand up and hang the towel to the bathroom, Ji suddenly stopped him --

"Zhang Shiyan."

"Well, honey, what's the matter with you?"

Zhang Shiyan lowered his head and looked at Ji Nansheng, who was trying to stop talking. Ji Nansheng looked up at him with pain and struggle in his eyes.

If she tells Zhang Shiyan now, it means that everything about her and Qin Jingyuan has been exposed in front of Zhang Shiyan. In the future, if she wants to meet Qin Jingyuan, Zhang Shiyan will know it clearly.

After she opened her mouth, she would have no secret to speak of in front of Zhang Shiyan.

Zhang Shiyan carefully studied Ji Nansheng's expression, and put the struggle and contradiction in her eyes into her eyes. Seeing that her hand holding the quilt had turned blue and white, his heart leaped slightly, and faintly guessed the reason why she stopped him.

At that moment, his heart has become a gray hope, began to revive.

He looked at her with gentle and encouraging eyes. "What's up, baby?"

Ji Nansheng pressed her lips tightly and clung to her pants legs, but she could not say what she had already rushed to her throat. She was struggling in the end -

Zhang Shiyan squeezed the towel in her hand and looked at Ji Nansheng without blinking.

He felt that his throat was dry and hoarse. He wanted to drink a cup of hot water to moisten his throat. He didn't know what the result of his waiting was, whether she was frank or she kept hiding as if nothing had happened?

Ji Nansheng lowered his head and was about to bite his lips. After a long time, she shook her head and reluctantly laughed, "nothing."

“……”

After all, it didn't wait.

Zhang Shiyan's heart fell from heaven to hell, and his drooping eyelids buried all his disappointment.

"Well, since it's OK, I'm out."

Zhang Shiyan squeezed out a smile and clenched his fingers one by one.

God knows how much he wants to rush up and shake Ji Nansheng's shoulders to wake her up. Let her tell him all the things. Don't hide it from him. He knows everything. Even if she conceals it, it's useless.

But he was afraid to frighten her, so he had to suppress the wild animal in his heart. He left the bedroom as if nothing happened and walked into the bathroom.

Ji Nansheng looked at the back of his departure, a bit lonely, a bit fragile, and usually full of confidence and strong he is quite different.

Just the back, let Ji Nansheng red eyes.

Standing in the empty bathroom, Zhang Shiyan looked at his pale face in the mirror and lifted his lips. He felt that the smile was ironic and bitter.

He turned on the tap and poured cold water on his face, trying to calm himself down.But it doesn't work.

The beast in the heart is still roaring, that kind of unwilling, that kind of pain is still twining his heart and torturing him.

He constantly tells himself to be patient. Ji Nansheng has loved Qin Jingyuan for so many years. Now it's only a month. It's hard for him to let Ji Nansheng give up Qin Jingyuan and choose him. He knows everything rationally, but he still can't calm his violent mood.

No matter how capable people are, their feelings will be out of control.

Ji Nansheng is all he can't control. As long as things related to Ji Nanshan are in front of him, he can't control his mood and emotion. Zhang Shiyan sprinkled his face with cold water over and over again, but he could not calm down the flame in his heart. So he punched heavily on the cold and snow-white wall, and the drops of water burst out from his fist and the wall. In the sunshine outside the window, Zhang Shiyan looked like round pearls.

At this time, Zhang Shiyan heard the sound of the door being pushed open.

He didn't know who was coming in. He immediately closed his eyes and adjusted his mood. He didn't want anyone to see the picture of him out of control.

However, when he hides all his emotions, he looks up at the mirror and sees Ji Nansheng in the mirror.

She stood quietly at the door, holding the door handle with the hand without fracture, looking at him in the mirror with a complicated face.

He clearly turned his back to Ji Nansheng, and she stood behind him. However, because of a mirror, they looked at each other clearly and clearly. Their eyes met in the air, stuck, entangled and could not be untied. Maybe after a few seconds, or after a long time, Zhang Shiyan forgot the passage of time in such a quiet look The only thing I know is that when I come back from the relative state of the four eyes, the person who was standing at the door has already come to the washstand and is standing behind him at the position of no less than half a meter.

Her eyes fell on his broad back, and even without holding him, she could imagine how warm and sentimental it was.

Her fingers hanging on the side of her body were lifted up and slowly pasted on the back of Zhang Shiyan.

Zhang Shiyan couldn't see what the man behind him was doing, but when her fingers touched his back, he felt it very clearly.

Because it is too clear, so that the back of the line has a little tight.

Ji Nansheng's fingers along his spine all the way down, and then placed in his waist side position, slowly leaning against his back.

Zhang Shiyan was caught off guard by Ji Nansheng, and the whole person was stiff.

He looked at himself in the mirror and saw a flattered expression on his face.

His fingers dangling on the washstand were clenched one by one.

Ji Nansheng leaned his face on his back and said in a low voice: "I want to tell you something You don't interrupt me. Just listen to me and you'll talk again, OK

Zhang Shiyan felt his throat itching. His heart seemed to be wrapped in layers of hot magma, which made him unable to breathe. However, he was bewildered by this gentle package. Even if his heart was scalded, he still indulged in it.

He nodded slightly and agreed to Ji Nansheng.

Ji Nansheng closed his eyes and said with difficulty: "I always thought that the man had died in the river six years ago. Although he had a dream and hoped that he could live, five years later, I had already accepted the fact of his death."

"But I didn't realize that he was still alive."

When talking about this, Ji Nansheng's voice became hoarse. Zhang Shiyan knew that every word she said was difficult.

His heart was burning hot, and he was ecstatic for Ji Nansheng's confession to him, and he also felt the same pain. At this moment, the person who was hard to open his heart and told him the whole story, her trust and confession to him were based on her own pain.

He couldn't help loving her.

Looking down at the finger on his waist, Zhang Shiyan reached out to cover the hand, held it, and put it in front of him.

He wanted to speak, but he promised Ji Nansheng that he would not open his mouth to interrupt her until she finished. So he just moved his lips but did not say anything. He waited quietly for her to continue.

"That day, the people of song Jinnan threw Shengsheng and me under the small forest. He was the one who saved me and Shengsheng. He came down from the mountain and saw that I had shed a lot of blood, so he took Shengsheng and me to the hospital. Before you came, he left. " "Sheng Sheng said that he called you with that man's mobile phone, and then he gave me your mobile phone that day and asked me to contact the good uncle who saved us secretly. At that time, I wanted to contact him very much. I almost couldn't control my hand and dialed his number. Finally, I gave up. "

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